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    Daily Journal - Samon

    28/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Not much work again but everywhere a bit. Thought again about the sport routine and i will do that prolly. Maybe just running for start. I usually did gym, but i somehow think its not the thing i want to do currently. Best case scenario would be to play in a competitive team in my fav sports. But I will see. Not much else to say(i didnt forget that i wanted to write, why i dont even want to be too much at computer although if it is productive, will do that...) Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  2. Samon

    15 year addiction

    Wish you the best! Welcome!
  3. Samon

    Daily Journal - Samon

    Yea fawn ty. I think I dont want to sit so much at computer in general, its against my values. I explain tomorrow why I think so... 27/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! Short again, because I am in bed already. The day was again better, I didnt do so much in general but at least I started the day with my tasks(well after the usual wake up-breakfast etc. time). I am thinking to do 1 hour sport every day now. Dont know, i will see. Because if its setted as a target i want to be sure i can and will do it... Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  4. Hey man, nice you came here! I think many of the people here are like you. Gaming dont let them to make more progress. Gaming although you dont really want to. So you are not alone with this. If you search a buddy, try to look in some Journals maybe you find someone who fits you and you can write them a PM
  5. Samon

    seeking advice on cold turkey

    I mean I understand that you cant sell pc etc. you do need it for work maybe etc. but why are you afraid of selling steam acc or deleting it? I mean you want to never ever game again, right? So no need to keep it. Or what are your thoughts?
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    Wow, yea this picture is really nice. 26/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! The day was good overall I think. I didnt do much again on coding and learning for driving license, maybe ill watch some more coding vids later again not sure. I am currently at a hard problem so its not easy to make progress in coding. Spent almost whole day in making vids for youtube(just some clips cutted together for entertainment). It somehow feels bad to do things at computer for me, even if they are in some way productive. Probably I feel that because usually you can call mindless surfing on specific websites also as productive, but in truth they arent. Well maybe they are, but they dont bring u exactly something for your targets. So lately I thought again "hey why not making youtube vids to earn some cash", and now I sit 2 days at computer doing that. Its fun and it could get me money, so basically nothing wrong with that, but still feels wrong. I think I have to priotize things more... I need to do the 'must do" first and after it new things I want to try out. There wont be time left for free time, at least not much, but I mean I could decide always on my own whether to do does new things or not(like youtube). Feedback on that would be nice too, what do you think? Yea.. What can I say more? Whether is bad, cold and raining all day here. Was thinking again to write with my gaming friends(which i know real life, but like I said they are not really more than gaming friends) but I think I will not, although its prolly fun to talk again, seeing what they do etc. but at the end it will be again the same. I want to push them, and they disappoint me. It could work if i only see them as not-close friends, but dunno. Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    thanks matt, you are right 25/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! really quick today, because I am in bed already. The was better again, but not so productive. Played a lot with my instrument, but only a bit coding and learning. But much fun with my family. So thats totally ok I think. Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    24/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! the day was not so good, but pushed throw my plan.. Just wanted to sit at computer and forget everything.. But I knew this will not fix my problems, it will just make them even worse. So I did my routine... Better than gaming or surfing. But yea, meh. Ill read some Journals now, I hope I get some motivation. Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    23/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! the day was ok overall I think, I had my meeting so I woke up early and came home 12am or so. I grinded an hour at laptop and started my work then. But I didnt get really in the flow, only played my instrument well, coding and learning for driving license only a bit. Especially coding frustrate me. And because It still takes the biggest part of my time, its not good if I stuck there. I need to reduce the time i spent on it, and do other productive things. I see how the last two days my daily routine (wake up 1-2h do nothing, "work time"(no computer, handy, smartphone for entertainment) till 9pm and then free time) doesnt go so good. Today i stopped my work 1 hour earlier :/, because I didnt know what to do else. So I want to do tomorrow: Less coding, but the time I code more intensee&concentrated. "try"(not sure) to learn by myself 1 hour french(usually did that with a partner, doesnt work good). Maybe doing some origami again, because I liked that back ago. --- I forget to write something: I just saw that my friends grind again together at LoL. I feel a bit sad and happy at same time. Happy because I stopped to play that game + they want to stop too, but they canT -> "i am better feeling"I dont even know why that makes me happy. I mean rhe last part. It somehow annoys me that I think like that, but maybe its natural? Same time I feel sad because I always wanted that those guys stop this game too and internet time in general so we can do more things irl. But I never could get them out of this game or games in general :/. I wasted so much energy on them. Currently we dont speak with each other anymore(nothing to share, and they dont contact me and I have enough of it that I need to be always the guy who contact them to ask what they do, whether they are fine etc.), and to be honest I shouldnt contact them, because its a waste of energy. To my standards they never were my friends, but i thought they could improve etc. I mean real friends are so damn rare. I know its somehow hard to say that, but i simply have no real friends. And I think 80% of ppl dont have them too. Some feedback here from u would be nice! Will read now some Journals of you guys and chill a bit and call it a day Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    22/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! the day was overall good I think. I tidied up my university stuff up and my old school stuff this afternoon, after that had again a meeting. So I had not much time for my tasks. Did everything, just for coding couldnt do much, i read only an articel about reflection(some way to analyze program to say it in a simple way), again just to say i did not nothing. Its ok I think. Tomorrow I have another meeting, after that I go for my tasks. I hope with more time than today. At least I get some time outside haha Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    21/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! overall another good day I think. I make good progress with my instrument, learning for my driving license is good too. Just in coding I stuck a bit currently. But I still spent most of the time on it, so I am sure i will get progress there too soon again. However I already said to you some days ago that I have my selfmade worktime from 12am to 9pm. But I was really done with my stuff way to early, and since I stuck in coding I really didnt know what to do. So I thought about whether I should just call it a day and sit in front of my computer and grind again mindless. I didnt do thst today, but I really need to fill that time up. You all know boredom is not good. I already mentioned it, its interesting that I really dont even know what to at my freetime when I am online. I am playing some online chess lately with an online friend. Its fun and fills my freetime a bit Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  12. Samon

