Marquess Posted August 28, 2016 Share Posted August 28, 2016 Next time you want people to read your stuff, you should use paragraphs :^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^).It's not hard to be a raper. Rappers rap. They write lyrics and then record them. Are you a rapper? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 1, 2016 Author Share Posted September 1, 2016 (edited) Next time you want people to read your stuff, you should use paragraphs :^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^).It's not hard to be a raper. Rappers rap. They write lyrics and then record them. Are you a rapper?My journal my rules . And yes I can call myself a rapper, but when I look at other MCs and what they're doing it makes think that I'm just a former gamer who can flow a bit.Here's the thing about pursuing your dreams. It has little to do with "rapping" and a lot more to do with emotional mastery. Pursuing your dreams is HARD, not because of the technical aspect but because it brings up a lot of fear, doubt, anxiety, etc. So you need to focus on mastering these emotions and learning to ride the wave. I agree, but when you think of it that you're just another fish in the sea....DAY-75 (2016-08-31) August 31st - the last day of freedom. The summer has come to an end.I had high expectations for this 3month break. I was like : "Man, it's going to an awesome/super productive summer, I'll finally say goodbye to video games and it's going to be a peace of cake to do that " But it turns out, it wasn't. Just another summer spent in my comfort zone made out of procrastination but at least I got rid of gaming. I guess growth is a slow ass progress.The funny thing is that at the end of each summer I get my shit together. For example at the end of my last summer break, it dawned on me that gaming is a problem in my life. Now, the summer ended again and I get more rhymes/songs done. I guess the thing that matters the most is that I've started to speak more openly with people ( on the internet) what are my hobbies and what do I plan to do in my future. I was always afraid to do it since there's a sticker attached to my forehead which says " This dude is shy/awkward, rarely speak , doesn't stand out for himself" Mood - GoodCravings - 0/10Productivity - 4/10Time spent on YouTube - 0.00mins Reading progress A Song Of Ice and Fire A Game Of Thrones - FinishedA Song of Ice and Fire A Clash of Kings 108/757 Books to Read A Song of Ice and Fire A Storm of Sword A Song of Ice and Fire A Feast of Crows A Song of Ice and Fire A Dance with Dragons Think and Grow Rich Commitments for tomorrow:No YouTubeMake a life calendarRhyme more Anyways sorry for a shitty post. Wrote a nice one yesterday but didn't finish it since I got a headache. Even worse, when I tried to finish it today I accidentally turned of my browser and lost all of my progress. I still feel salty... Edited September 1, 2016 by Remigjus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WorkInProgress Posted September 1, 2016 Share Posted September 1, 2016 hey nice reading progress! Was nice chatting with you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cam Adair Posted September 1, 2016 Share Posted September 1, 2016 Growth is a slow ass process for sure. Time is on your side if you focus one day at a time though!Also, don't be a fish, be a fucking shark: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marquess Posted September 6, 2016 Share Posted September 6, 2016 >sits on discord all day>journal on page 52nice :3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 7, 2016 Author Share Posted September 7, 2016 >sits on discord all day>journal on page 52nice :3>sits on discord all day - WRONG! Only in the evening when I have dinner and only for 30mins or something. If I procrastinate a lot, it might be more than an hour. I'd post more often here, but summer ended (NOSHITSHERLOCK) and my school started , so I have very little time. I was planning to post on friday anyways. P.S :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 9, 2016 Author Share Posted September 9, 2016 (edited) DAY-83 (After Relapse)As I have promised, I am posting here on friday, even if it's my birthday today ( The dedication is real). So yeah, school started again and blah blah. Recently it dawned on me that I've been suffering from social anxiety for quite a while. It ruins my life and pisses me off that the same time. I blush when I speak to females or get called out in class or when feel insecure ( pretty much all the time). I feel so awkward sometimes , like a martian lol . When I look at my classmates, you know the popular kids, and watch how they enjoy life and go to party's and all that other highschool crap. And I sit here in my house , reading books, writing rhymes trying to get my shit together. But everything is for the future that I want to live! I'd rather spend 4hours rhyming/recording than partying ( unless if there was a 100% that I'll get laid or something). Recently I've been watching some videos of Jim Rohn. He's awesome. Says a lot of motivating/useful stuff pretty much as every single motivational speaker does. But he points out things that I wouldn't think of. Anyways, I've set up my goals for the next week/month/year (finally did it). Made my Life Calendar a few days ago , although I still have no idea how to colour the part where I gamed all the time. Jim Rohn:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5w9WXcDRw0 Edited September 9, 2016 by Remigjus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WorkInProgress Posted September 10, 2016 Share Posted September 10, 2016 Happy Birthday! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cam Adair Posted September 10, 2016 Share Posted September 10, 2016 Happy birthday Rem! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JSmith Posted September 11, 2016 Share Posted September 11, 2016 More birthdays hope it's a good one Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piotr Posted September 11, 2016 Share Posted September 11, 2016 Happy birthday gamequitter! <cake> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reno F Posted September 11, 2016 Share Posted September 11, 2016 What if you write you posts in a rhyme? happy birthday, mate! All the best! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpiNips Posted September 11, 2016 Share Posted September 11, 2016 Happy Birthday! