Stercus accidit 74 Posted May 29, 2016 Share Posted May 29, 2016 (edited) Hi my name is Filip. I from Poland, currently living in US. I am 17 and I go to high school.I can say that I finally woke up. Woke up after 7 years.I write it in the night of my first day of detox. I always think better during night and I realized that I wrote everything out of order. First I asked for a partner then I described my first day. Now I am laying in bed and can’t fall asleep. I have been playing games for 12 years. Everything started on knees of my much older cousin who was playing Heroes of Might and Magic III. I always liked strategic games. I had been playing chess, I had been playing sport bridge (card game). Actually I still play Heroes 3. But not that often. In last years of primary school my life was dominated by free to play games similar to WoW. After that I started to play minecraft I stopped playing it when I started to be interested in Lol. After some time hearthstone joined games that "loved". For last 3 years I have been playing Lol and Hs mainly. Games trurly defined me as a person for 7 years. Nothing else had so strong influence on me, that I can think of. I want to change it but I feel helpless and dont have exact idea if I am able to continue my "awakining" for next 90 days and longer. I am slowly staring to realize that I am leaving my comfort zone, the one I knew for so long, the one which created so many problems in my life.I will repeat myself again but whatever. Today I woke up. I dont want to live like this anymore. I dont want to waste my life, time and talents. I want to start again from the begining. I want to learn how to be a person that everyone can relay on, that everyone can trust. Edited May 29, 2016 by Stercus accidit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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