    Every day is a new day

    Yes, you are totally right. This forum helps so much, especially how you can come here at the end of the day(or whenever you come) and you get your motivation to keep going on. Thats fantastic. And I also totally admit, that if you start to focus on your tasks, you can do anything. The worst thing is not to start, because then you just think more and more how hard it is, although it is possible. oh and I had to smile when u wrote u watched 8 hours in a week movies. That was my daily amount back ago when I didnt game. Movies were the same to me as games, escaping etc. biggest thing was that some movies, series motivated you so hard to do things, so you keep wanted to get this feeling, but u didnt really use this motivation for anything.
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    Daily Journal - Samon

    20/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! hey everybody, my day was good overall I think. Today I could do more than tomorrow. Most of my day was filled with coding, it feels a bit too much, although its productive. I think I should half the time and do something different. Mostly I do 1 hour of instrument, 1 hour learning for driving license and then the rest of my time I spent coding and learning new language or help my silbling with school. So I will think update what to change and I will keep you updated as always. not much more I can say today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  14. Samon

    Jay's Epic Journey

    Hmm, well the phone thing could be either just be bad character, but maybe she was nervos too. But overall I think you made the right decision, if you are really searching a girl for you, then there is no need to waste time on her. If just fun, you could keep it up...
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    Let's see if I can get out of this mess

    Wish you the best man! Computer/Internet bring us the concentration power of a gold fish. Exactly the situation you describe is totally normal. We cant concentrate us on anything anymore. Even games like u say. And I also feel you when u say you dont like those games but u still play. Its the same for me. I used to play league and it was soooo bullshit. Still played it. Now i am away from it 19days and thats good so.
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