NEW VIDEO: I Quit MMOs and THIS Happened
dirkj3
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Hello I dont want to game because they add more soup into my pain soup of discomfort.
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Hello Doing great no to little desire to play games.
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That's awesome! I came to the same recognition that it is good to be at first stable with yourself and loving yourself.
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Hey I am prepping for my exams that will start end of April. 68 days left to push into 4 mayor subjects. I am typing one subject that includes 2 years of material. Pushed in 4000 words of pure typing with decent speed and decend accuracy. That's a mistake. Today I have 4 hours available which I want to put 2 h in typing and 2 in repeating Never have repeated anything corious how this will work out. Whether I can actually achieve that.
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No I AM a little better. I am on my day 1 I miss games and we are having exams in 69 days . I want to take the approach to make good habits easy and bad ones more difficult. I don't know how but that doesn't matter this time. I 'll start with putting my class folders on my desk wh3n I come home from school.
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It is also important to start small and don't beat yourself up if you don't succeed immediately.(I even have to learn that for myself after coming out of a gaming binge...) You are definitely at the right place and I can already see yo u succeeding!!
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I Can recommend going to a book store and get "atomic Habit" by James Clear and start with making the Cues visible through a habit scoreboard. I'm still getting all of my habits together.
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I am doing the same.!
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Keep it up!
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I think when we quit gaming our other bad habits become stronger. I feel the same. As I quit games I got more and more temptation to pmo and grocery shopping or binge eating after some uncomfortable subject in school. I don't like to face that cravings/emotions are getting stronger get more and more unpredictable. I don't know how to deal with that yet.. I used to say what the hell just numb out to not go on your parents nerves.
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Yes have to pause sometimes but I sometimes am busy and I don't do it. Today I woke up at 6am but still got the things done though about 20 minutes later. There's a lot to the water analogy @katsudo19 posted earlier. Thank you for your comments!
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Nice job on your first week How do you feel different than one week before?
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That's so true you cannot go far without discipline. I wanted to get up at 5.45 and I just couldn't make it. I wasn't tired at all nor cold.
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Joooo What a power sentence!! I like that one for sure!!
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This is a good video. I never focussed on my life but today I could myself admitting having a fixed mindset and that I am afraid of the future. Today is my second day without games
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Thank you very much! I appreciate you reading my post!
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It's never over. Another afterparty journal
dirkj3 replied to info-gatherer's topic in Daily Journals
To be honest I had quite similar feelingsaround bedtime. With the difference that I woke up at 12 am and having headache right now and a bunch of unsolved problems slowly manifesting itself. -
I feel like a piece of shit. Yesterday was very hard I got a bad grade in chemistry and I haven't drawn 2 cells in histology... I have a negative attitude towards growing or learning in general and living in a fixed mindset for years. I can't see why repeating school material unless the exams are tearing me apart. because I'm reading or journaling while having a game running in the background. What da fucking hell am I doin? Do I have to get a near death experience to finally hit rock bottom!? I feel like my life is a rock bottom experience and I got numbed to the point where those experiences are not bothering me anymore. I see no need to change and I NEVER want to change but in myself I see that I m bored of the state to make my life extremely boring. I want to live a meaningful life but thast means to face life in all its forms. I'm aware that I got to face and life with the uncomfortable situations. I
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I also love reading your progress seeing you having completed the 90 day detox whereas I haven't even started it. How do you sleep without videogames? I have been awake till 5am not wanting to go in my room because my phone is in the kitchen.
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I have bought that book!! It will be at my place soon
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That's very true!!!
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Oh my God!! Thank you for that great videos!
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Ja das werde ich versuchen Dankeschön du sprichst ziemlich gut deutsch. Day 0 on all I don't know what to tell you I didn't wanted to quit games bad enough. I took my phone in my room listening to emotional tracks then I gamed and then I have been full of regret and shame and I watched porn and after that I was just escaping into yt vids until my mum came up telling me about my obligations. Today I woke up snoozed a little went up made a coffee wrote a gratitude list
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That s mine too !