Ikar

What if she's as good at being a psychopath as you are to not make it known? 😄

Welcome back.

Day 364: I worked on my GIS project in the morning, read and visited my parents. I also went for a walk and played board games in the evening. Day 365: I worked on my GIS project, read, took a walk and had a nap outside. --- The days are both long and short at the same time. The good thing this week was that I got started on the GIS project and I find it easy and even enjoyable to be working on it so far. I make an effort to either go out or work out every day and I'm successful in that since the New Year. I want to do both the next week though - walk around for an hour, sit around/meditate outside for (half) an hour and work out for at least half an hour too. After I am done with the GIS project, I also want to start writing on a more regular basis, be it either my blog, my biography, plans for the future or whatever else. I feel that I can't get away with random bursts of inspiration at this point. The book I am reading currently keeps me thinking and even writing a bit already.

I guess it's been a month, how are you holding up? @DaBest

Damn, do you still have data limits regarding the total amount of data? I could understand that in 2005, but not nowadays 😄

Day 362: I began lurking on the NMMNG forums again for inspiration. I worked on my GIS project, watched Jocko Willink, did a survey on yourpersonality.com, took a walk and watched a webinar about property development. I also got into a new book the girl exchanged with me, called "Love's hidden symmetry" by Bert Hellinger, while I gave her the one I just finished before. Day 363: I read, worked on the GIS project, went for a walk, played football and watched Monty Python in the evening. I also worked out plans for both this new starting relationship and Forex, in case they won't go the way where I simply win and everything goes swimmingly. Vigilance.

Be sure to share the Voltorb again, I love it! 😄

I like it too and I will probably use it for my bachelor thesis. I plan to continue the studies afterwards, but it's hard to tell what happens next 🙂

I actually backed up my diary here by downloading every page of it. I suppose you can do the same 🙂 I think the main thing is to find a girl who is interested in chatting with you at least a few times and to revisit and fact-check topics you care about from different angles. You don't need to explicitly ask her out for a date to recognize if she's interested or not.

Day 359: I worked on my GIS project for uni, watched a Peterson video, worked out, did a bit of Forex and went out for a walk the girl again to chat. Day 360: I read and then I visited my friend who works in the finance and we set up and appointment the next day regarding a long-term investment plan. I visited my grandma and my brother and I played card-games in the evening. Day 361: I visited my friend regarding my long-term financial plan, we finalized it and got it up and running. I cycled on my bike, had a quick workout outside and read. I had a webinar in the evening about psychology. I didn't manage to work on my GIS project though. --- I think these times are one of the more trying on my psyche ever since I quit gaming. I think it's a good test though, whether I can keep myself together and stay true to myself. If she's truly intrigued in me, that is all I got and it's the best way forward anyway.

I think it is, unless you plan to write daily/professionally. I might actually want to write daily, as I am writing my full biography and plans for the future. You can show the blog to friends as well later on too and perhaps they can identify with it too. I was being a bit cynical with not being original, but after all, we can't know something we haven't been told. Human = genetics + environment.

I'm happy I started my blog, even though it sometimes feels like I am writing something I identified with elsewhere rather than producing something extremely original. I generally only write when I feel motivated/inspired, but it's better than nothing. I feel like I either do something daily OR almost never 😄 Ironically, I was able to find a girl on the dorms that intrigues me I wouldn't have met otherwise thanks to the quarantine. Life's strange.

Day 358: I watched a thoughtful video, finished the book I was reading, did Duolingo, took a walk, shopped at the grocery, watched a bit of Jocko Willink, planned my next week, worked on my blog, did a bit of Forex, read an article about late X early specialization in life and had a good workout.

It is the same for me with Russian, but luckily I have some Russian-speaking people around me on the dormitory, so I sometimes listen and talk to them. Duolingo is good for getting the hard knowledge of the grammar/vocab, but it's still necessary to get out there and use the language actively.

Day 357: I did Duolingo, some paperwork, checked my mails, read, visited my parents, had a chat with my neighbors and had a light workout.

