Quasi-Monthly Updates (Starting Feb 2024)

[Ado Tori]

In my previous post, I shared my goals related to gaming. 

Here's what happened in a month:

• I completed two games ( A Physical Escape Game + A Game at the Arcade ) 
• Spring Cleaning for the Lunar New Year
• More time in my workplace ( Lesser working from home) 

The above satisfies me because:

• I aim to complete five games before considering purchasing any more
• I fulfilled a family commitment 
• I became more active and social 

Elsewhere: 

• I completed Gaming the System Podcast #11 today.
• Exposing myself to a painful past (Playing Dota 2 after six years)
• Threw out expired G Fuel 

[Guest]

Nice you are able to moderate and play other games, for me either it is all or nothing.

 

[Ado Tori]

It's been a long time since I posted. I do have major updates. 

• My CPU has stopped working. Since I have multiple consoles and laptops, I'm not hurrying to buy or repair the CPU. 
• My new gaming PC is a laptop my sister used for University. Like my CPU, graphics have to be as low as possible. 
• I will only consider CPU repairs after I complete a handful of games. 

Owing to a large amount of luck, many things happened last year.

• I joined a local interest group. 
• Members of this group have monthly meetups. 
• It is a very welcoming community with varying members of ages and experiences. 

I'll update the other threads I've made, to provide a clearer image of my lifestyle.

[Ado Tori]

Time for a mid-year check. 

I've been struggling with some relationships and gave it till mid-year to tide over. 

The changes I hoped for did not actualize, requiring contingency plans.

Struggling with motivation has been a constant in my life, alongside staying committed. 

Even if my relationships don't improve by reaching my goals, I might develop more independence. 

I used to believe dopamine was an obstacle, not a tool. Namely, I thought it surfaces after events happen, not drive their fruition.

I am more compassionate to myself regarding it, realizing it's neither inherently good nor evil.

I've also discovered that comfort isn't bad when derived from self-care. (Proper meals & grooming)

External progress might not be evident yet. However, I am relieved to no longer be at odds with myself. 

If I stay astute, progress might be smoother than using brute force.