Why I started this Journal: after being clean for a week, I felt like a different person. My thoughts stop being murky.
After 2 weeks, something odd happened: standing on my feet felt nice. Standing on my own two feet felt strong. And grounded. And firm. And peaceful.
I crave sobriety even though at times, I don't even know what it means.
I appreciate any moments of clarity that I have from being clean. And I know I can look myself in the eye and say: you are a human being worthy of love and respect. Because today you are clean.
Day one, let's go.