voidedhalestorms Posted December 8, 2019 Share Posted December 8, 2019 I keep quitting and restarting. It's this damn paladins game. I just boxed up my switch and told me daughter I'm sending it to her as a gift. It is either that or I think I will wind up smashing it. Is it normal to relapse repeatedly? To question your dedication? To need to get rid of temptation? Soon I am going to be working nonstop and it won't matter as much. But then I was thinking if I am working nonstop than any free time I have is extra precious making even a little bit of gaming ten times worst. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted December 9, 2019 Share Posted December 9, 2019 welcome brother ! 1 hour ago, voidedhalestorms said: I keep quitting and restarting. the same thing happen to me but i joined here and deleted everything that related to games and porn then my life changed and i am at 28 days streak of not playing-games , masturbating or watching porn . if u seek any help then u can send me a message or just mention me by using @ before writing my name . GOD bless you GOD bless this communtiy PEACE Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
voidedhalestorms Posted December 9, 2019 Author Share Posted December 9, 2019 Cool thanks. Yea I am on a pretty hard nofap/semen retention streak as well. I packaged the switch so it is off limits now. Back to audio books and ebooks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
giblets Posted December 10, 2019 Share Posted December 10, 2019 On 12/9/2019 at 8:10 AM, voidedhalestorms said: I keep quitting and restarting. It's this damn paladins game. I just boxed up my switch and told me daughter I'm sending it to her as a gift. It is either that or I think I will wind up smashing it. Is it normal to relapse repeatedly? To question your dedication? To need to get rid of temptation? Soon I am going to be working nonstop and it won't matter as much. But then I was thinking if I am working nonstop than any free time I have is extra precious making even a little bit of gaming ten times worst. Yes - perfectly normal. Addiction is the inability for someone to self-regulate regardless of the outcomes/impacts/punishment. I am not so much a console gamer but a huge PC gamer. After spending so many years I have tried so many tricks to get games working or bypass rules etc. As I told @stablish once, "Give me enough time, I'll try to play games on a toaster." I got around it by downgrading. I packed up my PC, gave away my graphics card, and bought a $190 laptop and put linux on it. Now if I really want to play games there is extra steps between me and doing that - which usually ends up with me giving up or getting distracted by something else. You're not crazy mate, just feeling the symptoms of addiction. You will have a completely different perspective after 90 days. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
voidedhalestorms Posted December 10, 2019 Author Share Posted December 10, 2019 I always was a PC gamer, too. Fortunately our router cannot handle online gaming. And getting a new router and configuring it through the ISP would involve a lot of work so I am safe there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted December 10, 2019 Share Posted December 10, 2019 @voidedhalestorms if u want any help u can come to my private messages or my journal and feel free to ask there . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
voidedhalestorms Posted December 11, 2019 Author Share Posted December 11, 2019 OK thank you sir. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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