Week 16
Developing Projects: Main focus is on one project now, pushing toward launch. Progressing.
Gym: Lost motivation completely this week. One run with a friend, that's it. What's surprising is I don't feel that bad about it. It just stopped mattering as much. Not sure what to make of that yet.
Summary of Week 16
Gaming thoughts, almost none. Today an ad for Farming Simulator popped up and I caught myself thinking about the good times with that game. Then I remembered I didn't even know why I was playing it. I remember the emptiness. Finished it, got 100%, felt nothing. The ad passed. So did the thought.
Work surprised me this week. Got a raise I didn't expect. Good timing.
On the autism front: I know it might sound like I'm making it a big thing. I'm not. I'm not claiming I have it. I just want a proper scientific answer, official tests, full assessment. And it's not only about me. I have a son. If he has it, I want to know how to spot the signs early and give him the right support. That's the whole reason.
Dumbscrolling free: 17 weeks
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