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Hi!!! It’s been forever, but decided to check the forum! So glad you had a happy holidays! Glad to see you still posting and joyful you are doing well!!!

Oh no!!! That is so scary! I am glad you took Benadryl. It’s crazy how just like that life can change. Something can happen. I am sure it was a huge shock to you and hope you are taking plenty of time to rest. Take care friend. And let us know how you are feeling.

Well tomorrow is the day!!! 22 mos after dx is finally here, and I am able to get my port out! So many emotions, and I find it really hard to share good news with my cancer community as so many are still in the battle. Have a beautiful day friends.

I am sooooo excited for you moving in with your girlfriend!!! This is amazing news! I bet she is thrilled as well. Sending love to both of you!!

Thank you all. Yes, it’s me and the kids. I am dating someone now so that is nice. *** I have been reading some of your threads about dating, trying to figure men out… lol. And when it comes to romantic relationships I still can’t**** Wishing everyone a joyful day!

It does take a while. Took me 2 years to figure out how to support myself after gaming. Thank you for sharing your heart. Have a beautiful day!

Happy Monday! I have missed this forum so much and I am so grateful for you all. Some things I have been celebrating recently: Over 2 years game free! I could not have done this with you all. 21 months cancer free. Who knew at the beginning of all this I would be dx with stage III cancer. Just had a scan and it came back clear! 3 months being able to financially support myself and kids. I have been told that after trauma you feel lost and confused, lose sense of self and how to show up in the world. I am slowly healing, feeling all the magic that once was. Feeling my breath, my heartbeat, the blood in my body. How to feel alive. Sending love to all of you and hope this community has a very happy holidays.

I am so sorry about your friend. That must be really painful. Is your mom ok now? Sending love and support friend.

Hi! So there is no “add files” option for me. It only says “other media” as a button. Thank you!!!!!

Awwww good luck to you friend! Wishing you the best!

Thank you so much! Yet, this did not work for me. Maybe because I am posting from my phone?! Thank you for your help!

***Hi all! I am not able to post pictures anymore? Has this function been removed? **** Thank you so much!

We love you.

Just so grateful. Friends… sending calm, safety and peace. May your day be as beautiful as each and everyone of you are. “The light enters through the broken spaces”

Awww friend... look how far you have come! You are doing better physically, mentally and spiritually. Making more money. Assessing your nutrition to see what works for you! I love love having plants in the home. It brings such a good energy. Sending hugs friend.

I don’t know where else to write this.. My ex who broke my heart is back. I just cannot believe I am having to deal with him. This was the man, who I was in a relationship with for a year. Then he changed and became distant. I questioned him... but he always said nothing was wrong. It was another year later... that I found out he had been dating someone else. It destroyed me and that is when I began gaming. I know I get to choose who I allow in my life... but it’s so hard; I really felt something so special for him. Continuing to focus on myself and my dreams. I am in a really good place right now... I don’t want to lose how far I have come. Thank you for listening. Sending love. ❤️

Thank you friend. Your kindness and compassion are a reflection of the beautiful soul you are. ❤️

Yay!!! I mean this is so awesome! You deserve someone who is loving, caring and beautiful! Have a wonderful day!

Life with always have trouble, ups/downs. Doing my best to stay present and grateful. On my walk yesterday looked up to see a woodpecker.

Hi! That’s weird about not seeing the thread. Still doing well, and I have a support group of 10 other young women who all have the same dx as me. So helpful. 💙 PNW is just Pacific Northwest. Sending joy.

Happy love day to all. Hope everyone is doing really well here. So thankful for this community. Hopefully getting a new job soon... this would be amazing! Last scan was cancer free! Another one this month... hopefully all clear. I’ve become an advocate for young onset colon cancer. Every day I see people in their 20s and 30s come to our community with Stage 3/4 CRC. Hoping to grow awareness and advocacy. #Nevertooyoung Other then that... still living in PNW. Still living in the present... with the joy of each breath. Sending love and joy and health friends. ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you friend so much for coming by. I am feeling very well. How are you friend? Sending love to you.

Alive Joyful Thankful Happy New Year everyone.

Here is a picture of the rainbow over my home that I mentioned. It’s reminders like this.... we are never alone. Starting a 24 hour fast today. I don’t really know anything about fasting... except to not eat. Planning on doing 1 24 hour fast a week. Instead of eating... I will be praying/meditating. Hoping to get clarity and peace regarding next steps. Have a beautiful day friends!

The opposite of addiction is not sobriety; it’s human connection. I love this quote because it is a beautiful reminder about how we are too live in community, to love each other, to need one another. I went to acupuncture today... and my practitioner is so wonderful. He always reminds me what a beautiful soul I am, how I have overcome so much, how it’s ok to be sad. And I have cried so many tears. So so many tears. He says I always look so happy and positive. I gently tell him how hard I grieve. Its really important to share not only the love, but the vast amounts of heartbreak I have been through. Another quote, “ When after heavy rain the storm clouds disperse; is it not they’ve wept themselves clear to the end.” Sending all my love today friends.