Day 355: I worked on my blog, did some Forex and watched a related webinar, watched a light-hearted theater play, went for a walk and played desktops until night. Day 356: I did Duolingo, cycled to a shop, relaxed outside, took a nap, went for a walk, read, cleaned my room. I went on a nice date in the evening, so I'll see what comes out of that. I'm vigilant.

Day 354: I worked on another article for my blog, played football, did a bit of Forex, set up Mozilla Thunderbird and sorted out my computer desktop. I also finished watching the fourth season of "The Expanse" and I think the third season was the best one 🙂

As for Prague itself, I dislike it. It is based on the fact I've only ever been there when it was related to one-day work trips and it's 3-4 hours travel from my native Silesia. Czech ethnicity is a tricky thing, because while Czech is a Slavic language, a lot of people in Bohemia have German ancestors and their facial features are different. I feel good about the fact I am a white Slavic Czech and I wouldn't trade it. I might need more context/more direct questions to answer you properly though.

@Erik2.0 Here's an interesting thought. Part of being honest is posting recent photos/bio of you and who you are now. I think if I watched anime for an hour a day, I'd include it in the description that I like anime. If I watched it for 3 hours a day, I think a photo showing some related activity (e.g. a drawing of anime characters) would be warranted. If you like to watch TV for 5 hours on weekends, put in that you love watching series X, Y and Z. If it scares/disgusts someone, so be it. But it's part of you and you have to be honest in a smart way about it, so you get the matches you deserve. I'm using it myself and I like it. I think if there's one disadvantage of it, it would be that you can enter only separate photos rather than your whole dating profile at one and it's up to you to figure out the chemistry between photos that shows the story you want to tell about yourself. In other words, you might be quite attractive on a gym photo, but I think it's almost always going to score less on trustworthy/smart. I also think if you want to be serious about getting a profile up, you need someone to help you snap a few photos of yourself. I agree here 100% on both. Yeah, every time I see a profile like that I think to myself: "Well fine, you are 20 and beautiful, but is there anything else to you than that? Every other girl looks as good as you do."

What a long post full of interesting ideas. You should get a blog up as I have. Back before when I was at the military uni (some 3 years ago), I was reasonably productive when I was living at the dormitory with others, but I slipped into doing nothing all day when I was coming home for the weekends, because that's how I learnt to live throughout high school. There's a ton of it and I like to research this area. I am going to get around posting a blog article about relationships eventually, so I am sure some of it will resurface there.

It's "Taktika a strategie v lásce" by Miroslav Plzák, so I am afraid you have to start learning Czech 🙂

Thanks! The same goes to you from me 🙂 Day 353: I wrote, read, had a call about suggestions for my IG, went for a business meeting, visited my grandma, did a bit of Forex, exercised a bit and played chess in the evening.

I'm currently reading a book about this. It says something along the lines that attractive (for women it is initially more focused on their physical appearance, for men it is more about how competent they seem in what they do) people tend to be more promiscuous than unattractive ones who cling to loyalty/single partner out of fear of having to find someone and going through the ordeal again. The good news is that these two categories are not necessarily given for life. I think historically game addicts (averagely young males) are planted firmly into the unattractive category, so it makes sense for them/formerly us to proclaim "loyalty at all costs/ONSs are horrible". But I am beginning to see the point of having more options. Having the option to have an ONS, but also knowing that there is something greater than that. I wonder that perhaps you needed just that experience to realize that. I think the golden middle-ground here is "loyalty - AND hard earned". And that starts with the individual. Do you want a girl that exercises regularly and keeps in shape? Make sure you exercise regularly and keep yourself in shape. Be someone you would like to date and don't sell yourself short. Peterson's great. His words at the beginning helped me to get where I am at now.

I mean, except for discovering my ex about two years ago, I can't say I got much further than you myself, at least in the past year. I believe this is what keeps me going on the dating apps. I think I have the dynamics of it figured out, even if I can't take advantage of them under quarantine. I think the main one is to be selected rather than to select. Overall, it's just a matter of time before I start going out on dates regularly.

Day 350: I visited my parents, read, took a walk and did some minor maintenance in my room. Day 351: I had a call with my friend regarding our plans for Forex. I read, took a walk, played football and had a party in the evening. Day 352: I did a bit of Forex, went for a walk, read, took a nap and wrote.