less than 4 now.

I see it helps me.

I understood some things.

Now it's just need to be continued.

Being regular at writing here, it helps.

I have to get this journal on my support list.

To write whenever I feel the need to write.

I've made ton of amentments, each time after relapse,

I always fall back.

But sometime it's still have to end.

I feel motivated right now.

Tired and need some sleep though.

But I still feel motivated to stay sober.

You got this, keep going!

I keep

Almost a year passed since my last entry here. 

Many things changed throughout this time.

I'm definitely in the better place then I was last year. A lot of counseling, adding pharmacology, attending to 12-step programs. 

However, right now I'm in a really tough spot. And I know that journaling helped me in the past, so I'll stick to it for now.

Answered to @parkin posts. Good to see fellow from my country here.