Starting this a little late but here it goes.

 

At the time of this writing, I have hit the 30 day mark.

The goals I have currently achieved:

- STEAM, GoG, DCS, WoT, IL-2, RoF, and other gaming accounts are currently in the process of being permanently deleted. Only account I know of right now that is not being deleted is Escape from Tarkov because those guys are extremely unhelpful and a bunch of c*nts. Made my account un-recoverable by setting it to go to an email that no longer is in use and I can't recover anyway.

- Took up guitar, hanging with coworkers, restarted Bikram hot yoga, restarted hiking, and looking into taking up a new language. (Possibly Spanish as I have some experience in it, or Chinese just because). Also am getting back into shooting M1 Garands and .22 pistols competitively. 

- I have been to counseling and still have 8 more sessions available. My employer will provide more if necessary. 

- I have a psychiatrist appointment soon to address my underlying depression that has been going on for years, un-treated.

- Still working on my relationship with my girlfriend. This is the biggest stress I have right now. Some days are hopeful and others are hopeless. Just need to be patient and realize that my addiction caused a lot of damage to our relationship that my not be recoverable.

Edited October 23, 20205 yr by Skidjit

Congrats on 30 days! Those are all really neat hobbies as well. You're fortunate to have an employer that offers that kind of assistance , and good on you for addressing everything you've wanted to address. Take one day at a time, friend. :]

While not my primary account, still the first of many in the waiting period of being forever removed. It’s a good day.