Day 6!

[dirkj3]

Day 1 (1/100) friday

Feeling tired made my bed and brushed my teeth this morning.

Putting all my stuff together that I need for school.

[dirkj3]

D ay 2 of 10

 

Ffrustrated about the gap o f me and my potential..

[dirkj3]

Day 3 of no games

Day 6 no PMo 

 

Hello fellow quitters, 

 

I have found time to write today.

I have been spending 4 days in Vienna and right after that started the practical internship as a pharmacy assistant.

 

The first 2 days were very intense learning wise 

Regarding cravings:

I had a dream about  games and sex a couple of days earlier

I have fortunately very little free time so I experienced no cravings though I  was frustrated about no reason.

I had been standing outside where 2 weeks before  I had been eating Cherries and was wondering where the time went, which is kinda depressing especially the difference between being in a no brain doing what I want to a place where. I have to be concentrating and learning as much as in a pharmacy.

 

I am fed up with  not getting  what i instant  gratification is promising me to give.

Though I'm still in a mode of  oh the future self of me will work this out or the future self is going to clean up for me or  that other pharmacy assistant are helping me out all the time...

I see that some things are predictable and some are not.

 

Update:

 

Ate some high fat food during lunch break which made my throat hurt.

I feel more alert even without high caffeinated drinks in the morning.

 

 

 

Edited July 17, 2019 by dirkj3

[dirkj3]

Hello fellow quitters,

 

it has been awhile since my last entry. I was trying to live with games and have seen how unfulfilling my time has been.

I have started to quit yesterday at 2 am.

I wont play video games today because when I start it will not have an end.