Anime detox

[zeke365]

Day 14 

ya 2 weeks down. I’m so happy about that. Not as hard as I thought it be too. 
 
 So today is my online friend last day at my online church he moving on to something else (good thing) but we can still chat. Happy about that.

 Tomorrow my local church is having 4 day event morning event kind early not 6:00am early. But I’m only going to three since those were the only areas I could drive to or felt comfortable to drive to. So not much pc stuff will be done this week.

So the one thing I’m really thinking seriously about is coding, specifically webpages, I have found website called codepen and tutorials series that fits with an idea I had for a very long time. 
 

Plus I have a bunch of easy in step books to learn c# , and python. (Actual physical books). Expect one is kindle book. 
 

So not sure when I will do this but I see it as the next step, like to learn blender again to. 
 

I think that it today and I m still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan. If you want know what chapter I’m on in book of Proverbs it’s  the day number in bold. 
 

Grateful: 

1.God 

2.Jesus 

3.Holy Spirit 

4.bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Guardian Angels 

9.Safety 

10.Car 
 

 

[zeke365]

Day 15

 

So far so good , today was the local event for 3 days, and there was one thing I could not control. 
 

So this not a relapse since I did not go chasing after animation afterwards, but we did watch an animated movie as a group, this was unavoidable because it was out my control, and if I played on the phone people would have asked about the movie. That why is the rare expectation I made first in this post since certain things are out of my control. 
 

As for the rest day it went fine, got groceries, ate out, read in my kindle then went to another local church for personal reasons. 
 

Plus I went to bed at 9:00am and woke at 5:00am which I’m happy about. I think that it for today. 
 

I’m still reading book of Proverbs and my regular plan. 
 

Grateful: 

1.God.

2.Guardian Angels 

3.Bible 

4.Church 

5.Family 

6.Friends 

7.Safety 

8.Car 

9.Money 

10.Food

Edited July 23, 2024 by zeke365
Fix the day number

[zeke365]

Day 16 

 

Today was a lot fun at my local church event, just trying to interact with everything is very tiring, they had bounce houses, water ballon toss, and other stuff. Very fun day. Plus got coffee at local coffee shop to. 
   I think that about it, I’m still reading book of proverbs and my regular Bible plan. I do have a meditation app I listen to called soultime Christian meditation in addition to everything else, so those wondering if I have meditation app, I do and it clams me down.

that it for today. 
 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Guardian Angels 

3.Bible 

4.Church 

5.Family 

6.Friends 

7.Safety 

9.Home 

10.Car 

[zeke365]

Day 17

Another good event at my local church, went bowling and did tag as well as an arcade. While this does not go against my detox since this was I signed up long before I started this so it was something I could not get out of that is beyond my control. 
   It actually much better in group to having that social experience, soon I will be volunteering at my local church which is very exciting. 
   I also went to out to breakfast and had 3 cups of coffee (strong coffee should had 2) which was nice. 
    So see I’m progressing maybe at slower rate but I am. I have not looked at any animation at home like animated movies, tv shows or reviews. So I’m very happy about that.

plus last night I had animation dream of one piece out of all things, why is this a good thing well because my mind is getting ready to dump out it addictive behavior. I started wondering when it would happen and last night it did. 

I’m still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan. I think that it. (By the way there won’t be exceptions after this, this was one time deal, so don’t think I’m rationalizing things.)
 

Grateful: 

1.God 

2.Gurdain Angels 

3.Bible 

4.Church 

5.Family 

6.Friends 

7.Saftey 

8.Car 

9.Money 

10.House 

[zeke365]

Day 18

 

Not much to write about today since it was relaxing day, very tiring week that for sure but had a lot of fun.

   As for today, I started watching quite few YouTube videos and series I watching which quite interesting, and dvd but that about it nothing too exciting. 

I’m still reading book of Proverbs and my regular Bible plan as well. 

Glad you like this @gamerx651

 

Grateful: 

1.God 

2.Guardian Angeles 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car 

9.House 

10.Money

[zeke365]

Day 19

So far so good, no animation I can see but am really like Christian parody songs with lyrics since I can follow along with them. (I want to make parody songs in the future just not now because I theirs particular one I like to do). 

