I have been gaming since grade 9. I have put all my feelings into gaming. Ruining 2 happy marriages. Ruining relationships with my children. I want to get better, not just for me, but to be present for my children. Im from New Brunswick Canada. I am looking to try and get healthier habits, but I am on day 2 of no gaming and it's hard.

 

This is also for my wife...well I guess Ex-wife, who I TOLD  I wanted a divorce, because I couldn't play games as much as I wanted too. Then when I realized it was happening, I started reflecting on my life. Realizing how much I neglected her, and her feelings, while hiding mine behind a computer screen. When my mom died, I did the same thing. I'm 30, so I have lots of life left, and I would like to enjoy life, without gaming. I am going try my hardest.

 

But everyone hello, my name is Brandon, but my gamer tag has been LemonadeNS forever, so I felt it was appropriate.

Welcome aboard, fellow Canadian!

It sometimes comes in waves. If you persist you will eventually grow stronger and accustomed to it. good luck on your journey and hope the community can be of some help.