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I ll Update my Daily post to keep easy habbit. Because i resently missed a lot of days

Day#48 Yesterday was a sleepy bad day. But for now I am feeling better and greater. Hope to achibe some goals during the day)

Yep, it more like nationalism here and anti religionsm and there starting to be a more and more cases of people of ultra right moment saying thinks like country only for X ethnicity. Go away. I am scared to face some of them near me or when delivering orders to such people.

There were two key ones: - Make my route by myself ( which helped me a lot) - Go to places with delivers when thee are no orders. Thanks to these two I managed to get around 20 deliveries a day.

Came here to say thanks. Thanks to you I have a money, and in a 4 days I managed to do as much, as I needed for my bills. Worked for 14h tho, but it was worth it. Now I am scared of fighting and racist people, because currently there is a movement taking place at my country so I am scared to go out. Because on my last day I got attacked buy other courier for nothing. I finished my shift because restaurants where kind and provided bandages. But I don't know what to do now, should I go out, any advice from experience?

Thank you, will try those. Glad to see you back!

Say#44 There is a repression against some nations in my country or might be because of those terrorists I hate them. Also I need to focus on making money not like a courier because of my skin tone I can be misjudged as one of other nations and I don't want to be oppressed. Better be home with little money, rather than away in danger Goals are: - Finish Django project - Make ML project It's for the end of week. I managed to constantly pull more that two girls everyday for today, but I couldn't manage to take a number from a girl, who's personality I liked , because o was scared

Welcome back)😁

I agree was hocked up on them for long time. But it didnt give me any skill that i could use outside of it. Any other thing in life does it/ I agree , acompishing things and getting it done is what separates productive people from lazy ones and shows the power of man. GL on your jorney i ll go and finsh some coding task after this) Yep, celebrate it with honor you are doing it. GOOD JOB)

DAY#38. Another day, another girl/ I dont konow how but i managed to pick up another giкl i dont know if i ll be interested in her or not. Maybe i ll try smt out?/ Also last days where rought GYM FULL WORK DAY GYM AGAIN But the nost importatn part is - I am still standing)) Even thought today was a little day off, i am still happy. My grandma that came to visit me got bitten by dog and i spent time and money getting what nessesary to heal her. Doctors wasnt pleasent at first so i went to check out the dog and merely got bitten too. Likily i had a pepper spray with me and it helped me. I will call police tommorow. After gym, doctors, fight with dog, another doctors appointment i finally got time to eat) I ate so much that i couldnt get an hour and a half) Adrenaline rush went out and i couldnt do barely anything. In the evening i went out to check my CREDIT RAINTING and was shock that i have some credit right now some how. What a miracle i guess? Tommorow will call police and banks to solve the issuies. God night and be safe

DaY#37 It is an awful ful day, not because I'm thick, it's raining or I didn't accomplish my goals, but because what happened in Russia, Moscow. There where shooting and no one could stop it. And I have a work tomorrow at the shopping center. I hope to be lucky, going to sleep now. See you tomorrow

Good job! About games, when I left I was at position of adjutant of my clan, I just gifted accounts to new players and left also gived passwords to my gf and asked her to change them! It's great that you spend time with your family and friends! It's one of the most important thing in life,nas for my opinion. GL)

When i started i also struggled havily with sleep and food schedule, but after some time i was able to restore my curcadium rhythms. Also I remember myself back then i could only talk about game, nothing of my goals, nothing of myself. I could spent hours speaking about games even more playing them and almost no ti,e actually doing something with my life. But when i stopped it helped me to grow and understand my position and that i need to work on ,myself ASAP

Hi, welcome and i hope ypu will be successfull in your journey. I ll come from time to time)

DAY#36 Had the DREAM that i am back with my ex, failed test and some other horrible things so woke up even before alarm😁. My grandma and my cousin came to me. Even tho i cleaned all rooms they found some stuff to clean and its good, but its means i have not seen some problems with my cleaning preferences. Did 4/3 problems i feel good about it. More over i am now focused on preparing for test found cs32? i guess and some more courses. What i am thankfull for: - My grandma for coming and offering help For my goals: - Prepeare for exams(test) - Make some test project. Thats all for today)

Hey bro, how are you doing?

Day#35(as yesterday) I am cleaned up my time by bot playing games. Now need to plant useful seeds making a habit Now is new habit. Three leetcode problems a day, keeps a job interview on the way)

I don't understand, did you get an interview? 🙂 Now its like in big tech you join contest and if ypu win you get job offer BUT you steal need to qualify or be ready for this contest

Bro I also been there. After the days 45-60 you ll really feel the change. It's good)

I am so happy. Turns out I have time to prepare before interviews!!!

