PastTense 2 Posted February 7 Share Posted February 7 Hello I'm not sure how this works but this is intended as being the daily journal for my video gaming habits, and or other happenings in my life. this journal will go for 90 days on /off. did I game today? yes/no? pc? mobile? board game? estimated amount of time how many different games did I play? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted February 12 Author Share Posted February 12 I gamed on pc, browser, for roughly 30 minutes. the game was agar.io nothing else, just the one. though I did open chess.com , but did not finish a 10 minutes game. I just moved one or two pieces. however I did rewatch tv shows and bought n audio book fro a jog. I never jog.amotivation as buying cake at a shop which was sadly closed. I arrived outside opening hours. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted February 17 Author Share Posted February 17 okay so today I did not game, and it marks day 2 of not gaming not even chess.com or agar.io. however I did wake up and watch twitch streams of age of empires 2. this si due to being afairly alone on this ranch in depressingly cold weather. and not having a job or studying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted February 17 Author Share Posted February 17 I learned that I should block twitch and refrain from mentioning the platform to others. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted February 19 Author Share Posted February 19 today relapsed playing online chess in bed. I watched a brief stream of spanish streamer doing age of empires 2. on the Mac I did not play. as for IT, have been wasting time on twitch, YouTube, and reddit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted February 22 Author Share Posted February 22 Yesterday I urge surfed by imagining how it wiuld be to play temafight tactics and age of empires 2. I watched part of a stream of aoe on twitch. Then searched for study streams. They helped tremenduously, as there are boone studying on this countryside mudhole ranch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted February 23 Author Share Posted February 23 Today I managed to stay away fromnplating videogames. I walked 10.000 steps, unpacked some cool bedlinene and pillows. however I am still using twotch to watch age of empires 2z no top players were on but saw bit of the (always interesting but after treaty, less so) Nomad style. I didnt watch a study stream properly and didnt do poloodoro. I do not speak spanish. Also, I think part of me fell in love with the opposita even though she is kot a sex worker (like just study, no obly fans) she looks like a filmstar. i do not need parasocial relationships in my life. also I did a bad thing. To an ASMR stream, I masturbated! I looked around for some and found one with eye contact. i gotta say, everything video is bad because it means porn access. Be it reddig gofs or twitch “earlicking” the latter of which resembles an irl intimacy session. I miss that greatly. and sure its nice to get dopamine. But its fake. it seemed I gave some advice in that even though you should reset your days since X use, you should also track “1 day out if the past 3 months. Which makes it a percentage comfort. You are still largely doing better than previous, even though you started from scratch. I really think the padt two days have formed some interesting talks. And I should restudy all of my notes at end of q1. . They are in aplles Notes under GAA ITAA. Different kotes have the names of the meeting types. i thinkk I want to make mens, and ACAA regular things. mentors ate also being considered. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted March 4 Author Share Posted March 4 Today I made 1 move in chess online. Then Quit. i had and continue to disable bottom lines due to gmail, looking stuff up, which meand I can’t didable safari easily. Am now lying in bed slowly beginning to masturbate. Shouldn’t I save it for tonight? Idk i just cut my hair, used antipimple stuff on facr, still need to shave though Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted March 10 Author Share Posted March 10 Today I managed to not catch a stream of someone video gaming. I am still "using" by watching YouTube, scrolling randomly on reddit, and taking a few too many naps. however I did manage to go for a run today. which is nice. Itaa zoom meetings has taken time. I got a 10 day reminder to finish all overdue assignments in social studies. I got some advice on simply chainingg screen time code often, type in notes app, and then disabling safari altogether, but still have it available. also consider buying a phone box. or lockbox. gov told me to get registered at shelter to get social welfare. I still live at the ranch where my father holds out. my sister pushes me to move out so he can buy a house for her. I am behind in pushing back on the already completed ill, inheritance gifts, and more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted March 13 Author Share Posted March 13 yesterday I watched some streams of video games. and yet again out of habit entered chess.com, though I did not play. today I have been IT scrolling fro a good 1,5 hours. yesterday I also expanded Lines worksheet into an A2 sized monster. for gaming, IT, overeating, fitness. etc. NEWS: I got an email that my LOL account has been forgotten! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted March 15 Author Share Posted March 15 (edited) So I have been sleeping all day. Last night I fell asleep with headphones pn but with battery in. I woke up but slept. Slowly mastrubated for what felt like two hours and slept more. Got up with clothes on than back and slept more. Got ip folded clothes. Then slept more. I didn’t even study yet at its 6:13pm Edited March 15 by PastTense Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted Saturday at 03:24 PM Author Share Posted Saturday at 03:24 PM Still not gaming, out of habit accessing chess.com. watching twitch kiarakitty aoe2. Kyootbot is offline. Not studystream as such. I should stream my own studying. Masturbated twtice to youtube joi / strip compilations. Its not porn directly, rather it is “monkey see, monkey do”. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted Sunday at 07:26 PM Author Share Posted Sunday at 07:26 PM Today I went for a two hour jog 10.18 km in 130 minites, including a brief snack break snd a fee spurs of walking to ease the knees. I atill didn’t play, though I dis watch tv series. I do not recall if I masturbated. I think not. i did wake up at 3 in the night and binged tv series. I have been eating somewhat healthily today. mens meeting really helps. and outside video gaming , I should work on tv series, random scrolling, youtube softcore porn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted Monday at 08:05 PM Author Share Posted Monday at 08:05 PM Edit: I accessed aliexpress site and accidentally clicked games because I thought it was games for sale. turns out it as bootleg candy crush where I Mae some 3-7 moves. but I quit and closed the broweser. its. a breech of streak. but it was honeslty unintentional. and not like I downloaded a game or deliberately went t oa gaming site. however I do feel that aliexpress is turning poisonous for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastTense 2 Posted 13 hours ago Author Share Posted 13 hours ago (edited) Am up. Bitter about how My career failed. My father severely works against me. By my sisters bidding Edited 13 hours ago by PastTense Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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