Undsoweiter Posted December 2, 2019 Author Posted December 2, 2019 (edited) Day 253 02.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great day at work. Today I am grateful for being really productive. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) came home from work with a mission (study more than 4h) and accomplished it as well ? Workout/run more than 9k steps (restday) Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (4.5hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 4.5h, listened 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanish session my wake-up time 06:45 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:2/NW:2/NS:0/NM:1) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, worked 7h+, studied a bit^^, avoided buying anything not on my planned list for the whole black friday, cyber monday shopping spree What I could have done to make my day better should have done some Tai-Chi in the evening and became weak at the supermarket and bought a small sweet something I really try to avoid What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up at 6:45 (get a waking up routine again), try to study 4h for the exam, go to work, go to the Tai-Chi session in the evening Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ----- Edited December 4, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 4, 2019 Author Posted December 4, 2019 Day 254 03.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having nice working collegues. Today I am grateful for being really productive. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ---- Workout/run more than 16k steps 90min Tai-Chi Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (2.5hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 2.5h, listened 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanish session my wake-up time 06:45 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:0/NS:1/NM:2) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, worked 5h+, studied not very much, had a great Tai-Chi session What I could have done to make my day better should have went to bed earlier because I was spent the whole afternoon which resulted in low willpower and going for a new streak of my most glaring and problematic habits again What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up around 8 (I need more sleep to work efficiantly), try to study 7h or more, go to university, go to the gym Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future -----
Undsoweiter Posted December 4, 2019 Author Posted December 4, 2019 Day 255 04.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for great productive day. Today I am grateful for knowing I am rewarded for my effort. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) got my exam results back and I got an B which was really great because that means I can take the follow up exam at the beginning of the new year Workout/run more than 13k steps 15min rowing 2h workout at the gym Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (8hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 8h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanish session my wake-up time 08:25 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:1/NS:2/NM:3) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a lot and had a really great and funny workout with one of my friends What I could have done to make my day better should have done a bit more Tai-Chi and more streching excercises What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up around 7, try to study 7h or more again, go to university, go to the gym Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future -----
Undsoweiter Posted December 5, 2019 Author Posted December 5, 2019 (edited) Day 256 05.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for a great productive day. Today I am grateful for having the willpower the train more than expected. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) wanted to run only a little bit but then I got motivated did some extra km^^ Workout/run more than 19k steps 5.5km running 2h workout at the gym Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (7hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 7h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, sadly forgot my spanish session my wake-up time 08:25 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:2/NS:0/NM:4) did my meditation but not my usual spanish session, studied a lot and had a really great and funny workout with a friend again What I could have done to make my day better should have done a bit more Tai-Chi and more blackroll, became week and bought a small chocolate at the supermarket (I think I am still subconsiously rewarding myself for the passed exam ? ) What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before7, try to study 3 to 4h, go working Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ----- Edited December 6, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 6, 2019 Author Posted December 6, 2019 Day 257 06.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for a great productive day. Today I am grateful for having more willpower than at the start of this week. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) worked 8h and then studied for over 4h at home I am spent but satisfied Workout/run more than 8k steps (restday) Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (4hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied more than 4h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself,had no motivation for my spanish session (I am not sure if I am able to do them regularly before my next exam there is so much to do ? ) my wake-up time 06:53 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:2/NW:3/NS:0/NM:5) did my meditation but not my usual spanish session, studied a bit and worked 8h+ What I could have done to make my day better should have done more blackroll exercises, What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, try to study 7 to 8h, go to a christmas party in the eveing, do some workout at home or go running Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future -----