  The first I did is OT (occupational Therapy) then went to see my aunt in community home and my mom and me finished most of the puzzle and let her put in the last few pieces. So they have a completed puzzle. 
   Came home and made some red beans and rice which is really good and spicy as well as some yogurt. 
    Nothing much else happened, just watched YouTube videos so that about it. 
   Still reading the book of Proverbs as well my regular Bible plan. 
 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Guardian Angels 

3.Safety 

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car 

9.money 

10.House 

[zeke365]

Day 20

Another good day. So far so good not as hard as I thought it be.

Today I did an online event from 1-3pm EDT and the ate some dinner and finished up series called ‘know your enemy’ by a YouTube channel called The Fuel Project. Very eye opening in a lot of things but will give that a break and start new series by that channel next week. 
    I think that about it, still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan. 
 

Grateful: 

1.God

2Angels

3.Safety 

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car

9.House 

10.Food 

[zeke365]

Day 21 

ya 21 days that exciting.

today I went out to eat, and did my online church and then watch a movie.

I have noticed that body is trying substitute food as new thing  since I’m resisting anime or animation. That’s what amazing to me is your body is constantly fighting you trading one thing for another, and it will do it unconsciously too, you won’t realize what happening to you till someone points it out. So be careful of this, even me I need to be careful to eat healthy not unhealthy so my addiction is not a replacement for food. 
   That it for today, still reading book of proverbs and my regular Bible plan and my mediation app. 
   
Grateful: 

1.God

2.Angels 

3.Bible  

4.Church 

5.Family 

6.Friends 

7.Safety

8.Car 

9.House 

10.money 

   

 

[zeke365]

Day 22

So far so good. 
 

So now I got sucked into this YouTube channel like Netflix show because it’s so interesting and hard to make myself wait which I really need to do so I can appreciate it more. 
   Not much else happened, grocery shopping, out to eat, and meeting at another local church. 
   That about all that happened and still reading book of Proverbs as well as my my other Bible plan.

 

Grateful: 

1.God 

2.Angels

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car 

9.House 

10.Money 

Edited July 30, 2024 by zeke365
Complete sentences that didn’t make sense

[zeke365]

Day 23 

So much today either, had an appointment and meeting with my online friend today which was good. 
  Plus this Sunday is my announcement to leaving my online church by the end of the month August 25, and will be transitioning to volunteering at my local church. This very exciting.

   Other than that nothing new can’t even get to my projects either appointment and something else I need to do then by the afternoon I’m poof out to do anything, maybe took on more than I can chew. Yes I’m working on one project at a time but I’m in waiting period for one and need to complete another and be in another waiting period. Maybe I’m just realizing how busy I truly am and starting to see it more and more where I thought I had too much time on my hands. 
    Well I will be taking one thing off the plate so that should help. 
    That’s it for today, still reading Book of Proverbs as well my regular Bible plan.

 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car

9.House 

10.money 

[zeke365]

Day 24 

 

So far so good almost had a slip up but stopped myself. 
 

Today I went to my local church and ate out at lunch with the group then went a library to work on something. After that I came home and completed my scripts for my YouTube channel which is animation.

    Like I said before I only make the expectation if I’m creating something because when you’re creating something is very different than passive watching animation. With the scripts out of the way I would like to finish 2 360 video projects I started then that completed most all YouTube as well my regular channel episodes.

  This does not mean I’m going against my fast at all, I’m not doing passive watching animation wishing I could do that but never do, I’m avoid all animation expect the ones I create this means I still can’t watch animation videos. 
 

So I think that it for today still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan. 
 

Grateful: 

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety 

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car 

9.House 

10.Our dog 

[zeke365]

Day 25 

Another good day.

Today my family took my aunt to bingo at a vineyard which was nice, very fun. Had to fix some issues in my car so I had to take in for service earlier today. 
   That is pretty much my whole day. It’s not as hard as I thought it be.

