January 25, 201610 yr So after about two weeks, I've had my first major relapse...I was just feeling really bored, and recently my brother has been playing Super Smash Flash 2 on KBHgames, and I would watch him play. He's pretty good and I somewhat enjoyed watching him play, and that brought back feelings of nostalgia of when I would play. I felt tired due to boredom and decided I didn't want to deal with it anymore, so after my mom made me shovel snow I went on the computer and started playing. It wasn't as enjoyable as I thought it would be, and my brother and I got into an argument over who gets to play next, which happened frequently in the past and contributed to my decision to quit. Then because of that, I installed a couple games on my phone and started playing only to uninstall them an hour later. After that, I tried to play ROBLOX as a guest but gave up due to a gender glitch. All in all not a great experience, and it didn't help that I was exhausted and had a dull headache the entire time. I'm thinking of just resigning myself to watching YouTube videos, because I find it hard to stay focused on much these days, including alternative hobbies. Not feeling too great, but it was bound to happen eventually right?
January 26, 201610 yr Good job posting here. If watching your bro is a trigger that makes you want to play I would try and avoid that in the future.
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