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lilX

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  1. lilX added a topic in Everything Else   

    Does lsd help you quit gaming?
    I was reading accounts of people taking lsd or other psychadelics and quit their addictions, stop depression, induce flow state, etc. 
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  2. lilX added a post in a topic Thinking about proposing to girlfriend but worried that I may not have enough groomsmen   

    @Destoroyah
    I think it will be best for everyone if the best man is someone else or if no one makes the best man speech. My mom does things without discussing with me, but she wont get upset if I tell her to stop doing things. 
    I would like to improve relations with all family members including my cousin. He went to camada about 5 years ago. I had no friends and little social skills understanding before i learned pick up, so I am sure that I made things bad for him. Before I learned pickup, I had this mindset that I will always make people unhappy and hate me, because it keeps happening. 
    Past few years he is ignoring my texts and trying to avoid me and not talk to me in general. I can think of a couple of things that i did that may upset him, or things my dad or mom did. But there is no communication. I think he is just not very communicative in general or he is thinking in a fixed mindset and just trying to cut me off forever. I think it will just take 2 to 15 years or so for things to improve. 
    The best thing I can do right now is focus my attention on the wedding preparations rather than get upset over things. 
    Writing in this forum really helps. 
     
    @Hitaru awww thanks!
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  3. lilX added a post in a topic Thinking about proposing to girlfriend but worried that I may not have enough groomsmen   

    My mom asked my cousin to be my best man. My relationship with my cousin was never good. It takes a few days or weeks to get a reply from him. What do I do? How do I be more resilient ti this situation?
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  4. lilX added a post in a topic The shame, is it real?   

  5. lilX added a post in a topic LilX Journal.   

    Things been good. I am hanging out Fiances grandparents in China now. 
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  6. lilX added a post in a topic LilX Journal.   

    Had one of the most productive weeks in my life. 
     
    https://i.reddituploads.com/c4446753d3f64548a6dde2a29b8d3481?fit=max&h=1536&w=1536&s=88d0784ab5db093a9ae2ee5118868b8f
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  7. lilX added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    I used to have similar thoughts until like the past 3 years. 
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  8. lilX added a post in a topic LilX Journal.   

    I surfed the net for half an hour yesterday, so now I have to donate to the Gates Foundation. 
    Other than that Ive been quite productive. 
     
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  9. lilX added a post in a topic LilX Journal.   

    lol well you recommended it for the Beyond Group. Will read when Im in China. 
    Hey guys, I am just 9 hours from completing my no surfing the internet no coffee challenge.
    My next challenge will be just no surfing the internet, increase my discipline skills, finish all my tasks for this week, and increase my mindfulness skills for up to this saturday. If I fail, I donate 105 dollars canadian to the Gates Foundation. 
    By the way, Im going to China for my wedding ceremonies with my and my fiances family this saturday. Im going to take a trip to Thailand too.
    Good luck on your self development everyone!!
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  10. lilX added a post in a topic Journal - Gresa   

    hey Gresa. Welcome back. How are things going?
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  11. lilX added a topic in Lifestyle   

    Elon Musk Infographic
    Http://fundersandfounders.com/how-elon-musk-started/
    This infographic was very inspiration to me. Elon Musk didnt have the perfect situation to be a billionaire; his parents divorced, his father is abusive, and he gets jumped in school. But he became a superhero and leader of world changing companies through his brave decisions, hard work, and never giving up.
    The first three rockets that he launched failed before he successully launched a rocket. Man I just teared up a little when I read that. 
    What we can learn from this is decisions leads to results. We decide our future. Quitting gaming is our decision. What other decisions will you make?
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  12. lilX added a post in a topic LilX Journal.   

    Im doing this 3 months program for self development because i want to take my self improvement to the next level. 
     Im ordering this book off amazon called Deep Work by Cal Newport. This book basically advocates focused, undistracted work when working, and to relax when not working. 
    Im going to implement this by having a maximum of 5 breaks to text/checkemail/check facebook/washroom/eat during my work hours. 
    I work for my dad, so i can do overtime.  
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  13. lilX added a post in a topic Shine Magical's journal   

    Congrats. I find motivation and discipline to be the most challenging when there are no deadlines. 
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  14. lilX added a post in a topic Craig's Journal   

    I find that each attempt gets easier. Its like your next ascension get some perks and skills that gets carried over
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  15. lilX added a post in a topic Share your experiences and tips for friendship?   

    i joined a mma dojo for a few months now. i volunteered in their tournament, and had dinner with them later. The tournament was brutal. Lots of brain cells died that day. 
    They are really nice and training there keeps me from feeling lonely when my fiance is not around. 
    I agree with your tip! 
     
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