TheNewMe2.0 1823 Posted July 30, 2020 Author Share Posted July 30, 2020 Day 246 NP 209 Np 200 Med 185 NF 85 Positive: still fasting and game free Hey. I'm glad to still be fasting. It's good I think. I'm definitely eating less food total per day. I'm still eating desert foods almost daily though. So that's the only area of my diet that could use some work. They taste so good though. Shoot. Gotta eat less. Do harm reduction. Staying game free is a struggle, but it's the good struggle. I think it's the right thing for me to do. Because once I play I would play endlessly with little to no regulation. Then my life would be all messed up and I'd be in bad shape. I still have thoughts of how I'd game and how I'd set it up. I can't really have perfect control of what I'm thinking. Even in the Bible one of the apostles says he can refrain from sex but he can't keep from thinking about it completely. I guess it's kind of the same thing. Life: I couldn't workout today. I went to lift the weight and just felt drained of all life force energy. Then I stopped trying. This happens every few weeks. It prevents me from making progress on my weight training pretty often. But I still keep trying. That's the best I can do is not give up and keep trying. I helped my mom setup some shelves today. It was 90 degrees in the garage while we were working. But it was okay. It feels good to be chilling here in the AC on the couch now. I love my couch. It's my most comfortable place aside form the bed. I smiled at eggs I accomplished setting up shelves I am grateful for eggs, shelves, couch, bed, Walmart, Costco, turkey bacon, variety, YouTube, and cooking tutorials. God bless Erik 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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