It has been over five years since I first realized I had a gaming addiction. I haven't posted in much of that time but I have been struggling on and off again with gaming. Usually 3 months on 3 months off. I am currently trying to shoot for 1 year game free as my current record is six months. I hope to achieve that although my cravings have been super intense lately. Today is day 111 sober. Wish me luck.

Congrats on already being 111 days in! I'm excited to be following you on your journey, thank you so much for sharing it here 🙂

I deleted my two game accounts (Riot and Steam). I spent lots of money to buy lots of games and skins.

But I know if I keep playing game, my life will be worse and worse. 

It's only 17 days to complete deleting those accounts. 

I saw addiction ruin my relative's life.

Gaming addiction made my cousin look so ugly and can't find a girlfriend although he tried so much.

Gamble addiction ruined my uncle's life and make him losing lots of lots of money. He often drink alcohol. He is a bad father, bad husband.

I want to change my life so I have commitment not to come back, not to relapse. I chose lost money, not choose to be regret!!!

 

Thank you for the support Ray. Just remeber that if you do relapse it isn't ruined you can still achieve what you want. I stopped myself from getting help for a long time because I was a perfectionist. 

Thank you Pochatok!