BooksandTrees 4046 Posted September 20, 2020 Author Share Posted September 20, 2020 (edited) I woke up late today after poor sleep from my back strain. It's causing muscle spasms which is annoying. I think it occurred from me pretending to throw baseballs like a pitcher lol. I do that when I'm bored sometimes and pretend to throw very hard. I swear I'm not a moron but I might be. People do stupid things when they're alone and sometimes I pretend I'm an mlb pitcher. It's funny but I'm annoyed. My goal today is just study and rest between study sessions. Sounds reasonable. I'm on day 4 of no porn or anything. If I ignore an urge it goes away in 10 to 20 minutes. If I engage in fantasy thoughts then it never stops. A video I watched spoke about riding urge waves like a surfer. We'll see. Edit: I'm struggling to not watch porn today. It's terrible. Strongest urges in days. Edited September 20, 2020 by BooksandTrees Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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