Undsoweiter Posted December 8, 2019 Author Posted December 8, 2019 (edited) Day 258 07.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for a nice day. Today I am grateful for having a great family. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 6k steps (restday) 30min home workout Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (5hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied more than 5h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did a bit of spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:00 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:0/NS:1/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a bit, had a nice home workout, finished the first 30 days of a new habit: I am journaling frist thing in the morning now and it really helps to structure my day ? What I could have done to make my day better did not have a great day because I stayed at home to clean and learn which made me weak to my cravings but I have come to accept that not all days will work the way I imagine and I try to study outside of my flat for the next week What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before lunch (I have a christmas party in the evening and it always gets wild^^), try to study a bit and recuperate from the evening before Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ----- Edited December 9, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 9, 2019 Author Posted December 9, 2019 Day 259 08.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a relaxed day. Today I am grateful for having a great family. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 4k steps (restday) Meditation 10min (in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (2hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied more than 2h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 12:00 (just like I feared the party was wild ? ) Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:0/NS:2/NM:1) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a bit and overall just relaxed to cure my hangover What I could have done to make my day better should have studied at least a bit more and done some Tai-Chi exercises What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up well rested, study at least 7h, have a small workout at the gym Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future -----
Undsoweiter Posted December 9, 2019 Author Posted December 9, 2019 (edited) Day 260 09.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a productive day. Today I am grateful for having a great family. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 18k steps 5.5km running/interval training Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (6hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied more than 6h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself (but now I nearly finished with this one and need new material ? ), did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:00 Weekly Goal(s)start waking up before 7am regularly, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:2/NW:1/NS:3/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a bit and had a nice run it seems I will be doing more interval training indoors since it has gotten quite cold outside What I could have done to make my day better should have done some more Tai-Chi exercises What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 7, study at least 3 to 4h, go to work, if I have the time go to the last Tai-Chi session this year Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ----- Edited December 11, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 11, 2019 Author Posted December 11, 2019 (edited) Day 261 10.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having an interesting day. Today I am grateful for having a few geat working collegues. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 8k steps (restday^^) Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied only 1h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 06:53 Weekly Goal(s)get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:3/NW:0/NS:0/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, worked 9h+ and studied not very much -> What I could have done to make my day better because I slept only 4h or less in the night I was not much use after coming home from work (it still wonders me how I could have been so productive during work but afterwards my batteries were empty) so sadly no Tai-CHi session ? ? ? What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 7h, go to university, go to the gym Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ----- Edited December 11, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 11, 2019 Author Posted December 11, 2019 Day 262 11.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a productive day. Today I am grateful for having a peaceful mind during the day. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 16k steps 5.5km running 90min workout at the gym Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (7hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied only 7h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:53 (to get my sleep from last night back) Weekly Goal(s)get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:4/NW:0/NS:0/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied my planned amount and if I would have been woken up earlier more would have been possible ? had a great workout and run What I could have done to make my day better: could have studied an hour more, done some Tai-Chi and more streching/blackroll in the evening What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 7h, go to university, go to the gym Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future -----
