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  1. Hi. I am not shure that it will help but i ll try. I usually say to my self. How can they. I ll prove that they are wrong and do it. Just because its me and i WILL do this. Something like this. Also for me it helps to imagine how i can be better than them and overcome them. Now i dont know maybe i should find a friend or two because i realized i have semi-same problem as you
  2. Day #4/90 We are fully finished with GF and thats feels great. Semi-bad that i wont have anyone backing me up at lectures and etc, but the deal is still a deal. I take those. Disiase was wrong second good news and more over did homework and goals. Anyway, now something more trivial. I know i am not fit yet and it is a waste of time to go on dates but would it be better so i can completely forget my GF? Also i need to start making money once again and pay for my self. I need to stop being a loser. That is the main goal of this month What I'm thankful for: - Goals setting and focus channels - Deep talk with parents Goals for Day #5 - Homework( 1 small essay) - Work - GYM with trainer baybe!
  3. Day #3/90 I did test! That's great. On the worse part I hand bot time to set goals. Shame on me.. Goal less person 🥴.. Also.i might have a semi-deadly I want it Disease as doctor said. But I am not believing in it till second round of analysis will come. It just a chance right? Went to gym and uni, but can't stop thinking about ex gf. Maybe I did something wrong and I should not suggest a break up or I didn't understand her right? Ty for podcast will watch it. Also I watched some blogger talked about it and he said if you can't forget your past relationships than you are bad, because your life has no happyness outside of relationship. So that why I ll set goals and etc. If I have mistaken I ll continue relationship with her. If not , I ll move on. Anyway I should focus on my life. What I'm thankful for: - Podcast about relationships - Grandma for supporting me) Goals for Day #4 - Homework - Goals - Work
  4. Day #2/90 i was so sleepy trought this day but i managed to do work and some homework. Also some guys were trying to stop me from going to doctors saying that it is theirs turn( but i have a scheduled it) so i sad it and went). Learned some more things for bodybilding, want to start gainig weight and bulcking ( current 63kg | 6 feet). Didnt finish goals but read book about giving public speach by famous speaker What I'm thankful for: @Pochatok and @sniper u made my evening today. It feels so good to have a story to share and a story to read) Grandma for supporting me) Random girl for helping me out) Goals for Day #3 - Test - Homework - Goals - GYM
  5. Thank you and u can share here storries if you want i am curious to hear( if you want of course, no preassure))
  6. I destroyed realationship when i played vidiogames .... and notised it only now. This why we had a honest talk and i addmited not seeing farrer from my computer screen. I was so blind its crazy. She calls and writes me daily and i dont know even why? I just need to focus to become a better person right now. Always used a sport| learning as a new focus to not bring thoughts
  7. I agree with Pochatok. Look you : 1) Have a job( a good one i hope and a high paing one as you sad( great chievement)) 2) You achived your goal of 75kg 3) You still continue to post| progress so i belive you are far more prodoctive than you think) You are doing great just by making goals and achiving them. And its only me, who read some of posts. I belive you are far more capable)
  8. Day #1/90 Was a hard day. Not because of plans, but because of emotions. First of all, I was a complete dumbass and my girlfriend didn't cheat, but now she is bo longer my gf. We had a long honest talk and it ended like this. Don't wanna go to personal. Am I sad? Don't know really. We ended up as friends. Second, my parents and DND games. Also long, heavy talk that I am losing my life ober games. One or other, it is all fiction. I agree with this, tho I didn't find it right at first. Big shout-out for GYM it really took all negative emotions and rage, so I could solve this problems cold-blooded way. Semi-feiled test, as completed only on of three questions, BUT I can redo it on Wednesday. More over, I did first part of work and it's time for some wore of it. What I'm thankful for: Ex for honesty. Mom for advice Goals for Day #1 - Homework - Work - Prep for gym and rewrite goals. - Doctors appointment
  9. Day #0/90 This is a relapse, so might try a new method. So did some python coding and test preparation, also played some DND and that's basically it. Not much achieved, also deleted games once again. Also maybe my GF is cheating rn I don't know. Will tell tomorrow and that's so cringe really. If is is so I will end relationship. Or maybe I am paranoid. What I'm thankful for: Dad for coming to my house and helping with a cleaning. Goals for Day #1 - Test - Work - GYM
