Day 3 of no games
Day 6 no PMo
Hello fellow quitters,
I have found time to write today.
I have been spending 4 days in Vienna and right after that started the practical internship as a pharmacy assistant.
The first 2 days were very intense learning wise
I had a dream about games and sex a couple of days earlier
I have fortunately very little free time so I experienced no cravings though I was frustrated about no reason.
I had been standing outside where 2 weeks before I had been eating Cherries and was wondering where the time went, which is kinda depressing especially the difference between being in a no brain doing what I want to a place where. I have to be concentrating and learning as much as in a pharmacy.
I am fed up with not getting what i instant gratification is promising me to give.
Though I'm still in a mode of oh the future self of me will work this out or the future self is going to clean up for me or that other pharmacy assistant are helping me out all the time...
I see that some things are predictable and some are not.
Ate some high fat food during lunch break which made my throat hurt.
I feel more alert even without high caffeinated drinks in the morning.