My name is Connor (23), I have struggled with video game addiction since I was in the sixth grade. It all started when one of my friends invited me over to play Runescape. Immediately I became fascinated with the game since I was so young, my parents didn’t want me on the computer all the time I began to wake up at 5:30 am in order to get two hours of gaming before school and after. By the eighth grade my early bird schedule transformed into late night gaming with my buddies on Modern Warfare 2. Soon this transition turned into a constant dopamine fixation with World of Warcraft until the end of high school. As I left for college I promised to leave this life behind. Once I was in college my life of gaming transitioned from gaming to partying all the time and I picked up league of legends which I’ve played for four years. I still haven’t graduated college but haven’t played league for four weeks. Instead of league I started playing games on my phone like RiseOfKingdoms and World of Kings. RiseOfKingdoms sucked a thousand dollars out of my bank account before I could even blink and world of Kings was as addictive and immersive as World of Warcraft. I woke up today late for work and my father was once again disappointed because I let him down. I want to be better and become the best version of my self I realize that I can’t live two lives and I don’t want to stay on the path where I sit behind a computer screen all day. As I got up this morning I heard a quote seize the day before it seizes you. I deleted all my games and took my family’s advice to join a forum to find other people who want to change and maybe find some support through one another. I heard the first two weeks are always the worst!