Wow, itr really good advice, and I ll copy it to buy and also to read. I read poor dad and etc, I agree about that part. On others I ll follow your instructions and read first. ( Btw I ll try to find this books for free first). As for my goals. I was thinking how its is, to live bellow my means and etc. Right now from the day of work I make around 10$-20$ as a courier. It's small, but it's not zero. I need this job , I need this money. And more about it: - I am currently spending way to much on food. Even to spend 2.5$ a meal is bad, I can spend way less if I eat home and etc. Also, I can work only on weekends, so it's also a point to limit my income as a courier. But anyway, I still make money, just need to find way how to make more of it. And as the famous word said: " Sharpen your axe first". I need to find job more high paying because I am IT student. I think I should work on sites and etc, while gathering all available resources to save as much money as I can. Yesterday I worked an 11+hour shift to make some 20$ but I guess it's not optimal to spend my time like that. More over, while delivering orders I found a place where I was, when I was more successful. I went there with my ex, we rested there and etc, and now I can go in only to take order. Funny, I hope it switches again. All of my classmates are focusing on getting the job, even the girls. I can't miss out on it, I need to at LEAST try! Also I need to find freelance orders. Even one , it can be done in six hours sitting in warm home zone, not outside where it's rainy and cold. I love rain and etc, BUT there is a catch. When I work I can't leave or smt like this. That's also a point. More on this, I should focus on my goals, not face a destruction in girls, even if they are beautiful, and not in YouTube or porn, because it brings me nowhere. I need to focus on my goals, and main of them: - Finish my coursework ASAP - Make a portfolio and get to job searches - Make more money. This is the way I need to think about it. With thankfulness, your Dark)

@Yan agree on this, it's a way that I need to overcome and experience. I really don't know how to do it, but I ll search how ist done. But also, let's never forget about ambition and a dream. So DAY#33( BRAIN DAY 🧠) In the morning I woke, slept a little more and then went to gym Training was amazing , I also practiced some fighting and I was in touch with people, so I didn't feel lonely. That was good! I liked it a lot. That I had a big meal, after witch I rested while reading my free book and then I went to work on a CNN and managed to do a decent job. Also partisapated in some Olimpiad, and now I am going to sleep. Need to make more that 2$ a hour tomorrow. I hope I ll be lucky. Let's go)

Yep, keep up the work and you did it once with games, you ll improve your life again by quitting porn It's takes and faces dopamine, which stops you from achieving your goals, it's makes you less capable with women and in bed. It breaks your motivation and makes pseudo achievement. But remember, it's all up to you and you can do it, as if you did it before

I agree with you, a lot @Pochatok. That is true, that only thing I should compare myself is me from before. And I made a huge progress. I am now a part time working non gamer, who is actively trying to improve programming skills. The catch is, there is a two kinds / ways of development. And I can see it among my mates. Some of them already got the job, and some of them never will. And this summer will show, whatever we will get the job or not. But also I must work to make an project for university. I have no time, but no answer still. I am afraid and stressed by this fact. I ll focus my attention on it on Saturday and Monday. If I get on one side, I ll be a desired specialist and if I end up on the other - I am nothing.... That's a harsh truth, but it Is what it is now days.. I ll try my best.. The next topic is that I feel extremely lonely right now, with no girlfriend or really no good friends in real life. I understood, that before I will search for any other women I need to forge myself. Who I am? Day#32 I worked almost full day, and got around 18$. Not much, I spent it all to by power bank. I need to find a way to make money, and I need several of them On the brighter side. @Yan, your adveces worked, I preplanned tips, stayed near restaurants, and called clients in advance. I managed to get tips also. I am happy about it. Now, I understood, even tho I work a lot, I steal need gym, to self focus mentally and work on myself. And shape my body. Thats all, your Dark)

Day#31. After dark After the moment of weakness I found out, that my stats overall improved, yes, I went to sleep early, but now, I worked on CNN( actually worked, trying to decode and make it better). Also, I am going to work tomorrow. Things are starting to happen, and I am a part of it all. Also, I found for coding courses that I can attend for free, so my free time will be spent with usefulness. Now I need to clear my news feed, out the shocking and scary news go, and maybe I will try to start detox from porn after a while. As it is now, I need to build new positive habits instead of gaming, and that what I ll focus on. Let's go , good luck to you all, Your Dark)