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Niko_Buccellati

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  1. Niko_Buccellati

    NikO's journey journal.

    Day 10,11,12 Will be updated soon. Was way too busy with RL didn't notice how the time has passed.
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    Looking for German speaking people.

    Alles was Sie wollen;) und ja ich finde Russisch schwerer als Deutsch.
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    Journey to my white coat

    I guees its a content consumption issue not directly related to anime. Because I met such types who been watching various titles like non- stop for example one guy was watching something on his smartphone and when i asked him what is he watching, he couldnt even remember the name.
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    Dear Diary...

    Yeah a harmony with yourself is a very important thing. And acceptance of who you are is a first thing to come to it. And yeah what you said about ego I totally agree. I think ite right to find a balance, or the golden middle as we say so you dont turn into egomaniac imprisoned by your ego but also not being way too careless giving up on everything. Source: personal experience.
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    NikO's journey journal.

    Day 9 😋 So i did some sightseing today. A good walk is always nice. I also got acquainted to some hispanic people. We had a long conversation with one guy from Chile mostly about psychological matters. Turned out he was impressed that even wrote about it in the journal he is doing. Had to tell him that I have been doing sort of journal recently too;) After that we had a conversation about gaming addiction and stuff. And I told him that basically its like fap, you get short joy but after that you regret and feel miserable. There are also some DJs who going to have a session at the club tomorrow but I got a train to my hometown the day after tomorrow. So I didnt really feel for it because i have to stay focused on more important things even though a part of me just wants to let it loose and go yolo due to the fact that i am really not happy about that administrative processing and I cant stay here forever that is why i ll have to go back to my hometown to wait for my papers to be ready and then go back to pick them up asap. I am not happy about but there is nothing I can do just wait and hope for the best.
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    NikO's journey journal.

    Day 8 was busy with RL stuff so much that barely had any time for web like at all.I had an appointment at the embassy because next month I have to be in Alabama.The thing is that all in all it went nice and my pass was taken( def. a positive sign) but I also was cockblocked given a blue slip because they needed additional papers from the employer which i recieved and sent the exact same day, all in all its not bad but i read some stuff about how people have been stucked on administrative processing for months or even years so that made me really really worry about it even though all I can do is just wait. Honestly its just a miracle that I didnt loose it considering how paperwork and bureaucracy easily make me mad because its been a long way, even literally. At the evening I met a friend of mine who lives here and whom I found from web long time ago.Just had a couple of drinks and ate some junk food, aint no shame in my game though because its not something i usually do. I also been helping the people I am living with to carry some furniture from the 6 floor so I guess I worked it out;) Current plans, chilling in Moscow waiting for papers and doing sightseeing.
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    NikO's journey journal.

    Day 7 Did some sightseeing with one French guy just to occupy myself with something. I have been countless times here so I was not really that interested in sightseeing itself more about social activity. Had a strong craving in the morning but it was fast and technically i was unable to play anything even if i tried. The reason was that i didnt sleep well in the train i guess due to some thoughts that made me mad. Going to have an important day torrow have to focus on it.
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    Every day is a new day

    Naah my appearance is great most woman like me, even happens some men too( i am not into it but just lol) 🙂 But i just cant get it, that means i got like 10 kg overweight but usually i drop weight when i dont do workout or lift weights. In fact this is a second time i got weight gain after workout and ofcourse when i do sports i look better and feel better.The thing is that i made this discovery at my medical examination I had like 2 weeks ago and the doc wrote me that i am fit for work, really dunno what to think.
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    NikO's journey journal.

    Day 6 Not really much to say. Been packing my stuff. And hoped on train to Moscow in the evening. On the train atm.
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    Every day is a new day

    Eh my BMI is 27. I know i am not in my top shape currently but that made me sad when i discovered it.
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    Every day is a new day

    I don't know if its an option in your location but did you try outdoor running?
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    Dear Diary...

    "Every great journey begins with a step" I also read your story and I got a vibe that you got quite good organizational skills.
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    NikO's journey journal.

    Day 5 Did quite a good progress with sleeping today. Slept from 22 till 3 am. Actually woke up due to the fact that didn't want to sleep anymore, and that's a no wonder considering the fact that I overslept prior it. Really didn't do much today mostly was just chilling before the tomorrow trip and feel no shame for it. Was a bit sleepy at the midday so went for it for 2 hours. All in all Valeriana and camomile tea work like a charm. Had a meeting with a friend of mine at the evening. Yesterday we had a conversation over the phone and he was like(let's meet tomorrow instead of phone talking). Of course, it was cool and made me happy. So we just talked about various stuff in the cafe nothing really special but it was nice especially considering the fact that I got not so many people to talk to in my hometown. I am pretty much able to do all the stuff on my own long-term but still, a reasonable amount of communication is appreciated. In fact, I thought about reviving my contact with one girl I used to know but currently, I am way too focused on my personal objectives so I don't really feel for it. All in all that conversation with a friend just proves my strategy which I called "I don't need dummy bullets in my clip". What it means is that probably you going to meet maybe a couple of real friends in your life other people will be more like fellow travelers on that journey. In fact, most people will appreciate you only till you are convenient(I like German word gemütlich for it) for them when you will start to do something on your own they will be not happy and will try to hold you back(in their comfort zone), that is usually how it works. That is why I appreciate reliability above all from my friends. that is why such a name, you might have only 1-2 bullets in your clip but you know they won't let you down when you will be needing it. As for cravings, I had some barely noticeable during those days but honestly, my brain is more occupied with the real-life objectives I got on my schedule and also some women I know 😃 Usually, I watch a movie or two when I am on the train but this time I really don't feel for it I guess I will download some materials about French and will give it a try. Oh, and why I find making your bed every day a very important thing. 1) First of all, it helps you awake faster after you went out of the bed. 2)It's a small step of order from which you begin your day, not in a discordance. 3)It looks nice and it gives you feel like you have already accomplished something and you can actually see it. 4)At the end of the day, it's nice to lay in the made bed, not on a chewed sheet and stuff. I never liked it but recently I developed this habit and find it really helpful for mental focus.
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    Dear Diary...

    It's pretty cool considering you did it on your own and it's always a nice feel if you feel for something then just go and do it. As for chicks, its ok to feel yourself a bit uncomfy especially if you never did something like that before.
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    Looking for German speaking people.

    I had almost no practice in past two years so if some of you wanna chat I would appreciate. I really feel like my German got quite rusty especially past year.
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