TheNewMe2.0 Posted July 25, 2020 Share Posted July 25, 2020 That's really nice of your acupuncturist to say. I agree. sending you love and healing. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted July 25, 2020 Author Share Posted July 25, 2020 Things have been super heavy. So I bought I book of puzzles and it is really enjoyable. I realize this is an escape/distraction... but I feel it does not have the addictive quality of online games. Also, I made tea out of the wild elderberry flowers. Oh my.... did it relax me. It felt really soothing and comforting. It’s smelled like of blend of chamomile and cinnamon. So lovely. Thank you for being here friends. Page from my puzzle book. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BooksandTrees Posted July 25, 2020 Share Posted July 25, 2020 9 minutes ago, Icandothis said: Things have been super heavy. So I bought I book of puzzles and it is really enjoyable. I realize this is an escape/distraction... but I feel it does not have the addictive quality of online games. Also, I made tea out of the wild elderberry flowers. Oh my.... did it relax me. It felt really soothing and comforting. It’s smelled like of blend of chamomile and cinnamon. So lovely. Thank you for being here friends. Page from my puzzle book. Is the elderberry from the ones you collected the other day and took a picture of? I'm glad you found a new puzzle. I was thinking of doing puzzles at some point. I used to love those "I Spy" books as a kid as well. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted July 26, 2020 Author Share Posted July 26, 2020 On 7/25/2020 at 12:20 PM, BooksandTrees said: Is the elderberry from the ones you collected the other day and took a picture of? I'm glad you found a new puzzle. I was thinking of doing puzzles at some point. I used to love those "I Spy" books as a kid as well. Yes! The tea was from the flowers I collected. It was so delicious. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted July 26, 2020 Author Share Posted July 26, 2020 Joyful 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted July 27, 2020 Author Share Posted July 27, 2020 When it seems as if the dark cold despair has overwhelmed all hope Let me remember Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when it is still dark Today: Chemo treatment 5/12. These treatments are just horrid. Would you please pray or send love? Thank you. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BooksandTrees Posted July 27, 2020 Share Posted July 27, 2020 1 hour ago, Icandothis said: When it seems as if the dark cold despair has overwhelmed all hope Let me remember Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when it is still dark Today: Chemo treatment 5/12. These treatments are just horrid. Would you please pray or send love? Thank you. Good luck today and this week with treatment. Sending you well wishes and love for your treatment. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arthur Posted July 27, 2020 Share Posted July 27, 2020 4 hours ago, Icandothis said: Would you please pray or send love? Thank you. I'll pray for you today! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted July 28, 2020 Author Share Posted July 28, 2020 Thank you for all the love. I am very grateful for the support of this community. Chemo round 5, Day 2. Feeling ok. Just another 24 hours until my pump can be taken off. I am sending joy and serenity to everyone. May we all take a chance today to slow down and notice the beauty and magic in the small things. Thank you for listening. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheNewMe2.0 Posted July 28, 2020 Share Posted July 28, 2020 Thanks for your well wishes. I'm sending you a spirit of resilience to go through your Chemo treatments. I prayed for you as well. I hope you can find some respite in this madness. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BooksandTrees Posted July 28, 2020 Share Posted July 28, 2020 1 hour ago, Icandothis said: Thank you for all the love. I am very grateful for the support of this community. Chemo round 5, Day 2. Feeling ok. Just another 24 hours until my pump can be taken off. I am sending joy and serenity to everyone. May we all take a chance today to slow down and notice the beauty and magic in the small things. Thank you for listening. You're doing such an amazing job and continue to be an inspiration to all of us every day. 24 hours left to go! You got this. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted August 1, 2020 Author Share Posted August 1, 2020 Thank you friends. Day 3/4 - Knock down miserable. Day 5 - Feeling much improved. I was so weak and could not get out of bed... I had to stay at a hotel due to my toxicity and the staff got me flowers. Psalm 30:2 as been on my heart. Have a beautiful day friends. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BooksandTrees Posted August 1, 2020 Share Posted August 1, 2020 3 hours ago, Icandothis said: Thank you friends. Day 3/4 - Knock down miserable. Day 5 - Feeling much improved. I was so weak and could not get out of bed... I had to stay at a hotel due to my toxicity and the staff got me flowers. Psalm 30:2 as been on my heart. Have a beautiful day friends. Wishing you well wishes and lots of love during this time. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted August 10, 2020 Author Share Posted August 10, 2020 I don’t know what to say anymore. I am completely broken, lost and confused. I don’t know which way is up or down and I feel like a buoy in the water being tossed around by waves. I have been spending all of my energy meditating and praying, focusing on my breath and my spirit. Tomorrow is round 6 out of 12. Would you please pray... especially for my kids? Ephesians 3:17 And I pray that you may grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ. Thank you for being here. