My building discipline journals

[borchtmachine]

Alright, gonna keep these as basic observations/thoughts I've had throughout my day.

With that in mind, I can declare that this day was an epic fail and a half! I spent hours gaming when I should have been working on my assignments. Even before I started gaming, my studying had already been riddled with various forms of procrastination. Altogether these things motivated me to come here, so it's no surprise that my first journal is far from triumphant. Regardless, I think my failure is simply a product of a lack of clear cut intentions when doing things. For example, many times during the day I find myself opening a screen without any reason in mind. This lack of clear intentions is why I believe I spend so much time procrastinating. Thus, to remedy this I'm going to start making to-do lists. 

 

[borchtmachine]

Missed my journal last night as I came home around midnight.

Nothing especially positive to report though. I spent the whole day out of the house, and while I did accomplish quite a few things, I fell short of my studying goals.

I typically wouldn't mind this, but I did so in a fashion that I don't approve of. 

That's why I intend to spend today mostly isolated from my friends and glued to my screen.

 

Wish me luck boys!

[borchtmachine]

Alright, so far this has been an epic fail. Yesterday I pretty much gave into every impulse I had and pmo'd, gamed, and watched youtube. Yes, I did get a decent amount of work done as well, but nowhere near my goal. I also neglected to workout. Thus, my brain feels foggy as hell today and I feel extremely angry at myself.

Here's my remedy to avoid a binge like this in the future:

First, I need to start setting attainable goals in a journal.

Second, I need to work in front of other people to keep my focus up.

Hopefully, this proves to be a decent fix:)

Anyways, heading out right now; wish me luck boys. 

 

[TTT]

Good luck!