Remigjus

Glad to have you back Paul!

Welcome!

Holy shit, this place, it's so beautiful. Explain.

Piccolo from Dragon Ball Z.

Hahaha, no. Freestyle is a style of rapping when you "spit" rhymes of the top of the head (improvise). You know, just rhyming on the spot, without any particular topic.

Congrats on setting up your journal! It will help a lot in the future, just make sure to post as often as you can ( a pro tip). P.S Welcome to the forums!

-DAY-108- Hey'yo everyone! Remigijus, First of his name, House of Procrastination, Pirate of the Internet, The Stud here. This week was alright, although it could've been better. A lot more, in fact, succeeded with "No Discord/Youtube/Facebook/ for a week." Although relapsed four times on "no fap." But I'll keep trying until I get it off my list. (THAT'S THE ATTITUDE). Finished the lyrics for the GQ song, now all I have to do is to lay down the vocals. Finished reading A Song Of Ice and Fire " A Clash of Kings." You can have a sneak peak here: have fun analyzing my awful handwriting. Not much to say. Typical me, head is full of thoughts, but when it comes to writing, I can barely write a sentence. Probably have to get rid of restrictions when writing, or just write anything that's in my head, because writing about weekly experiences is hella boring. Goals for this week: 1. Record GQ song. 2. No porn /fap/gaming videos. 3. Read four chapters of Think and Grow Rich. 4. Freestyle for 15mins every day. 5. Write two 16 bar verses. 6. Post once on GQ. ( I'm doing it at the moment :0) 7. Decide where to put my GQ sticker (still have no idea where). 3 weeks withouth porn!

Haha thanks, yup it's awesome

---DAY 100---- What's up, everyone! Remigijus, First of his name, House of Procrastination, Pirate of the Internet, The Stud is back! Just hit 100 today ( to be honest it SOUNDS better than 90). I'm busier than I ever was, still trying to juggle rapping/reading with studying. I just realized how precious time is, and how vital it is to spend it towards developing skills. Seriously, the more time you waste, the more you realize how crucial it is ( at least that happened to me). Anyways, the week was trash, wasn't very productive. The highlight of the week would be that I went to the bookstore and bought my first Personal Development book (Think and Grow Rich). Look at this baby: I was standing like an idiot for 40 mins staring ant the psychology section looking for it. Just because I was too anxious to ask for help. But when I was about to do it, I realized I was looking at the wrong section.... Oh stupid me. My life Calendar: ( I know the quality is impressive, and I copied the original one just perfectly ). I still have no idea how I should colour the part where I was regularly gaming. Goals for this week: 1. Finish Reading A Song of Ice and Fire A Clash of Kings 2. Finish the lyrics for the GQ song ( more than 60% done). Yup GQ beef, it's imminent. 3. No fapping 4. No porn (2weeks without porn!) 5. No Youtube/Facebook/Discord/ 6. Decide where to put my GQ sticker. (VERY IMPORTANT!) Damn, the last time I posted here was more than a week ago. I got slow ( BLAME SCHOOL). Anyways, thanks for reading! Leave a like; I need it. It's my dopamine¹

CONGRATULATIONS

CONGRATULATIONS

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!!!!!!!90-DAYS!!!!!!! So guys after relapsing twice I've finally HIT 90DAYS. It feels great. I remember myself at the start of this summer , thinking that it's going to be an impossible/scary task to quit gaming. It wasn't scary, but it wasn't an easy task. Fear that I'll loose all of my gamer friend have held me from quitting for almost a year. If I only knew that when quitting, you stop spending time with them automatically. I could have saved a whole year, I wish I had a time machine. To be honest, I was planning to start playing in moderation ( a smart ass way to start playing again) when I'll finish the 90day detox. But a month ago it dawned on me that I can't, because if I go back to gaming, my life/future will be ruined for sure. Would be sad to ruin everything when things are getting better. I'm really proud of myself, LIKE REALLY. If I ever feel that I've never achieved anything I'll always look back to this day. I'll have to celebrate this day. I'll continue posting here regularly. So yes, Procrastinator Remigijus ain't leaving the forum , and his journey have just begun. Fun fact last night I had a dream about a game wich I've played a while ago. I actually thought that I've relapsed and I was so pissed !!!!!!!90-DAYS!!!!!!!