Undsoweiter Posted December 12, 2019 Author Posted December 12, 2019 (edited) Day 263 12.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a productive day. Today I am grateful for realising quite a few problems with myself during the day. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 13k steps (restday) Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (7.5hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied more than 7.5h, listened around 2h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:25 (and now my non existent sleeping rythm is broken ) Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:5/NW:0/NS:0/NM:1) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied my planned amount and went to university, cleaned my working desk finally^^ What I could have done to make my day better: could have done more Tai-Chi exercises What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 7h, go to university, do a longar home workout in the morning Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future since I realised that maybe I will not have enough time to be well prepared for the exam next week so that I will pass it for sure I am thinking about postponing for quite a few timmes a day and I am completely unsure of myself ? because the next date for it would be in febuary and that would mean my degree I planned to have in october would be only possible in the beginning of march and that is throwing me in an emotional rollercoaster because it would be already my second try for this particular exam (the first one I threw away in my addicitive times) but the more I learn (I have time this saturday to decide if I want to try the exam) the more I realise how unprepared I am ? so I have no idea want to do but at least for tomorrow I will still study and than decide? Edited December 14, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 14, 2019 Author Posted December 14, 2019 (edited) Day 264 13.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful having friends who like the same things as I do. Today I am grateful for realising a key problem with myself. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 24k steps 5.3km running 1.5h at the gym Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (2hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied between 2 to 3h, listened around 3h to podcasts to relax and better myself, did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:15 (did not sleep very much during the night) Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:1/NS:1/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, had a nice session at the gym, studied a bit -> What I could have done to make my day better: ->but then realised that there is only a slimp possiblity of passing the exam any more and I postponed it and here I have two of my most glaring problems with myself indecision (which paralyzes me sometimes completely instead of focusing on one thing and go through with it) and sometimes lower self esteem all in all a bad combination and something I will be working on in the next months ? What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 3h, go to my parents home, mediatate on my problems, start a spanish novel and plan the next weeks and maybe even a part of the next year Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future --- Edited December 15, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 15, 2019 Author Posted December 15, 2019 Day 265 14.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great family. Today I am grateful for getting a good night`s sleep. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 8k steps Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (2hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 2h, listened around 3h to podcasts to relax and better myself (at the moment they are mostly science podcasts), did my spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:15 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:2/NS:2/NM:1) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a bit, helped at home with the christmas preparations, had time to reflect and wander the countryside in the afternoon What I could have done to make my day better: should have went to bed earlier and done some workout What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 3h, go to the gym, help at home Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ---
Undsoweiter Posted December 16, 2019 Author Posted December 16, 2019 Day 266 15.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great family. Today I am grateful for getting more than a good night`s sleep. ? One amazing thing that happened/I did today ------ Workout/run more than 8k steps 1h home workout Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (2hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 2h, listened around 4h to podcasts to relax and better myself (at the moment they are mostly science podcasts), did more than my usual spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:00 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:3/NS:0/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a bit, build a new bird feeding station at home (it was kind of nice to work with wood again ? ) What I could have done to make my day better: should have went to bed earlier and done some more Tai-Chi What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 3h, go to the gym, finish the large part of my christmas shopping Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ---
Undsoweiter Posted December 17, 2019 Author Posted December 17, 2019 (edited) Day 267 16.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a nice and calm day. Today I am grateful for having a strict plan for the day. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) in the evening I finished everything I planned for the day and I do not what my trigger was but I nearly relapsed twice (I though after more than 2/3 of a year I am safe but nope ? ) nevertheless I prevailed because at first I imagined all the good feelings I could have if I would be gaming but then I made myself clear that it is just a world of pixels, 0s and 1s, and every success I would be getting there would be extrinsical and shortlived. Furthermore I though it over and tried to imagine if any of the virtual achievements would help me in any way and make me proud of myself. In hindsight that whole episode lasted more then an hour and was more then silly but I prevailed yeah that is a nice feeling Workout/run more than 19k steps 2h workout at the gym Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (3hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 3h, listened around 5h to 2 audiobooks mainly to better myself ( The happyness equation and how to survive the end of the world), did more than my usual spanisch exercises my wake-up time 08:00 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:4/NS:1/NM:1) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, studied a bit, got nearly all of the christmas presents I need (rest is for the next day^^), cooked a lot and tried my first christmas cookies What I could have done to make my day better: should have went to bed earlier and done some more Tai-Chi What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 8, study at least 3h, go to the gym, finish the rest of my christmas shopping, clean the flat, maybe bake a bit again Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future --- Edited December 17, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 17, 2019 Author Posted December 17, 2019 (edited) Day 268 17.