Yesterday I was feeling extremely down, and ended up almost cutting my own wrist with a nail file, or rather, stab myself with it. I did not draw blood, but if left a mark for a few hours. In addition, I found myself checking stuff related to Morrowind - character planers, wiki articles, and others. Ended up not relapsing, and relaxed with some friends at a restaurant.
In addition, I believe I was putting too much on my plate at the same time: Working, Studying for my master's, studying languages (german and japanese), studying for IT certifications, reading books and trying to take a lot of notes, chores and family, while also trying to avoid games, porn, caffeine and doom scrolling.
As someone with BPD, this is an insane amount of tasks, so many of them need to go right now.
I will only keep Work, Master's, reading books without taking any notes (just a casual reader), chores, family and avoiding games.
I will postpone the others for the short-term future.
24 days free, btw.
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FormerSKyrimEnjoyer ·
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