Welcome @Apolyn,
thank you for sharing your inner thoughts with us. I think everybody here can relate to the challenges that a gaming addiction causes.
You recognised your problem with gaming wich is the first step towards a gaming free live.
Now it’s important that you allow yourself to feel how you want too feel. Be your own best friend on your journey.
As for quitting, the second step would be to slowly remove everything that reminds you of gaming. So deleting all websites, unsubscribing from gaming channels etc.
Also eliminating the possibility to relapse is a good way (like selling your pc/console).
however it’s important that you share your feelings in your journals. That gives us the opportunity to understand you better and to share better advice.
good luck on your journey Alex!
greetings,
moonlight