NEW VIDEO: I Quit MMOs and THIS Happened
Xgamer
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day6? Today while going to a supermarket I was thinking about how bad it must be not to game forever, like a strain that u can always feel. When I entered the supermarket I noticed a homeless immigrant who tried to warm himself up in the corner of the store.
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Keep it up!
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@ElectroNugget Thank you for cheering me up, I need it. Day1. Uni is back and somehow I need to find a way to manage my work and uni.
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Ah shit, here we go again Ridiculous. I used to play shooters until I decided to kick the habit. It was 45 days ago. So what exactly happened? I`ve already mentioned above that I moved thus I have no access to my old pc. My gf seldom plays games but when it happens she suffices with Sims. So today was one of those days. I was chilling, playing with Duolinguo when I decided to see what the apple of my eye was doing there. We had a great fun, for almost an hour we were creating a new character in which I have taken tangible part. I have broken my promise not to partake in any type of video games. I relapsed. Wierdly enough I think I would be less disappointed if I played my type of games. At least I would have quenched my thirst. So yeah from day 45 to day 0 I am still committed though
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@Julon lad, its ok watch coupleof these videos Our lord and savior lmao And look if I had an access to my old pc with all the games I would have relapsed looong ago so the idea is to make relapsing a tiresome process. To play my beloved game I would have to 1. install steam 2. go through "forgot password" process 3. install my game and then play it. Maybe it can give u a hint what to do.
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Hello! How are u doing? @Chitemple
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I know what it is. Lying in a bed late night, scrolling down something useless, watching a video, then, out of blue a sudden urge strikes me like a lightning, I feverishly browse hot fat latino mommino and boom. I have a wank. But why are people determined about nofap? I heard it`s healthy in moderation and so on (I just do it regardless) but can participants of this challenge enlighten me of the downside of giving it a good ol rub?
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On the hindsight, I knew gaming was deteriorating the situation, challenging my relationships and so on but I deliberately sat down every time to pull all-nighter. It has become a common practice for me to reach out for ur(the guy who`s reading this) story and let the steam off whenever I `d had cold feet. Damn, I miss steam. So yeah. Every video on how a certain person developed something after he quit. Or found a gf, saved the world, etc. But does it matter? Cam is using rationalisation to prove us that gaming is hazardous. But didn`t I know this? Damn, I was totaly aware so what. It isn`t about consciense mulling pros and cons of gaming over, for sure. It`s like subconscious thingy, little inner baby, does this toddler care for whatever reasonable arguments we make? And after a month, after getting a job, moving and etc. I still want to play. I want to play badly, like 24 hours straight. Just switch that game on and kill everyone there and be as toxic as pripyat in 1968 yeah i want to quit my job dump my gf and game this little goofy under-cooked game until i die Wow that was a heart-downing one right? Stream of consciousness it`s called. Phew, feel much better. For now. I kinda feel guilty for sploshing this joint over, buuut paper can`t blush, can it? Hardly any1 reading my COMEBACKSTORY, so I decided just to leave it here. This is like my own twitter account(which i never had) that no1 will never find. I actually like coming here, really. Good number of nice people over here, same issue, endearing. right
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Great job, really. What isntrument do you play?
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@Julon how is it going?
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Oh snap man, haven`t heard from you for a while! Whatever the case may be do not go harsh on urself. And yeah, that joint about "it was like deleting a chapter from my life". Take a different look at this. You are beginning a new chapter in ur life! Sounds pompous but it actually helps dealing with game nostalgia. And yeah, one last bit, reading a lot of people`s journals I`ve realised that at first they were trying to get rid of gaming but then they realised that the goal was to start a new life. Chin up m8
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Darn, preaching the truth here
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Unfortunately not, I lost it when moving. It would totaly be handy on rainy days Still getting the pro-gaming vibe though, I can`t imagine that I will finally kick the habit of playing.
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I am celebrating my month without video games!☺️
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yeah what a golden time that was eh? Playing video games as a teen, careless stuff. It might not be gaming craving but nostalgia. Perhaps. Ive watched some videos I used to like dearly the noob who`s f2p (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyW8avcTQHU) Once upon a time in 2fort (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NocI-TT832E) watched some Cam`s videos why do people quit playing and so on. I feel better now. An hour ago it felt like i was on verge, really yeah
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over a month. i feel great tempation to play, craving is back and i am getting moody again. I even started to dream about playing. Going dowhill really, but i mean just a stormy day I suppose
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It`s almost a month since I have quit gaming and out of the blue my cravings struck again! Good thing I have no accessto my old steam accout nor to my old pc but I even started to dream about playing some of these games that drew me around the bend. Tomorrow my work shift starts I hope it can drawmy attention to more serious stuff in my life. But I gotta admit that I am relentless in doing anything AGAIN.
