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Day 32-37 (February 13th-17th, 2019) How Are You Feeling? I had been such a mess these days, from freaking about the problems that I should have known to solve on my own to criticizing myself perhaps way too much. What Did You Do? 1. I went to college in Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. Extra: I went to my appointment with the school counselor at Wednesday and a peer mentor training session at Thursday. At Friday, the day I had to pay my tuition fee, I had to go to the bank to resolve problems with paying my tuition (it is my first time to pay my tuition fee on my own). 2. I was at home at Saturday. 3. My family and I went to church today. 4. My grandmother, Eve, and I went to a mall to buy dumplings, my birthday gifts for my cousins (their birthdays are coming soon), and Eve's phone stand for her car. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 32nd through 37th days of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I was helpful to my family at some times. (H) - I tried my best to pay attention to my classes. (H) - I was offered to be an in-class peer mentor. (H) - I didn't stick around with Eve at church (I usually did that before) and instead socialize with my friends. (H) - I do and catch up with most of my work in school, even math (although not the most recent homework). (H) - I am still not quite aware of my surroundings/use my brain. (L) - I sort of procrastinate (e.g. mindless surfing). (L) - I still (try) to handle people like my family to alleviate my problems. (L) - I am being too afraid to make mistakes. (L) - I freak out when I face my problems (e.g. paying my tuition and rethinking my degree). (L) - I forgot to buy a gift for my other cousin (his birthday was a few days ago). (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow/The Next Few Days? It is pretty similar to the last post. I also can plan on what I can do when I face the problems while my life is not in a frenzy at the moment, because my mind does not work well under pressure.
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@karabas Yes, I've been both busy and lazy these days.
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Day 27-31 (February 8th-12th, 2019) How Are You Feeling? I feel many feelings, but overall sadness, frustration, a bit of anger (towards myself), and boredom. What Did You Do? 1. My family and I went out for dinner at Friday. 2. We went out again to a family friend's house at Saturday. 3. For Sunday, we went to church. 4. I went to college yesterday and today. 5. I have peer mentoring in the afternoon. 6. I did my homework and study. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 27th through 31st days of not playing games or watching YouTube. It has been a month. (H) - I was productive when I have no one in my peer mentoring session. (H) - I tried my best to pay attention to my classes. (H) - I socialize with my friends like normal. (H) - I still act as though I want them all without returning (e.g. I was asking my aunt for conditioner when I should have been thinking about a way to buy it on my own). (L) - I don't appreciate others (ties in with the above Low), even though I tried too. (L) - I am still not quite aware of my surroundings/use my brain. (L) - I am being too afraid to make mistakes. (L) - I caused my mom to panic yesterday because of what I say to her. (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow/The Next Few Days? Again, I should be more thankful and grateful towards others, not being self-centered and prideful, and use my brain to my maximum capacity. At the same time, I acknowledge that these changes will not be instant.
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I am also at uni (well college) as well. I hope that you do well. I know you will! 💪🏻 I also live in Australia too, although I was born in Indonesia. This is relatable. 😔 This is actually an interesting journal, such as you included dreams about gaming. Keep up with your detox! 😀
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Congratulations on your first week! You surely can do it for the next several weeks. 😉
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Congrats on your accomplishment! I also love to write as well. 😀
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It's true. You may not like the followings thing I am about to say, but I'm telling you anyways: God is sovereign over everything in this world. It is up to us to surrender our lives to His hands. I hope you are doing well.
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Day 24, 25, and 26 (February 5th-7th, 2019) Writer's Note Sorry, I will be very busy, so I might not update my journal everyday. Thank you for reading. 😉 How Are You Feeling? It is a bottle full of feelings. Since I am recently very busy, I cannot tell if I feel happy, sad, mad, but I am definitely tired. But by the end of the second day, I felt humbled after being told off by Eve. What Did You Do? Feb. 5 1. I went to college like normal. 2. I spent time with my friends for about half an hour before going home. 3. I had early Chinese New Year supper as soon as I arrived home. 4. I studied and did my homework. Feb. 6 1. I went to college. 2. I studied and did my homework. 3. Eve told me off when I refused the orange juice my aunt gave me because I don't appreciate people. 4. Eve and I talked for the rest of the night. Feb. 7 1. I went to college. 2. I watched a show called Scooby-Doo with Eve and my cousin for about half an hour. 3. After I ate dinner, I went on to take the clothes from the clothesline and iron them. 4. I played Monopoly with Eve and my cousin. 5. I studied and did my homework. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 24th, 25th, and 26th days of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I did nearly all of my work. (H) - I was much more productive these days. (H) - I unintentionally screamed at class. (L) - I read something inappropriate again! (L) - I don't appreciate others (especially when my aunt gave me orange juice and I don't want to. Eve told me off about that). (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow? I should be more thankful and grateful towards others and not being self-centered and prideful.