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a nice and calm day. Today I am grateful for having nice friends. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ----- Workout/run more than 20k steps 2h workout at the gym 5km running Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning^^) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (0hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 0h, listened around 3h to 1 audiobook mainly to better myself ( The happyness equation), did more than my usual spanisch exercises and 3 podcast episodes my wake-up time 08:30 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:5/NS:2/NM:2) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, got all my christmas presents done, cooked quite a bit and baked the second patch of christmas cookies What I could have done to make my day better: should have went to bed earlier What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 7, go to work,maybe go to the gym, clean the flat, Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future --- Edited December 18, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 18, 2019 Author Posted December 18, 2019 Day 269 18.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a productive day. Today I am grateful for having a work that motivates me endlessly at the moment. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ----- Workout/run more than 8k steps (Restday) Meditation 25min (first thing in the morning and in the evening) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 1h, listened around 3h to 1 audiobook mainly to better myself ( The happyness equation) and some podcasts, did more than my usual spanisch exercises and 1 podcast episode my wake-up time 06:23 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:6/NS:0/NM:3) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, worked 10h+ and therfore had not much time for anything else^^ What I could have done to make my day better: should have went to bed earlier and done some blackroll exercices in the evening What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up at 6, go to work, have a nice christmasparty with my working collegues, maybe find time to study an hour? Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ---
Undsoweiter Posted December 20, 2019 Author Posted December 20, 2019 Day 270 19.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great christmas party. Today I am grateful for having a work that motivates me endlessly at the moment. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) for the first time since a few months I woke up before 6 o'clock which was really nice^^ Workout/run more than 8k steps (Restday) Meditation 15min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 1h, did more than my usual spanish exercises and 1 podcast episode my wake-up time 05:55 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:7/NS:0/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, worked 10h+ and had a great christmas party afterwards What I could have done to make my day better: should have done some blackroll exercices in the evening What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up when fit, have a nice christmas party with my friends in the evening, go to the gym, do the last round of christmas shopping Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ---
Undsoweiter Posted December 21, 2019 Author Posted December 21, 2019 Day 271 20.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a few great friends. Today I am grateful for having a relaxing day. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) had a massive hangover from the christmas party but still did the rest of my shopping and went to the gym Workout/run more than 22k steps 2h workout the gym Meditation 15min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 1h, did more than my usual spanish exercises and 1 podcast episode my wake-up time 09:55 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:8/NS:1/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, had a really hard workout, met a few good friends in the afternoon for a late lunch, had an awesome boardgame evening/night with my best pals and even though the whole city was crazy and stressful with all the christmas shopping and christmas markets going on I stayed relaxed and was not influenced by the hectic, frustrated mood all around myself if I had to wait a little bit longer than usual What I could have done to make my day better: should have done some mor Tai-Chi exercices in the morning which could have helped against my headache especially with my tensed neck What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up earlier than yesterday, clean the flat before going home for christmas, go to the gym, bake another set of christmas cookies, study a bit and enjoy the day^^ Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ---
Undsoweiter Posted December 22, 2019 Author Posted December 22, 2019 (edited) Day 272 21.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great dad. Today I am grateful for a nice day. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) there was an unexpected party of the birthday of my dad (he has on the 24th) and it was nice to see all his friends and how they had lots of fun because that is somethjing I would really like also to have in my old days^^ Workout/run more than 23k steps 90min workout at the gym 5km running Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 1h, did the double of my usual spanish exercises and 1 podcast episode my wake-up time 07:55 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:9/NS:2/NM:1) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, backed too much cookies, cleaned the flat, prepared for my next exam went ot the gym, had lots of fun at my dads party in the eveing What I could have done to make my day better: should have done some more Tai-Chi exercices in the morning What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before in the morning, help at home to prepare for christmas Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future --- Edited December 22, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 22, 2019 Author Posted December 22, 2019 (edited) Day 273 22.