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Entry 19.8 (Written on 20.8) Weeks until average life expectancy: 2764 (80th birthday)  Day 216: No Useless Videos Day 1048: Sticking to Food schedule Day 651: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 29: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well, no matter how small  - Finished counting my income for the yearly tax report of 2024 - At least 2 pomodoros once again =/ - Morning jog 1 Thing I could do better - I've planned in te middle of the day twice again. just as the day before, it killed a lot of time, probably should make more effort to pre-plan reasonable time-windows and stick to them without touching the schedule for edits afterwards Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 218

Entry 18.8 (Written on 20.8) Weeks until average life expectancy: 2764 (80th birthday)  Day 215: No Useless Videos Day 1047: Sticking to Food schedule Day 650: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 28: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well, no matter how small  - Appointment at Trek to dismantle bike - Finished eating while at the appointment - Evening workout, so that I may finish eating on time (4 hrs before planned sleep deadline of 20 00) 1 Thing I could do better - Having had the day planned in advance and not continued to plan in the middle Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 217

Entry 17.8 (Happy BDay 🙂) (Written on 18.8 or so as a draft, posted on 20.8) Weeks until average life expectancy: 2765 (80th birthday)  Day 214: No Useless Videos Day 1046: Sticking to Food schedule Day 649: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 27: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well, no matter how small  - 2 Pomodoros at least - long 75% effort run - Scheduling a haircut with Alejandro 1 Thing I could do better - Stick to the time limit with BDay conversations, health comes first! Do short calls just to have short congrats and continue with what is written in schedule instead of extending the sleep deadline to 23:15 Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 216  

I took health and exercise courses for ~12 months a few years back now, and felt ready to take on any practical role at a gym, but it was as though I was meant to be receptive to indoctrination, or positively leaping (even more than I was mentally) to serve everyone I could see, posthaste. Another gym wanted at least 6 months of relevant experience - then I would be considered. One outgoing young man I remember was laughing nervously that he bluffed his way into an interview early in his studies, and then couldn't really back himself up. The two of us should have already been a study team is what I thought. Your summaries are among the best here, dude. I know you said that you won't believe that anyone is 'lost', but there's the good kind of loss/immersion as well. I actually doubt if I could personally provide deliberate instruction for you to do anything, compared to everyone else here who has a busy life. My most recent gym session involved 100 total repetitions of 3 exercises at a moderate-heavy weight. I just wanted to burn those movements into my brain. Memorisation indeed - my Dad often claimed to have learned by repetition, but still regards resistance training semi-seriously as 'torture'. You've got to feel at least something about the journey, as well as think and remember it, IMO. I spent some time a couple weeks of this year reading 'Surrounded by Idiots', with those 4 DISC personality colours. You know, I always imagined you fitting the Red/Dominant type. Maybe that's just an enduring ideal for a lot of males who've experienced some driven work before. People can change/revert to natural tendencies; I eventually did.  You mentioned shooter games and watching sport; I was never much good at either, but maybe you could join debating groups or work on sporting event commentary. I dunno. If you're out of steam, or even ideas in general, there has to be a change or allowance made, right? Happy mid-week Amph. 

I’ve run out of steam, barely sustaining work. I will try doing memorization for my next exam, but i dont know if i will have the necessary strength to pass it . In the past passing was a matter of putting in the time, but now i am balancing health, work and education.  I am grateful for this journal, but I would want members on this forum to run to my help and give me a hand or hug me, but that is impossible because they aren’t here. They all have their jobs and families to look after. @Cam Adair I look like a very tired guy trying to improve career prospects. Interviewers seem to be shaking their heads when they see me. skills that I learned two years ago have devalued. I had to invest money and time in new skills and I haven’t done that.