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Day 23 (February 4th, 2019) How Are You Feeling? I feel so tired and sleepy, but definitely not depressed about it. What Did You Do? 1. I had Math first thing. 2. I had English with Nadia and Eli. 3. I spent time with Nadia since all of our friends are all in their classes. 4. I had ICT with Damon and Ahmed. 5. I spent time talking with Nadia, Yuri, and Paul before going home. 6. I studied a bit of Chemistry, English, and ICT. 7. My cousins came over for Chinese New Year Dinner. 8. I studied Math, even though there is no Math the next day. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 23rd day of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I did all of my work without procrastinating. (H) - I had the initiative to clean up the table after the dinner. (H) - I should be paying attention when Eve mopped the floors. (L) - I responded to conversation too quickly again. (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow? The one weakness that I am currently trying to overcome is my impulsiveness, especially in social situations. I tend to go with my guts rather than with my head when I am excited or mad.
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Day 22 (February 3rd, 2019) How Are You Feeling? It is pretty similar to what I felt yesterday. What Did You Do? 1. I went to church with Eve and the rest of the family. 2. My grandmother, Eve, and I then went to the shopping mall to buy clothes for Chinese New Year. 3. After we arrived at home, I went on to study and doing my work from ICT. 4. I exercised for about 30 to 40 minutes before reading more fanfictions. 5. I studied Chemistry, but I took a break to eat my dinner before resuming on it. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 22nd day of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I was back at exercising (again). (H) - I was studying what I am supposed to study. (H) - I followed my sister too often (my copycat tendencies are getting me 😑). (L) - I did not consider the prices of the clothes we bought. I have another bad habit in which I let others spend the expensive things that I want to buy. (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow? The next time I went to a store with somebody, I should see the price for each product. I also must follow my own path and decisions, not other people all the time.
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Day 21 (February 2, 2019) Writer's Note This is actually my double post for today, so this is it without further ado. How Are You Feeling? I am feeling normal, and yeah... What Did You Do? 1. I studied ICT after my morning routine. 2. I did the dishwasher and cleaned the floors of my bedroom and the toilet. 3. After lunch, I took the dried clothes and bedsheets inside. 4. I did some questions for English homework. 5. I had a talk with my grandmother and Eve, who just came from the airport via bus. 6. I did some more questions. 7. I talked with Eve about what has been happening to us lately. 8. We also talked together with my grandmother. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 21st day (or 3 weeks) of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I did my work from ICT and English (I am finished with English). (H) - I had the initiative to clean up. (H) - I speak while laughing, which is considered to be unattractive. (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow? I must not make excuses for continuing my bad habits, which is whenever I responded strangely to many social situations.
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@fawn_xoxo Thank you for the encouragement! @JPAO Oh, I'm sorry about that. @Sanraraj Thank you!
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Day 20 (February 1st, 2019) How Are You Feeling? I feel happy and energetic during the day, but tired at the night, so I want to go to sleep instead of updating like usual. What Did You Do? 1. I had Math first thing in the morning. I was doing my homework when a student asked me about a math question on the quiz online. 2. I had Chemistry with Nadia, Bella, and Ahmed like normal. 3. I made a comic strip about my friends (both girls and guys) about us body swapping. 4. I also talked with my friends. 5. I had English again with Nadia and Eli. We were working in different groups for analyzing a story called "Cemetery Path." 6. I moved my stuffs back to my room because my aunt's friend is leaving. 7. I checked out some of the journals in the forum. 8. I continued on writing my comic. 9. I did my math homework before going to bed. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 20th day of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I helped a fellow student with his math problems. (H) - I forgot to organize my stuffs during the break (all of my stuffs are scattered on a particular area of space). (L) - I responded too quickly to conversations. (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow? I was about to study, but ending up writing a comic strip. I should be back to studying in the weekends.
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Day 19 (January 31st, 2019) How Are You Feeling? I am happy as yesterday and few days ago. What Did You Do? 1. I read the journals in the forum and comment on several of them while I was on my way to college. 2. I had chemistry with Nadia, Bella, and Ahmed the first thing I had again. 3. I had math class and made friends with two girls from Malaysia. I also spot a cute guy during the class. 4. I went to the training session for peer mentoring*, since I am going to be a peer mentor. 5. I had ICT with Nadia, Ahmed, and Damon until 1 in the afternoon. 6. I kept Nadia company along with Eli, Ian, Kelvin, Paul, and Ahmed for an hour, since Bella and Yuri had classes. We talked about the cute guy from U.A.E.** and our crushes and exes. I also told them about my new book (mentioned in Day 3) about my past and current crushes. 7. When they had their classes, I went back to home. 8. I studied, even though I have a pretty long break. Writer's Notes * Peer Mentor: Students that help their fellow students in managing and improving their studies. ** The Cute Guy from U.A.E.: I actually first met him when I was on the Orientation Week's Treasure Hunt. I happened to be guiding his group as a Student Leader. He is actually from Afghanistan, but lived at U.A.E. for a long time. I have to admit that he is quite cute and charming. Highs (H) and Lows (L) - 19th day of not playing games or watching YouTube. (H) - I joined in with my friends when I could have gone home. (H) - I was prepared for most of my classes. (H) - I also engaged myself in my classes. (H) - I made two new friends in my math class (all of my closer friends are not in my math class). (H) - I sometimes replied/answer too quick when someone is talking to me. (L) - I forgot my sunglasses in college. (L) What Can You Do Better Tomorrow? While being busy is good, sometimes I need a break from being too busy, as I tend to forget other priorities.
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Oh no, I hope that your mom is doing well. 😓