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great family. Today I am grateful for relaxing day. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ---- Workout/run more than 8k steps (restaday^^) Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 1h, did the double of my usual spanish exercises again and 1 podcast episode my wake-up time 07:55 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:2/NW:10/NS:0/NM:2) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, helped cleaning at home, prepared my study material, helped with the village church service since my mother is really active at church in the evening and there were far more peaople than expected^^ What I could have done to make my day better: should have done some more blackroll and studied a bit more What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 7 o'clock, go to work, help at home with the chores before christmas eve Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future --- Edited December 23, 2019 by Undsoweiter
Undsoweiter Posted December 23, 2019 Author Posted December 23, 2019 Day 274 23.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great family. Today I am grateful for funday preparing for christmas. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ---- Workout/run more than 11k steps (restday^^) Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (1hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 1h, did my usual spanish exercises again and 1 podcast episode my wake-up time 04:55 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:0/NW:11/NS:0/NM:3) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, helped preparing for christmas at home, worked 8h+, backed some more cookies^^, did nearly half an hour of streching What I could have done to make my day better: should have done some more blackroll at the evening What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up before 7 o'clock, do some last minute christmas meal shopping for the next few days, help at home with the chores Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future ---
Undsoweiter Posted December 24, 2019 Author Posted December 24, 2019 (edited) Day 275 24.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great family. Today I am grateful for having a great christmas. One amazing thing that happened/I did today ---- Workout/run more than 20k steps (did our usual christmas hiking tour after lunch) Meditation 10min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (0hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 0h, but had time to do my usual spanish exercises my wake-up time 07:00 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:1/NW:12/NS:0/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, had a great hiking trip, helped cooking for christmas and of course preparing the house (had lots of stuff to do/help/prepare at home with not much time to rest in between for the whole day but the end result was worth it^^) What I could have done to make my day better: ----- What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up between 8 and 9 o'clock, go to church, celebrate the second christmas party starting at lunchtime Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future --- Edited December 27, 2019 by Undsoweiter
DoctorAddict Posted December 25, 2019 Posted December 25, 2019 On 3/25/2019 at 2:45 PM, Undsoweiter said: Hi, I am starting to write a little bit late because I already "survived" more than 60 days of life free of games. But till a two days ago I traded my game time with some good habits like exercise and a lot of bad ones like online novels, videos and other stuff for killing time. So to stop continuing with this destructive behavior I started doing my miracle morning (honestly today was my first day) and I will write starting today my daily progress here and expect/hope for imput to create a better version of myself and of course also critisism should I miss a day! Max Very good job Max! I look forward to following your journey! 1
Undsoweiter Posted December 27, 2019 Author Posted December 27, 2019 (edited) Day 276 25.12.19 Gratitude journal Today I am grateful for having a great family. Today I am grateful for having my frist christmas without gaming. One amazing thing that happened/I did today 1) because there was no external/internal need to withdraw to my room and play a video game I was more relaxed and had far more fun till late at night with my relatives Workout/run more than 10k steps Meditation 20min (first thing in the morning) Visualisation and daily affirmation did a bit of my affirmation and visualisation in the morning Reading (0hour(s) of studying for the next exam today) studied 0h, but had time to do my usual spanish exercises my wake-up time 08:00 Weekly Goal(s) get finally a fixed sleeping scedule, study/learn something everyday, have a perfect week and find healthy and productive ways to relax (now more important than ever since I am denying myself a lot of usual fun, relaxing activities) Monthly Goalto study/learn something everday, be more grateful for everything in life, find the joy of living in the moment, think hard about my values and what kind of person I want to be, stay vegetarian or rarely eat meat, stay away from porn, anything related to games, webnovels and guilty pleassure fantasy books3 Month Goalto finally getting my degree, avoid the comfort zone as much as possible and try to get 90 days of no webnovels, sweets and porn done!What went well today: (NP:2/NW:13/NS:0/NM:0) did my meditation and my usual spanish session, went to chruch, helped cooking for christmas again and had lots of fun with my extended family What I could have done to make my day better: ----- What I will do differently tomorrow/What I have planned for tomorrow: wake up at 8 o'clock, have the thrid christmas celebration in a row (our extended family is big^^) Weekly summary, thoughts and improvements for the future the cravings to game have been strong over the christmas holidays but I got so many books to read and as a last resort I still have a netflix series as an emergency alternative should the cravings become too unbearable but with extra meditation and a bit hiking so far I realised that it is mostly a nostalgic feeling remebering the "good, old times" and not a real craving to game when I start to rationalise it Edited December 27, 2019 by Undsoweiter
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