Lobares2 54 Posted January 8 Share Posted January 8 (edited) Hey, I started to read more and more again in the last weeks here, I often come back even when I dont have an active journal here. Im one of these guys here who can do anything in the internet to get entertained and to postpone their important tasks, that includes reading journals here. Probably I came here more frequently because i knew I had to start myself once again. Since I made multiple Journals already, feel free to read them if you are interested, I wont tell the whole story over and over again like I used to :D. To sum it up: I got addicted to League after highschool, basically at the same time when I had my final exams and didnt go to school anymore and studied at home. Today I know why, league is a freaking addictive game but the more important thing was the fact that my tasks were overwhelming from that point on. I needed to get the best possible grades to make it into med school. In med school I literally did 0, and I mean 0 hours of work in the first year. Things got really out of hands. However I started my first detox then from league which helped. I am free from league since 4 years. Although I would love to, I dont plan to play it ever again, gaming in moderation is not possible for people who lost control before. Since 4 years I am trying to get a stable routine for med school. It never really went great, until my last detox. I could stop gaming, stop general internet usage(biggest problem), but still I would not study. In my last detox many things changed and I finally passed many big exams bit failed the very last one to finally being able to actually go back to med school, visiting classes and stuff. This was crucial since I know changing the environment is the biggest deal if yOu want to change your life to something better. Now its again time, the exam is coming up again and I am already late once again. Most of my good habits are gone once again, usually wasting my time doing unproductive useless stuff in the internet. I want to start working out again properly(I am doing it already its one of those habits which remained since like 1 year, but I had a break for like a few weeks), doing a proper diet, and most importantly study properly with promodoros. I will write in the journal everyday like I used to, since it gives kind a good pressure to do the tasks. Edited January 8 by Lobares2 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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