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BooksandTrees Posted August 10, 2020 Share Posted August 10, 2020 1 hour ago, Icandothis said: I don’t know what to say anymore. I am completely broken, lost and confused. I don’t know which way is up or down and I feel like a buoy in the water being tossed around by waves. I have been spending all of my energy meditating and praying, focusing on my breath and my spirit. Tomorrow is round 6 out of 12. Would you please pray... especially for my kids? Ephesians 3:17 And I pray that you may grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ. Thank you for being here. I hope you and your kids have the health and protection needed. Stay strong and good luck tomorrow for round 6 of 12. Waves come and go, the buoy stays steadfast and gives guidance to the ships to steer the course. You got this. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DaBest Posted August 10, 2020 Share Posted August 10, 2020 I've been away for a while so I hadn't read about your diagnosis. I am sorry to hear about the diagnosis. You are an absolute trooper. I will absolutely keep you and your family in my prayers. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karabas Posted August 10, 2020 Share Posted August 10, 2020 Just seeing your posts about this (not around on the forums very much nowadays). So sorry to hear about this. May the Almighty bring down the cure along with serenity and contentment in Him. "The wound is the place where the Light enters you." ~Rumi 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheNewMe2.0 Posted August 10, 2020 Share Posted August 10, 2020 My prayers go out to you and yours. Glad you had one good day in there. Keep trying. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted August 19, 2020 Author Share Posted August 19, 2020 Hi all- I just want to say thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers and love. It really means so much to me. Round 5 of chemo was horrid. But round 6 was “ok”. I can’t help but feel that all love I receive from so many, including on this forum is helping me. I made the really hard decision to put my little boy in daycare. I am nervous about CoVid, but it has become almost impossible to chase around after him while feeling so bad. You are right.... these waves of grief and emotion pass. I am so very hopeful this season of cancer will pass too. I have another round of chemo starting Monday. But hoping to enjoy a couple days here being symptom free. Thank you friends. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BooksandTrees Posted August 19, 2020 Share Posted August 19, 2020 49 minutes ago, Icandothis said: Hi all- I just want to say thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers and love. It really means so much to me. Round 5 of chemo was horrid. But round 6 was “ok”. I can’t help but feel that all love I receive from so many, including on this forum is helping me. I made the really hard decision to put my little boy in daycare. I am nervous about CoVid, but it has become almost impossible to chase around after him while feeling so bad. You are right.... these waves of grief and emotion pass. I am so very hopeful this season of cancer will pass too. I have another round of chemo starting Monday. But hoping to enjoy a couple days here being symptom free. Thank you friends. Stay strong! Thinking of you always and hoping for the best. I hope your child is ok in daycare. Tough to control those situations. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phoenixking Posted August 20, 2020 Share Posted August 20, 2020 10 hours ago, Icandothis said: I have another round of chemo starting Monday. I'll be thinking of you that day and those that follow! All the best! 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheNewMe2.0 Posted August 20, 2020 Share Posted August 20, 2020 Sending you love. I hope your chemo goes well. It's a lot to endure, but you'll get better and be done with it eventually. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted August 20, 2020 Author Share Posted August 20, 2020 Thank you friends. Today is another beautiful day. Hoping to get out on a walk so I can post a nature picture again. It brings me so much joy. Oh... yesterday was also 11 months game free. We can do this. We can quit gaming for the long term. We can then face trials and heartbreak... and instead of escaping to games... we can use this as an opportunity for connection. ( I am writing this for myself 💙) The opposite of addiction is not sobriety, it’s human connection. Have a beautiful day friends. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ikar Posted August 20, 2020 Share Posted August 20, 2020 5 hours ago, Icandothis said: Oh... yesterday was also 11 months game free. We can do this. We can quit gaming for the long term. We can then face trials and heartbreak... and instead of escaping to games... we can use this as an opportunity for connection. ( I am writing this for myself 💙) Keep up the fight. We're in this together 🙂 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icandothis Posted August 21, 2020 Author Share Posted August 21, 2020 Seeing the beauty. These little friends were dancing in the wind. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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