    Second I started looking at mic for my YouTube video to see which is best to reduce background noise as well as the one I have, maybe a way to enhance the voice better or learn settings I did not know so I know how to record Better.

Eventually I will be getting into making my 360 or VR videos that has been on the back burner for so long, that I’m just now catching up to all the projects that are either started or partially started. Having this done will be huge relief meaning I can focus my studies elsewhere but one step at time is what my online friend said. Plus will be volenteer in my local church which will be nice and my announcement of leaving my online church. I have peace about this decision and excited about the new journey God has for me. 
 

That it for today, still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan. 
 

Grateful: 

 

1.God

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family

7.Friends

8.Car 

9.House 

10.money 

[zeke365]

Day 26 

not much to write about today

All I did is my ot and have two more weeks after that, if anyone has good arm and hand exercises that be grateful appreciated.

   Then had some pumpkin spice tea, for realaxing. And will be picking white grapes tomorrow at the vineyard near us. (Not necessarily near but closest to us). I think that it.

Still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan.

 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Saftey 

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Car 

9.House 

10.Family dog 

[zeke365]

Day 27

 

Today I helped picked grapes at close vineyard, had to get up early be there at 7:00am and left about 11:00pm, we had to be somewhere that why otherwise we would have stayed and when I say we I mean family.

   Went out to eat today as well and I just watched a couple of videos as well emailed a voice actor for another project that I need to complete. 
 

Plus tomorrow is my announcement that I will be leaving my online church and as well volenteer at my local church.

still reading book of proverbs as we as as my regular Bible plan.

 

grateful 

1.God

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Family dog

9.Car 

10.House 

[zeke365]

Day 28
 

So today I went to my local church, need to fill out some paperwork to volenteer but I’m very happy about this, something I will do tomorrow.

   I also announced my leaving of the online church and the date I set for leaving so that is good.

so basically I have all my ducks in a row and am prepared for this new transition. 
 

Still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan. That it. 

grateful:

1.God 

2.Jesus

3.Angels 

4.Safety 

5.Bible 

6.Church

7.Family 

8.Friends 

9.Car 

10.family dog 

[zeke365]

Day 29

 

Today washed clothes and bed and went out eat (have to be careful). I’m really into coconut milk and creamer right now, no sugar ones or unsweetened coconut milk brand I get is So delicious just like the taste and add stevia. I use both at home for coffee or tea (green tea, or herbal tea). 
   Need to eat more in the morning rather than stuffing myself at night.

    Also did my other local church today so tomorrow will probably be a very productive day away from PC. 
 

That it still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan.

Grateful:

1.God

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Family dog

9.Car

10.House 

[zeke365]

Day 30

So today is another productive day, nothing much,  just more taking care of myself and then watched YouTube video, mostly history stuff and a Christian YouTuber I like. 
   Plus made red beans and rice spicy, had some help for dinner. 
   That about it for today, still reading book of Proverbs as well as my regular Bible plan.

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety 

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.family dog 

9.Car

10.money 

[zeke365]

Day 31 

Another good day, went to my local church and they move to a new room and had little scavenger hunt and lunch, then played D and D and just watched YouTube videos on history and Christian YouTube I like.

   Starting tomorrow I will allow myself to complete my animation project, in other words I can’t watch animation still, but more like I  if need a tutorial to complete a task should only be used as last resort. This way I can get into creating again and it gives me great joy doing YouTube channel and the content I put out, because the act of creating and watching your stuff come to life is so much different than if I’m watching it passively. 
   I’m not going against my fast since this something I’ve been meaning to get into, plus volunteer at my local church as well. I’m help out particular group people so that’s exciting, maybe moving slow for some of you but at least it progress. 

  That it and  this last day of book of Proverbs so starting to tomorrow is book of Job. 
 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Family 

6.Church 

7.Friends 

8.Family dog 

9.Car 

10.money 

[zeke365]

Day 32 

Not much happened today expect pt (physical therapy) other than that I finished a series of my favorite YouTuber now and now on the third series. 
   That it and now I begin to read book of Job as well my regular bible plan.

