Lorente 9 Posted August 7, 2019 Share Posted August 7, 2019 Day 3 - Today is my third day whitout videogames. Monday I helped my dad driving one truck to another state because he needed to bring some specific grass from there for a construction he's doing. So we left at night (each in different trucks) an got there past midnight and stayed at an hotel. While on the road I did feel anxious but I think it was a mixture of my drugs anxiety and leaving videogames. But It was fine, driving at night was chill and it ended up relaxing me (weather was cold, which I like). By morning we picked up the grass, had a quick breakfast and hit the highway back. The road on the way back was fine, we had to drive slow because we had load but it was fine. Almost before getting home I did start feeling bad (I don't know why) but it was already night, so I was just in time for my NA meeting. After leaving the trucks at the project he gave me a ride home (we don't live together), to leave my shit, and then he gave me a ride to my meeting which was fine. I was really close to just skip it, I was there half an hour early and almost took a bus back home with the idea of playing League. But I waited out there. Eventually a friend from the group came and we just hanged there waiting for the chairman, chatting and joking. As I said meeting was fine, I got out with a good feel and just got back home, had some quesadillas and strawberry smoothie, read a little bit, then got to sleep. The real shithole has been today. Woke up and realized my brother hasn't cleaned the house, while I've been keeping shit clean for 2 months straight, I leave 2 days and there's trash with worms and dog shit everywhere and I got real pissed up. Had to leave home today because I couldn't stand him playing League of legends upstairs (Yes, he's also a gamer). So needed to relax. I just did some exercise at stadium and will eat some ceviche tostadas after I finish writing this. I'll go back home and clean everything as he will be working already. And accept this is what I have to live today, It's fine. I did have some anxiety to play League today but as I am writing this I feel better. I'll clean, then study and get ready for tonights meeting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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