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    Day 6!

    Hello 1. If you want to make the recovery as difficult as possible give yourself no rewards and be hard on yourself....That's exactly what I have been doing. 2. I am scared to ask for help and I ordered something wrong and I was afraid of the consequences of quickly correcting myself to order something else. 3.I fantasize a lot being around people in bigger crowds lioke going through town. Something I have never noticed before. 4.This morning was nice I felt confide t with no interest in giving a s***about what others think over my beard. 5.I am proud that I haven't been playing games for ower a week now!!
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    Day 6!

    Day 8 or 9 I went to a gym yesterday night. it felt good and I am planning to go there the next time. I am still shy and am rather not asking people for help as this will show me that I don't know something. I keep my phone in the kitchen and I almost got my phone in my room. I feel like I am replacing gaming with junk food. I plan to read and write a journal but then I don't get to any of this. Next exams are coming. I feel like I don't want quit games I kinda gave up that there is a better real life.
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    Every day is a new day

    I can feel with you I'm 22 now and today a classmate turned 18 I was kinda sad looking at myself and I didn't change any of my behavior since I'm 18. That's what i dont like about games. I asked about how her party went and I shared how excited I could have been if I turn now 18.
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    Day 6!

    Can i use a normal digital clock? I played only on my phone?
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    Day 6!

    Ok thank you very much!
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    Day 6!

    Day6 Relapsed PMO during night time. Have any advice what to do when you aren't tired?
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    90 Day Detox

    Congratz I'm proud of you staying strong! How do you remind yourself of knowing that games were toxic in your life? By the way, I am on day 4
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    Every day is a new day

    Keep that work up !!! 4 weeks already!!
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    Every day is a new day

    Keep it up. What are you studying exactly?@Silverlining
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    Day 6!

    I quit playing games because I can be more happy and funny when I'm not sleep deprived due to gaming.
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    Every day is a new day

    That lookes awesome!!
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    Every day is a new day

    It not my first try, too. I want to do it. This week was so rough and games made it even worse. I need a honest opinion about how hard quitting can be. Is going through withdrawals of the hardest kind worse than being in a chronic lower intense but slowly and surely increasing stress levels coming from gaming?
  13. That's so true I catch myself constantly checking my phone just on getting a little dopamine shot. 1 distraction kills 10 minutes of momentum.
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    Every day is a new day

    Thats the most important step!!
  15. dirkj3

    Super Saiyan Journal

    I feel the same right know. Tomorrow there is a chemistry Lab(I don't like it) and I am still not off gaming. I don't know how to have the desire to stop playing video games on a practical way. Theoretically it would be to limit phone usage but on a practical level I hesitate to just go without it for 10MIN...