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Hello guys, desire to beat my  DOTA 2 addiction got me here and as a sick person I am gonna be sharing here my feelings and emotions I have.

Day 1 : Uninstalled Steam, thinking sometimes of how many items I have in the game and what they are worth. Do no really have an urge to play, but now this free time is eating me out. Reading books for now and thinking of all the life problems I have been putting aside and avoiding while escaping to the DOTA world. Thinking of all this makes me feel a bit overwhelmed aka "JESUS I HAVE TO DO SO MUCH STUFF TO FIX MY LIFE", but I am mentally ready. Weightlifting helps..gives some sense of the confidence that you can. To everyone who is trying to quit stuff, I really advice to start hitting the gym because I have battled smoking, alcohol, weed/meth, porn addictions and I can assure you SPORT kicks all the shit out of you with sweat.  

EDIT : I was reading a Respawn book, stumbled upon a link on how to remove your steam forever with the temporary email address. I can't emphasize what I felt within the moment I thought of doing it. My mind was trying to bring up any reason for not doing so : how much $ u have on steam, how many items u have, what's gonna happen to your immortal account, you could sell it. I just said to myself : you know what fuck this shit I gotta burn all the bridges to win this. 

 

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