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life is pain so I don`t want to multiply it concentration and there is no other way then do it I am starting life blank page so I need to gain huge potential huge momentum what can i do dto become better
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still kicking yet I missed daily check in here. Because I have never switched on my pc during all those 3 days! A lot of things happened and it is already past midnight in Russia. Compassion, empathy To be all ears, scale of the situation scaling the conflict can help to stay level headed for example Me and my sister bicker a lot (x1) My sister is having a quarrel with me because I took something without asking (x2) My sister who has been next to me all my life even the house was broken is upset that i have done something Internalized? Scaling might be the key of healthy relationships. Overviewing the scene and analysing what is going on. It is hard I quit gaming week or so and tbh I think I want to go on That is it I guess Lil bit disappointed nobody called me out during my 3 day gone missing On the other hand this diary is not for the effect but purpose
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I have made couple of new years resolutions 1. Develop empathy for my closest ones 2. Don`t take life too seriosuly And I have also found out about non-euclid geometry and lucid dreaming. That sounds like fun I would like to dig deeper I have also burried the hatchet with my parents nevertheless I am still moving from my parents` in a week. This is the decision I have ruminated a lot. There are probably a lot of typos but I ll correct them tommorow, maybe I wanna get my head around all those 101 idioms in english
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third day egregious leaving my home today so I writing now in advance so that you don`t think I quit good things Haven`t played bad things world is ugly thoughts none, headache
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SECOND DAY Really tired but I wantto get a hang of keeping a journal - that helps me to stay on track Good things Helped my family to smarten up the house. It all looks festive and stuff now. Went shopping together! Didn`t play!Nono man I ain`t giving up that easy Bad things Spent a lotta time on utube. But frankly the videos I`ve watched weren`t memes compilations or some silly game montage as I used to watch. I have viewed some of Cam`s videos and some educational one, thoughts provoking like this one (I suggest you to watch it. It is about coping with difficulties). So why is it a drawback then? Well, I have to bite the bullet and find myselfa job if I have made up my mind moving from my parents in a week I have to be conscious about it, innit? Been moody. Not gonna lie,really wanna play. I feel under the weather big time. Thoughts I have seen different guys talking about gaming in moderation like this guy(Richard Kuo), for instance. It`s a controversial topic, but in an other video Cam noticed that it is important to complete the detox and then think of gaming in moderation. He`s got the point. Gotta prove myself that I can live without games, that I am not an addict. Perhaps I ruminate over it although I am not ready to ditch games out of my live. Bloody hell, I spent my childhood playing games... I can`t imagine my life without games, frankly, for now, ok ? ? Bloody moody disposition of mine is killing all the fun. Gotta find a hobby, a job ? Yeah.. Not a movie fiend but damn that girl ( Zooey Claire Deschanel ) is hot. Kaaching! my xp bar is advancing That`s it for now
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I am not a doctor but people say sleeping thing is important ?
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FIRST DAY Good things I have finally tidied up room. That took me 3 bloody hours. Who knew my room could accomodate so much dust, Jesus. More than that, I accidentally found the missing part from my MOTTO Racing gear ? That hit me hard. A sudden wave of playing urge almost overwhelmed me but ya boi stays strong. EDIT. Watching video of other people quitting gaming (HOBEDAGA`s story) helped me. especially this guy. He`s a legend Spent time with my father. That was endearing really. We talked, played chess. Too bad I`ve wasted so much time digging my head in sand. But look redemption is what matters here right? It was funny to stumble upon my urge to leave as soon as we talked. I understand why. My father was often asking about my grades, plans for future, thoughts, anything, hell, he really was trying. And me being a depressed junkie, hating that sense of guilt, so dense I could touch it, I would crudely end the convo and rush to my messy room playing computer games with lights switched off. Bad things I feel like shit already. Well it is an indication of me being an addict, right? And I don`t want that. I want to be free. Thoughts Does the fact I am quitting mean that I shall not play again anymore? Should it be as fawl and wrong as doing drugs or commiting crimes for me now? What about this time I have spent playing games? Should I blame myself for it? What if I turn to pro gamer? Like, isn`t it wonderful to be hooked on something and bring bacon home at the same time. But, from the other perspective, say I have managed to become pro, will I be agile? Active? Socially charismatic? Perhaps it`s my brain trying to find a way to play some more Well, here it is, folks! OH! one more thing.. Here it is my visual XP bar for not playing the game ? How do you like it
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Bonjour! J`etudie le francais mais je le sais mal ? Tousles memes je vais tacher de lire et comprendre ce que tu ecris. Tu es cool! Keep up good work! Bon travail! Je veux te suivre dans ton voyage. Et pourries-tu on raconter ton histoire? Pourquoi as-tu decide' de quitter gaming (jouer?)? De quelles difficultes as tu renconte'? S`il te plait ?