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 11, 2016 Author Share Posted September 11, 2016 (edited) Happy Birthday!Happy birthday Rem!More birthdays hope it's a good oneHappy birthday gamequitter! <cake>What if you write you posts in a rhyme? happy birthday, mate! All the best!To be honest I've had this idea for quite a while , and I'll do it in the future.Happy Birthday! Edited September 11, 2016 by Remigjus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 16, 2016 Author Share Posted September 16, 2016 !!!!!!!90-DAYS!!!!!!! CLICK HERE FOR A SHORT/BORING POST JUST LEAVE A LIKE or a comment or a gif Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hitaru Posted September 16, 2016 Share Posted September 16, 2016 I want a boring post Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 26, 2016 Author Share Posted September 26, 2016 (edited) ---DAY 100----What's up, everyone! Remigijus, First of his name, House of Procrastination, Pirate of the Internet, The Stud is back!Just hit 100 today ( to be honest it SOUNDS better than 90).I'm busier than I ever was, still trying to juggle rapping/reading with studying. I just realized how precious time is, and how vital it is to spend it towards developing skills. Seriously, the more time you waste, the more you realize how crucial it is ( at least that happened to me).Anyways, the week was trash, wasn't very productive. The highlight of the week would be that I went to the bookstore and bought my first Personal Development book (Think and Grow Rich).Look at this baby:I was standing like an idiot for 40 mins staring ant the psychology section looking for it. Just because I was too anxious to ask for help. But when I was about to do it, I realized I was looking at the wrong section.... Oh stupid me.My life Calendar:( I know the quality is impressive, and I copied the original one just perfectly ).I still have no idea how I should colour the part where I was regularly gaming.Goals for this week:1. Finish Reading A Song of Ice and Fire A Clash of Kings2. Finish the lyrics for the GQ song ( more than 60% done). Yup GQ beef, it's imminent.3. No fapping4. No porn (2weeks without porn!)5. No Youtube/Facebook/Discord/ 6. Decide where to put my GQ sticker. (VERY IMPORTANT!)Damn, the last time I posted here was more than a week ago. I got slow ( BLAME SCHOOL).Anyways, thanks for reading!Leave a like; I need it.It's my dopamine¹ Edited October 3, 2016 by Remigjus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cam Adair Posted September 26, 2016 Share Posted September 26, 2016 Woot! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Piotr Posted September 28, 2016 Share Posted September 28, 2016 Love this book! Congratulations on your 100 days! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted September 28, 2016 Author Share Posted September 28, 2016 Love this book! Congratulations on your 100 days! Haha thanks, yup it's awesome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted October 4, 2016 Author Share Posted October 4, 2016 (edited) -DAY-108- Hey'yo everyone!Remigijus, First of his name, House of Procrastination, Pirate of the Internet, The Stud here.This week was alright, although it could've been better. A lot more, in fact, succeeded with "No Discord/Youtube/Facebook/ for a week." Although relapsed four times on "no fap." But I'll keep trying until I get it off my list. (THAT'S THE ATTITUDE).Finished the lyrics for the GQ song, now all I have to do is to lay down the vocals. Finished reading A Song Of Ice and Fire " A Clash of Kings."You can have a sneak peak here: have fun analyzing my awful handwriting. Not much to say. Typical me, head is full of thoughts, but when it comes to writing, I can barely write a sentence. Probably have to get rid of restrictions when writing, or just write anything that's in my head, because writing about weekly experiences is hella boring.Goals for this week:1. Record GQ song.2. No porn /fap/gaming videos.3. Read four chapters of Think and Grow Rich.4. Freestyle for 15mins every day.5. Write two 16 bar verses.6. Post once on GQ. ( I'm doing it at the moment :0)7. Decide where to put my GQ sticker (still have no idea where).3 weeks withouth porn! Edited October 4, 2016 by Remigjus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cam Adair Posted October 4, 2016 Share Posted October 4, 2016 Woot! Can't wait to hear the track Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reno F Posted October 6, 2016 Share Posted October 6, 2016 By freestyle, you mean like the 80's freestyle dance? Cool! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted October 6, 2016 Author Share Posted October 6, 2016 By freestyle, you mean like the 80's freestyle dance? Cool!Hahaha, no. Freestyle is a style of rapping when you "spit" rhymes of the top of the head (improvise). You know, just rhyming on the spot, without any particular topic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remigjus Posted December 10, 2016 Author Share Posted December 10, 2016 DAY-177 (I Guess) What's up, everyone! It's been awhile since my last post... 3months to be exact.Recently I've done some digging on the internet and found out that events like Rap Battle contests, Freestyle Open Mics, HipHop Radio stations exist here (where I live lol) although they happen rarely. Turns out I'm surrounded by opportunities If I only knew this earlier. I'm going to participate in a Rap Battle contest next year where the winner gets invited onto a HipHop radio station for an interview and to spit some bars. So that might open some doors for me. Thus I'm more motivated to rap. Doing NoFap (around 35 days) and having cold showers (almost 2 months) every single day helps a lot too. I feel less depressed, and just happier in general. Reading Think and Grow Rich ( it became my "bible") for the second time gives an insane boost in motivation. I especially like this quote from Napoleon Hill,-"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve." I guess at this point gaming stopped being a thing lol.Besides all of that, I'm doing great ( could be better tho). https://soundcloud.com/user-165913029/gq-journal-entryAfter not being touched for more than two monthsIt's time to wipe off layers of dustOff my daily journal and revive itand bring it back home from the underworldSo I can start whining about procrastinationthe only thing I can do without a lack of motivationIt goes without saying having writer's blockIs my second nature besides complaining a lotBut my biggest sin is to be bored and frenzybe pissed of at things cuz I can't do 'em perfectly Anyways thanks for listening see you in the next journal entry PeaceI'm saving up cash for some decent recording equipment because the stuff that I own is far beyond ghetto. Hahaha, to be honest, my mic is worth like 4$ + the condition of it ain't very nice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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