giblets 727 Posted April 17, 2017 Share Posted April 17, 2017 While i am proud of going the longest without games that I have in probably a decade, I relapsed on Friday. I spent about 2 hours playing games.The weird thing is I don't regret playing games again, but what I do regret is the frustrating preoccupation that has followed ever since. This, I think, is my main problem. I can't do things in halves, I'm an all or nothing type of guy, boots and all. Started dreaming about it, getting annoyed that people were talking to me about things other than gaming, etc etc. I think maybe Cam is right (well, no maybe there lol), a relapse might really underline why I was addicted in the first place. Because my brain loves to go all in on something, no matter what it is. It might be a sign of bad willpower? Allowing myself to do that or fall to that.Anyway, I am definitely stronger than what I was before I started trying the 90 day detox, but not as strong as I thought I was. Bag onto the bandwagon, though it is depressing to see that days-free counter reset to zero. Ho hum. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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