 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family

7.Family dog 

8.Friends 

9.Car 

10.money 

[zeke365]

Day 33

day 33 not so bad, had doctors appointment earlier then went out breakfast how to much to eat need look out for that.

   Thing is I really I want work on my projects yet I find myself procrastinating a lot lately so maybe tommrow I will work on some stuff.

still reading book of Job as well as regular bible plan. 
  
Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels

3.Saftey 

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.friends 

8.Family dog 

9.Car 

10.money

[zeke365]

Day 34

 

Not much going today either but this video series is really challenging me. It’s called the restless church and something I have been asking myself what is the gospel? What is the good news of Jesus? Is it just ticket to heaven like entrance before getting on ride or is it something more? 
  No other video series has really challenged me in this way before not even sermons in churches.
  And now I’m getting new perceptive on things and what I need to do. It explains why I even went into anime and video games to become I wanted to be light in those dark places but I let that darkness consume me and God had to pull me out because I did that by myself and needed other believers to help me. This why I’m in the situation I’m in, i want to go and preach the good news yet I’m being held back. 
 

That it for today still reading book of Job as  well reagular Bible plan 

 

grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.dog 

9.Car 

10.money

[zeke365]

Day 35

 

Another good day got some paper work done at my local church at least for volunteering. So its a process but exciting because I have purpose there and it’s towards this type of group.

    I have 2 more weeks before I leave my online church, I’m sad but glad to be on this new exciting journey.

  Third finished the restless church by the fuel project which is the final series wanted to get through now that complete I feel I can focus a little more.

while tommrow I will try to reimplement my no digital detox and no social media detox., am allowed kindle for reading but outside of that rule I try to read a physical book.

So what are some goals to work towards this week besides writing here which is the only other expectation.

1.Finish a screenwriting book I have been taking notes with.

2.Reading different books about this particular group. Samples 

3.Complete recordings for my YouTube series.

That mostly what I want to accomplish. While some will take weeks others won’t take to long. As for physical things 

1.Taking the dog for a walk twice a day 

2.Do both my physical and occupational therapy as well at home.!

.3.Maybe geo cacheing (have an idea for that) but one project at time.

1.Focus recordings.

that it for today still reading book of job as well as my regular Bible plan. 
 

Grateful:

1.God 

2Angels 

3.Creation 

4.Safety

5.Bible 

6.Church

7.Family

8.Friends 

9.Family dog 

10.Car

[zeke365]

Day 36

 

Another good day, I was able to do my digital detox for the most part. 
   I read some more on my kindle about screen writing and writing notes as I go along the way, got most of the chores I wanted done. 
   I went out to eat today making today the only day I go out eat and may need to lay off the smoothies (not sugar smoothies more of the healthier can with stevia). 
   Third I had rewatch a video how to hold a fork so I can eat better in public, and now learning to eat slowly and when you do that you fill up a lot faster despite half your plate being there.

   Did some physical therapy and now tomorrow I’m going to try to walk the dog around the neighborhood as well as my regular exercises.

phase 2: recording for my YouTube channel takes play, I think this is one of most time consuming things but I don’t mind it. I like it. 
    I think that about it for today, I’m still reading book of Job and I’m on job 4 as of right now as well as my regular Bible plan. 
 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5.church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.Dog 

9.Car 

10.money 

[zeke365]

Day 37

 

So today walked the dog around the neighborhood and then set up appointments for doctors and started drinking more water.

   I completed some of my recordings for my YouTube channel which is good. 
 

And that pretty much all I did today, still reading book of Job. Need to clarify I’m job 6 not 4, noticed that last night. Still reading my regular bible plan as well.

 

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angels 

3.Safety

4.Bible 

5Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends

8.Dog 

9.Car 

10.Money 

[zeke365]

 Day 38

So today was more productive clean bathroom and went my loc church, played with our dog as well and that about it.

In Job 7 and reading my other Bible plan as well.

Grateful:

1.God 

2.Angles 

3.Safety 

4Bible 

5.Church 

6.Family 

7.Friends 

8.our dog 

9.Car 

10.Money