Schwing 342 Posted November 21, 2016 Author Share Posted November 21, 2016 NoiceNoicerDate: Mon 21/11/2016Journal day: 10Detox day: 16Days since I last wanked ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° ): 0100 pushups a dayGet up at 6:30 every day apart from sundaysYou cant wank if you haven't talked to any girls that dayYou matter the most.Negativity is there because you feel negative. The world is not against you.Nobody cares about how you act. They only care about their ego. Express yourself!5 German words a dayEat as much as you can whenever you can you skinny little shite Woke up at:07:30 LATEWent to bed at:22:30Thoughts and Feelings:My alarm didn't go off :(. Couldn't get myself out of bed.Was very depressed in morning. I should always get up early.Talked to quite a few girls.I don't care about people being negative towards me.Talked to my danish friend again. He is being fucked over by his slutty girlfriend.I didn't do the 1 hour i allotted to my project paperwork. I was daydreaming and goofing off through most of it. Sometimes I find it hard to focus.Tried making myself look happier. Nobody noticed but it feels good.Didn't nail that lesson but I had the whole of my group backing me up and we failed together which was ok. We had a good laugh at the end.Tasks and Achievements:100 pushups.5 german words. 10 new words since yesterday.Stuck to plan for projectFinished maths homeworkPractised hand speed for drummingI've been eating a lot more recentlyCodingRan 4 milesWhat I am grateful for:Fucking metalMy mighty Scandinavian brotherWhat I have learnt from today:I can take responsibility in a situation but I lack charismaSense of purpose is crucialDon't be an egoistic prick. You know what it does. Use your ego for positive things rather than picking at others.My friends are all fake. I share nothing in common with any of them now I quit games.About tomorrow:Get up earlyDo what you need to do according to your plan for projectStay consistent with your goalsTalk to some more girlsSMILE YOU FUCK!Go all out in climbing. don't be disheartened if everyone is better than you. Try and join in more regardless.Notes: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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