LostRiver 140 Posted August 29, 2022 Author Share Posted August 29, 2022 Reservations (cont) Do I think I can still associate with the people connected with my addiction? Can I still go to the places where I used? Do I think it's wise to keep drugs or paraphernalia around, just to "remind myself" or test my recovery? If so, why? I still think I can still associate with people who played and used tech like I did. I still stay at the place that I use most: my room. Can't get rid of my phone. I am afraid that if I show up to work with an old Nokia walkie talkie, people will know I am an addict. I still associate with those people because they are the only friends I have. I still stay here because I have no place to go. Is there something I think I can't get through clean, some event that might happen that will be so painful that I'll have to use to survive the hurt? I would need to use to face a lot of things: my mistakes, my loneliness, my powerlessness over my wasted past. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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