Am i really doing this.....Journal

[STRONGERIDEAL]

Day 1:

So.... its 1.30 a.m

 

Feeling excited so far....

I game since 20 yesrs non stop havent really tried to stop yet for good and max amount i didnt play games was like 2-3 days.

 

Sofar so good ?

After waking up

So today i deinstalled all my videogames and im selling my Accounts.

I feel quite excited at the moment also it was nice this morning since i didnt have this RUSH OMG I NEED TO PLAY SOME LEAGUE OF LEGENDS AS LONG AS I CAN UNTIL I HAVE TO GO TO WORK.

 

so  i feel quite relaxed... we will see how this will go.

Edited February 13, 2018 by STRONGERIDEAL

[Guest]

GLHF buddy!

[Reno F]

Good Luck!

[Cam Adair]

We've got your back! 

[STRONGERIDEAL]

is it better if i always Edit my first post? then people dont have to read trought everything ,,, what u guys think

[STRONGERIDEAL]

btw its cool Cam that u post on every thread... shows your dedication.

 

Or are u a Bot ?

[Soap]

22 hours ago, STRONGERIDEAL said:

is it better if i always Edit my first post? then people dont have to read trought everything ,,, what u guys think

Good luck and I would personally say add on to your main post in the comments since it would better show off your progress  

[STRONGERIDEAL]

So after like 3 days not gaming i feel quite excited.

I notice how much "time" i have.

I really enjoy not having those hard cravings anymore.

It was Valentinesday yesterday and i could really enjoy it with my girlfriend.

I notice how i catch myself thinking stuff like: TO NEVER PLAY GAMES AGAIN OMG... and slowy noticing how gaming becomes again like....someting nice to do.

But i know that if i do it, it might feel nice first.... but afterward i will just be like a junkie again. I just enjoy this free time so much.

I just say to myself: Do the 90 days. and afterwards if it was all for nothing.. wich i dont think... i can still just start playing games again. 

So nothing to lose.

I notice i have to talk to my addicted side of me and calm it down haha.

 

So far so good.

 

Thanks for the support guys.

 

peace out

[STRONGERIDEAL]

On 13.2.2018 at 10:53 AM, STRONGERIDEAL said:

btw its cool Cam that u post on every thread... shows your dedication.

 

Or are u a Bot ?

guess hes a Bot

[Brad_Hurst]

Oh nooo, I thought Cam was real this whole time 

[Cam Adair]