LemonadeNS

Hey! I am new here too. I understand exactly what you're saying. My game was Rust, and I played A LOT. I was great, I am great at it. BUT it ruined my life. I am shutting my discord down tonight, with all 1.2k people in it. I put an announcement telling them this, and the results are an outstanding amount of emotional support. If you feel like you need to step away from discord, make a post. You'll see that people understand addiction, even if they don't understand their own. Much love ❤️

I have been gaming since grade 9. I have put all my feelings into gaming. Ruining 2 happy marriages. Ruining relationships with my children. I want to get better, not just for me, but to be present for my children. Im from New Brunswick Canada. I am looking to try and get healthier habits, but I am on day 2 of no gaming and it's hard. This is also for my wife...well I guess Ex-wife, who I TOLD I wanted a divorce, because I couldn't play games as much as I wanted too. Then when I realized it was happening, I started reflecting on my life. Realizing how much I neglected her, and her feelings, while hiding mine behind a computer screen. When my mom died, I did the same thing. I'm 30, so I have lots of life left, and I would like to enjoy life, without gaming. I am going try my hardest. But everyone hello, my name is Brandon, but my gamer tag has been LemonadeNS forever, so I felt it was appropriate.