Day 12
Projects:
Simulating Platform: On hold now as I need to fight properly with cravings. Don't want to do too many things at time right after I stopped gaming. Just want to take it slow.
Miscellaneous accomplishments:
Hit regularity with gym
Summary of Day 12
Sorry for not posting for a while. It was busy and difficult time for me at the same time. During these few days, I noticed I felt deep boredom. Also read in some smart book ( "Never Enough" By Judy Grisel) that boredom is a totally natural and healthy state of humans and we should embrace it, as actually this state helps to regulate our baseline dopamine level. But when I was playing I was so obsessed I think ( subconsciously) to not be bored, ei: in the meantime of game final summary ( literally 90s) I immediately scrolled through instagram wall ). So now I am experiencing the withdrawal effect from that as well. I am embracing boredom, that's what I am saying. When it comes to gaming, I noticed it get easier ( finally) but cravings are there. A variety of thoughts springs to my mind, to only start convincing me that I am again trying to make a big deal out of nothing...
Luckily I am able to put aside these thoughts. Anyhow I was busy as well as preparing for the job interview that I have today. It's for Team Leader. That position is a huge opportunity for me,. so for 2 days I am preparing as much as I can.
Thanks to @Pulse I decided to keep a dumbscrolling commitment as well. I am planning to be porn free too. But I will take my time on that.
Game Free: 12 days
Dumbscrolling free: 19 days
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