Right now i'm feeling light & a little more at peace.
I'm 11 days game free, porn free, masturbation free & heavily processed food free.
The emotions i'm experiencing are lightness & ease.
Although there are time's where I get intense cravings for games, & i start to feel low, heavy & depressed.
I know this is just part of the process so I continue to push on.
Wow, itr really good advice, and I ll copy it to buy and also to read. I read poor dad and etc, I agree about that part. On others I ll follow your instructions and read first. ( Btw I ll try to find this books for free first).
As for my goals. I was thinking how its is, to live bellow my means and etc. Right now from the day of work I make around 10$-20$ as a courier. It's small, but it's not zero. I need this job , I need this money. And more about it:
- I am currently spending way to much on food. Even to spend 2.5$ a meal is bad, I can spend way less if I eat home and etc. Also, I can work only on weekends, so it's also a point to limit my income as a courier. But anyway, I still make money, just need to find way how to make more of it.
And as the famous word said: " Sharpen your axe first". I need to find job more high paying because I am IT student. I think I should work on sites and etc, while gathering all available resources to save as much money as I can.
Yesterday I worked an 11+hour shift to make some 20$ but I guess it's not optimal to spend my time like that. More over, while delivering orders I found a place where I was, when I was more successful. I went there with my ex, we rested there and etc, and now I can go in only to take order. Funny, I hope it switches again.
All of my classmates are focusing on getting the job, even the girls. I can't miss out on it, I need to at LEAST try!
Also I need to find freelance orders. Even one , it can be done in six hours sitting in warm home zone, not outside where it's rainy and cold. I love rain and etc, BUT there is a catch. When I work I can't leave or smt like this. That's also a point. More on this, I should focus on my goals, not face a destruction in girls, even if they are beautiful, and not in YouTube or porn, because it brings me nowhere.
I need to focus on my goals, and main of them:
- Finish my coursework ASAP
- Make a portfolio and get to job searches
- Make more money.
This is the way I need to think about it.
With thankfulness, your Dark)
Hi guys i'm Ellis, I live in the UK Manchester. I'm 11 days game free & just purchased the respawn program today.
The reason i've quit gaming is because I was sick of how it was making me feel. I'd spend about 4 hrs a day gaming over the past 6 months & could feel that everything outside of gaming was becoming meaningless & boring.
I also have other aspirations like running my own coaching business, training more, forming deeper connections with more peopld & findind a romantic partner.
Although i still pursued those thing when I was gaming I felt as if I could put a lot more energy into them & knew gaming was making more anxious & depressed.
So here I am, looking forward to quitting for life.