Hey Matt. I delete stuff al the time. I feel ashamed I relapsed after four years and all that. Meh. It’s rough but fuck it. We gotta just get up stay positive and keep going. No excuses. I’m only on day two of a detox rn. And I’m pissed. I was so delusional thinking gaming was alright in moderation when really. It was just full numbing the eff out and 20+ hours of gaming per week until it was obvious again I needed to stop if I wanted a life.
So don’t beat yourself up too much. You’re straight. It doesn’t matter anymore, the past is over we can’t change that. Work your ass off today to make it awesome. Don’t play around with your life with fire with addiction. Just throw yourself headlong into your dreams your passion your replacement behaviors. One day at a time posting here building momentum. That’s what’s up!
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FunnyDreamer ·