  10. Day#28 Relapse day will update jornal so i write all info in 5 mins
  11. I was builled at school for my dark skin tone, but i started saying that because i am dark i have a big Willie, it became a good joke and everyone stopped builing me. After that i accepted it and its even is my nickname RN at most serveses. Its just a word, it doesnt prove who are u. U are good as u think and do. And you can always find girl etc matching your height. I am tall and its really hard bumping my head at everything. Also one of my mates is short but he is successfull with girls he managed to be FIRST of all as who got into serious realationship
  12. yes/ I made a new google account and it really helped me to quit and focus in first and hardest days
  13. DAY # 23 Time I woke up: 7:15 am Time I went to sleep yesterday: 1:39 a.m Physical task: Eat to reprepare for GYM day today Mental task: Homework + WORK + Publication (All small tasks) Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 1 -> 38 FACT 1->12 ~ Chapter 2: Small Python tasks LP 1 1 - > 18 Fact 1 ->5 ~ Chapter 3: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT GYM DAY ( LEGS ) So plan: Work -> University -> GYM -> FOCUS on homework + publication -> Sleep early Green is already done!
  14. Yes, my press exercises was (day 1 - day 17) just weight free, but i was member of gym in past, so i know that u can gain faster results and more consistent ones by regularly visiting gym. At my point , i have 6-x cubes press, but i am pretty weak in terms of arms. I used to 8-10 pullups, now i can do only 2-4. I just wanna regain some strenght and muscles again, so i can be sure in my strenght and health. The problem right now is , i am activly going for doctors, because something strange happening to my organims reactions for sugar? or smt like it. I hope it is not deabities and i am young for it, but better be safe than sorry. Also its good to go out,because right now its uni -> home and back. Thats baisically my logic here.
  15. DAY # 22 Time I woke up: 7:15 am Time I went to sleep yesterday: 12:39 p.m Physical task: Eat to reprepare for GYM day today Mental task: Python Only focus also prepare a publication ( GPT help accepted due to low timer) Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 1 -> 38 FACT 1->12 ~ Chapter 2: Small Python tasks LP 1 1 - > 18 Fact 1 ->5 ~ Chapter 3: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT Will go to a doctor today So plan now publication -> University -> Doctor -> LP1 -> DND in the end of a day Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ Visited nessesary octors finally got some tight tests that i ll need to do on friday and thursday ~ Uni progress)) ~ Wake up at 5 am! ~ Didnt touch any distractions during lectures ~ Maneged to do some exams Summary of Day #18: Best start of a day, not the best ending. Argued with some of my friend in evening really hard, dont know how of it will affect our friendship. Doctors progress is good What I am grateful for today: ~ Thank you all who is reading that is giving me motivation ~ Doctors for letteing me in ahead of time ~ Nice dnd game overall What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Prepeared 1|2 of publication for coding journal
  16. DAY # 22 Time I woke up: 7:15 am Time I went to sleep yesterday: 12:39 p.m Physical task: Eat to reprepare for GYM day today Mental task: Python Only focus also prepare a publication ( GPT help accepted due to low timer) Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 4 -> 15 FACT Nothing ~ Chapter 2: Small Python tasks LP 1 FACT 2 -> 5 ~ Chapter 3: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT Found a HACK - so i am a poor student that doesnt have a lot of money right now. But! most gyms offer 1 day for free so i jjust skip from gym to gym i could go for gyms for FREE and when i finally have money i can select the best one! Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ Helped some old people ( didnt know and see before old people before) at least someones ~ Uni progress)) ~ Medical part : descussed some problems with dermatology doctor and etc. All okay !!! Finished in 2 hours instead of 4 ~ More incoming later this day...) Summary of Day #18: Good start of the day, but i felt very deasy in evening so i took peals and went to bed What I am grateful for today: ~ Study Mate shared the BOOK THAT I NEEDED AND IT WAS REALLY PRICY ~ Doctors for letteing me in ahead of time ~ Gooing sleep at 9.00 pm What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Book of coding interveiw