To be honest I've had this idea for quite a while , and I'll do it in the future.

DAY-83 (After Relapse) As I have promised, I am posting here on friday, even if it's my birthday today ( The dedication is real). So yeah, school started again and blah blah. Recently it dawned on me that I've been suffering from social anxiety for quite a while. It ruins my life and pisses me off that the same time. I blush when I speak to females or get called out in class or when feel insecure ( pretty much all the time). I feel so awkward sometimes , like a martian lol . When I look at my classmates, you know the popular kids, and watch how they enjoy life and go to party's and all that other highschool crap. And I sit here in my house , reading books, writing rhymes trying to get my shit together. But everything is for the future that I want to live! I'd rather spend 4hours rhyming/recording than partying ( unless if there was a 100% that I'll get laid or something). Recently I've been watching some videos of Jim Rohn. He's awesome. Says a lot of motivating/useful stuff pretty much as every single motivational speaker does. But he points out things that I wouldn't think of. Anyways, I've set up my goals for the next week/month/year (finally did it). Made my Life Calendar a few days ago , although I still have no idea how to colour the part where I gamed all the time. Jim Rohn: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B5w9WXcDRw0

>sits on discord all day - WRONG! Only in the evening when I have dinner and only for 30mins or something. If I procrastinate a lot, it might be more than an hour. I'd post more often here, but summer ended (NOSHITSHERLOCK) and my school started , so I have very little time. I was planning to post on friday anyways. P.S :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Geezus Christ , you're a savage

That's old.

My journal my rules . And yes I can call myself a rapper, but when I look at other MCs and what they're doing it makes think that I'm just a former gamer who can flow a bit. I agree, but when you think of it that you're just another fish in the sea.... DAY-75 (2016-08-31) August 31st - the last day of freedom. The summer has come to an end.I had high expectations for this 3month break. I was like : "Man, it's going to an awesome/super productive summer, I'll finally say goodbye to video games and it's going to be a peace of cake to do that " But it turns out, it wasn't. Just another summer spent in my comfort zone made out of procrastination but at least I got rid of gaming. I guess growth is a slow ass progress. The funny thing is that at the end of each summer I get my shit together. For example at the end of my last summer break, it dawned on me that gaming is a problem in my life. Now, the summer ended again and I get more rhymes/songs done. I guess the thing that matters the most is that I've started to speak more openly with people ( on the internet) what are my hobbies and what do I plan to do in my future. I was always afraid to do it since there's a sticker attached to my forehead which says " This dude is shy/awkward, rarely speak , doesn't stand out for himself" Mood - GoodCravings - 0/10Productivity - 4/10Time spent on YouTube - 0.00mins Reading progress A Song Of Ice and Fire A Game Of Thrones - FinishedA Song of Ice and Fire A Clash of Kings 108/757 Books to Read A Song of Ice and Fire A Storm of Sword A Song of Ice and Fire A Feast of Crows A Song of Ice and Fire A Dance with Dragons Think and Grow Rich Commitments for tomorrow: No YouTubeMake a life calendarRhyme more Anyways sorry for a shitty post. Wrote a nice one yesterday but didn't finish it since I got a headache. Even worse, when I tried to finish it today I accidentally turned of my browser and lost all of my progress. I still feel salty...