  17. DAY # 20 Rest day!
  18. DAY # 19 Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ GYM ~ Healthy food and meat for muscles ~ University Already did some homework and etc ~ Renewed rats traps and Summary of Day #19: Travel done... Tired and have a lot of plans for tomorow What I am grateful for today: ~ GYMS for free membership ~ For having a great time at uni ~ Nice walking with my GF What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Uni and some book Cracking the code intervev
  19. DAY # 18 Time I woke up: 4:00 am Time I went to sleep yesterday: 10:39 p.m Physical task: Cleaning of my uni room Mental task: Prep for uni Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 4 -> 15 FACT Nothing ~ Chapter 2: Small Python tasks LP 1 FACT 1 -> 2 ~ Chapter 3: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT Found a HACK - so i am a poor student that doesnt have a lot of money right now. But! most gyms offer 1 day for free so i jjust skip from gym to gym i could go for gyms for FREE and when i finally have money i can select the best one! Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ HACK ~ Healthy food and meat for muscles ~ Travel and good food today ~ found rats in my rats traps but cleaned all mess trown rats courpes avay and etc etc. So tryied to clean and block of all rats holes Summary of Day #18: Travel done... Tired and have a lot of plans for tomorow What I am grateful for today: ~ My mom for good food ~ Friends for having a good time ~ No war and piece at my home location What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Working is good so i have reccomendations for a new job Google's Python Class | Python Education | Google for Developers - was found
  20. DAY # 17 Time I woke up: 10:00 am Time I went to sleep yesterday: 11:39 p.m Physical task: Press Mental task: Work projects Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 4 -> 15 FACT 7->11 ~ Chapter 2: Work - do a small work project FACT FINISHED ~ Chapter 3: Small Python tasks LP 1 FACT NOT FINISHED ~ Chapter 4: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT WILL travel this night so went to sleep early Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ Work done! ~ Healthy food and meat for muscles ~ Said goodbye to all my relatives and will go to uni tommorow Summary of Day #17: Plan accompished AND i getting ready to travel. Also zone where my realatives live is close to war conflict, hopefully only one time i`ve seen rocket of Anti-rockets missile launched and thats all What I am grateful for today: ~ My mom for good food ~ Friends for having a good time ~ No war and piece at my home location What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Working is good so i have reccomendations for a new job
  21. Thank you very much for support!
  22. DAY # 16 Time I woke up: 10.00 a.m Time I went to sleep yesterday: 11:39 pm Physical task: Press Mental task: New try of Exam and Python Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 4 -> 15 FACT 7->11 ~ Chapter 2: Work - do a small work project FACT NOT FINISHED ~ Chapter 3: Small Python tasks LP 1 FACT NOT FINISHED ~ Chapter 4: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT returned to late hadn`t time for it unfortunately Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ Preparation for exam ~ Healthy food and meat for muscles ~ Meeted with my friends Summary of Day #16: Again no plan accompishment but was a nice day anyway What I am grateful for today: ~ My mom for good food ~ Friends for having a good time What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Nothing :((
  23. DAY # 15 Time I woke up: 11.00 a.m Time I went to sleep yesterday: 12:39 pm Physical task: Press Mental task: New try of Exam and Python Projects: Going for exam | ML project | Small python tasks | Writo one publication New section: Plans: ~ Chapter 1 : Exam - Redo questions 4 -> 15 FACT 4->7 ~ Chapter 2: Work - do a small work project FACT NOT FINISHED ~ Chapter 3: Small Python tasks LP 1 FACT NOT FINISHED ~ Chapter 4: Exercies - Press and Arms FACT CHILL DAY CANT DO more my muscles hurt but i ate a lot of meat Miscellaneous accomplishments: ~ Preparation for exam ~ Healthy food and meat for muscles ~ Tommorow will meet more friends Summary of Day #15: Didnt accompish plans but anyway i acomplished somthing)))) What I am grateful for today: ~ My mom for good food ~ StudyToghether groop for motivation ~ GF for some explanaation of exam What i did for my success as programmer: ~ Joined chennels with work offers
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