Day-68 (After relapse) !!!Warning!!! You better read this The day was alright, had a dream about games. There's one thing that bothers me for the past 9 months and I have to get this of my chest.. You see I want to be a successful rapper , LIKE REALLY I WANT TO BE ( wannabe here). But the thing is that, it's hard for me to do it , since my brain can't stay focused for a very long time ( but it got better than it was before) or even better I feel lazy or like it's boring to me (rapping). Probably because my brain expects immediate results of improvement.But that ain't the main problem...The thing that bothers me the most is "FEAR". And yes I know that I should definitely "chase my dreams or die trying", but wouldn't that be a bold move?. At this point it would be like lottery. Like whenever I think of it, what kind of things I need to do, and what are the consequences if I fail , it makes me sick. And I can't even get myself out of the fucking house, not even talking about rapping in front of other people. Hell , Gamequitters is the first place where I talk openly what I want to do in the future. My parents don't even know about this "I want to be a rapper thing". Even worse , Hip Hop is not popular in my country at all. That's why I'm thinking of emigrating to USA , but where would I live? What kind of job I would get? How I'd get access to stay there? And I'd be completely alone there.I know that this sounds ridiculous and far fetched. And yes,I understand that success doesn't happen overnight, and I have a long way to go , but I didn't even start my journey. Especially I'm running out of time, since in 2 years I'll turn 18, and afterwards I'll have to choose what to do with my life (get a job or continue my studies). For the worse , they're no topics that I show a lot of interest in school. Man, when I look at my classmates or my friends, it seems that they don't care so much. Like what I want to say is that most of them are going to finish school, join a University/College or get a job and live an ordinary life ( I've nothing against it and I think it's completely fine). I could choose this way, but I don't want to live a life this. I feel that it's not for me , like I can do something bigger. And I have an analytical mindset so I think more then I do... Man, I'm only 16 but so much pressure on my shoulders that I want to vomit sometimes, I guess this is how "holding fate in your own hands" feels like. I'm faced by so many odds and questions and 0 answers.I feel so insecure. You better read this You better read this You better read this

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DAY-64 (After Relapse) It was quite hard to fall asleep last night, since my neighbours were disturbing my harmony by playing music out loud. LIKE REALLY FOR A VERY LONG TIME... Enough of rambling about annoying neighbours, I think some of us have them. Failed to wake up early today. Afterwards it was quite hard to get back on track but I did it.By the way, while I browsing the internet I've found an ad wich we all should be aware of: Mood - NormalCravings - 0/10Productivity - 8/10 I've been rhyming untill 12:00PMTime spent on YouTube - 20mins. Reading progress A Song Of Ice and Fire A Game Of Thrones - 432/638 +70 pages Mastery by Robert Greene - 275/275 FINISHED! Books to Read A Song of Ice and Fire A Clash of Kings A Song of Ice and Fire A Storm of Sword A Song of Ice and Fire A Feast of Crows A Song of Ice and Fire A Dance with Dragons Commitments for tomorrow: No YouTubeWake up at 8:00AM Leave bed after 5mins Go to sleep at 11:30PM Don't use the PC untill 8:00PM PS: Sorry for a weird post , kinda wasted my time on Discord....

DAY-61 (After Relapse) It's been pouring rain for the whole day. So yeah it's kinda depressing and relaxing at the same time. Not complaining tho.. there's nothing better then reading a book/rhyming while it's thunderstorming/raining outside . It was alright today. A quite "productive day" I'd say, although it was quite hard to stay focused. Maybe I'm doing something wrong? Mood - NormalCravings - 0/10Productivity - 6/10Time spent on YouTube - 5mins.Reading progress A Song Of Ice and Fire A Game Of Thrones - 362/638 +20 pages Mastery by Robert Greene - 221/275 +9pages Books to Read A Song of Ice and Fire A Clash of Kings A Song of Ice and Fire A Storm of Sword A Song of Ice and Fire A Feast of Crows A Song of Ice and Fire A Dance with Dragons Commitments for tomorrow: No YouTubeWake up at 8:00AM Leave bed after 5mins Go to sleep at 11:30PM Don't use the PC untill 8:00PM Workout for 2 hours.