Rusaw

Day 16 July 17, 2016 Downloaded the 60+ hobby ideas today and found some new outdoor activities I'd like to try such as geocaching and visiting museums more often. Speaking of museums there are a lot of museums that I want to visit here in Florida such as Dade Battlefield and The museum of military history. I also went to the 9/11 memorial museum back when I visited New York a year ago. I hope I can get back into paintball and be as passionate about it as I was with gaming I also hope I can get better at the sport and start a team that way I could play in those paintball tournaments. But before I do that I need to hone my skills since I already have the gear well most of it except the air tank, pods or a repair kit I really need to get one of those I wouldn't want my paintball gun getting jammed or broken and not having anyway to fix it.

Day 15 July 16, 2016 Had a pretty good day so far I woke up ate breakfast did two essay's for college and turned them in did some reading studied some Russian. Now I noticed I'm starting to get bored of some of the activities I've chosen to do and its only a matter of time before I get bored of the rest of them and relapse. However, most of the activities I chose are indoor activities (excluding swimming and paintball). But I need to find another outdoor activity I can do to get me out of the house. I'm thinking about getting a season pass to universal studios as well as the other theme parks down here in Florida. I also plan on stopping by the college to see if they are offering dance class like they did last year I honestly regret not signing up for it last year.

Day 14 July 15, 2016 I'm starting to develop a desire for other activities instead of gaming. For instance today I went swimming in the community pool although this time my niece and nephews tagged along so I spent most of my time down there making sure they didn't drown instead of socializing like I planned the night before. Once we got done swimming we all went back to my mom's house to rest (well they did I decided to study some more Russian and search for jobs on my phone). Before I left to go back to my house I grabbed all my paintball gear that I left at my mom's house the day I moved out. Once I got back home I decided to relax by working on my revised Star Wars fanfic's some more I may post a chapter or two of it on here once it's finished to see what you guy's think of it so far and if I manage to publish them on wattpad.com I'd leave a link to where you could read the whole story if you'd like.

This is just what I needed today thanks Cam!

Hi Joba! I think I understand what you mean although I didn't replace gaming with chatrooming I sadly replaced gaming with randomly browsing the internet. But tomorrow if it's not raining I'm gonna go swimming. I think you should find an activity that you can do outside maybe go for a walk and think about why you replaced gaming with chatrooming and who knows maybe while going for a walk you may stumble upon an outdoor activity that you'd want to participate in.

Day 13 July 14, 2016 Had a weird dream of me playing video games last night luckily it was a dream but it seemed so real is that normal? Anyway I after waking up I began digging through my old files on my laptop and I came across some of my old stories I wrote for my creative writing teacher. While rereading them I finally understood what he meant by showing the reader what is happening in the story instead of just telling them and to be honest that was the only criticism I had from him during my time in his class. Over all though I do remember him and the other students praising my stories, my characters development thoughout the course of the story, and finally how my characters interacted with one another in the story. However, I just figured out what he meant by show don't tell. So I started rewriting both of my Star Wars fanfic's the first one titled "Rusaw's Revenge" (Which is how I chose my username for this website ) and my sequel to it titled "Legion's Incident". I would like to publish these stories on wattpad.com but I can't draw for shit and I need some cover art to add to it before I publish them. However, I don't see myself publishing them anytime soon due to having to rewrite both of them.

Day 12 July 13, 2016 Downloaded duolingo today and started learning some Russian right now I'm at rank 5 with the Russian language. After spending hours learning Russian I started watching some of Cam's YouTube videos. While watching I began to think of the things that I want to do with my life. One thing that I want to do is continue learning the Russian language and maybe do some traveling to Russia at some point in time as well as visit many other countries once I'm finished with college. Or maybe I'll study abroad during my last 2 years in college (which that does seem like fun I hope I'll have the chance to do that one day). The second thing I want to do is go and find a job (but I hope I can one day become a college history teacher that's the job I really want). I also want to go out and socialize more in real life which my social skills in real life is definitely something I need to improve on so for now my main goal is to socialize.

Day 1 July 2, 2016 My family members decided to drag me out of the house to go celebrate the Fourth of July weekend with them in Fort Myers Florida as well as to attend my younger brothers baseball tournament. Only problem is half way down there I began realized that I had some homework due and couldn't attend his game. So I spent the whole day once we arrived at the house we were renting unpacking and doing homework. Day 2 July 3, 2016 Began having cravings for video games once I woke up. So instead of getting up that day I spent the whole day sleeping and eating to avoid playing the mmo's on my laptop. Day 3 July 4, 2016 The cravings I had yesterday stopped so I decided to get on my laptop and uninstall all the mmo's on it. Then I did some more homework that I neglected to do yesterday and finished all of it until next week. Later that day me and my family went out to celebrate the fourth of July at an event called Red White and Boom! Took my niece and two of my nephew's to play in the bounce houses for awhile. Day 4 July 5, 2016 Decided to watch some Netflix that morning since I didn't go to my younger brothers baseball game. Later that day when he returned from his game he went outside to fish after he cooled off. I got pretty bored of watching Netflix after a while so I went outside to fish with him we didn't talk much and we didn't catch anything either. But I enjoyed spending time with my younger brother for a change. Day 5 July 6, 2016 Celebrated my youngest nephew's 4th birthday and later went to the movies to let him and the others see Finding Dory. I also started socializing more with my family members again which is something I haven't done in a few years. Day 6 July 7, 2016 Went for a boat ride with my younger brother and my grandpa and did some more fishing. Day 7 July 8, 2016 Browsed music video's on YouTube and annoyed some of my family members with the foreign music since I left my head phones back home. I also decided I wanted to learn a foreign language just couldn't decide which one. Day 8 July 9, 2016 Finally decided to go and support my younger brother at his baseball tournament. Then later we went swimming to cool down. Day 9 July 10, 2016 Decided to start working on my homework again to go ahead and get it out of the way so didn't get to go to my younger brothers game today. His team didn't win but they did come in third place out of 126 different teams. So we packed up our stuff and went back home. Day 10 July 11, 2016 Had an appointment with my therapist today at 2 p.m. we talked a bit about my gaming addiction and I mentioned to him that it was causing me to fall behind in some of my classes or at least causing my grades to fall a bit. I also had to stay up until midnight to sign up for my Fall classes. Day 11 July 12, 2016 Finally decided join this website today although I slept most of the day due to having to stay up until midnight yesterday so I've only been awake for 3 hours. But still glad I signed up I just hope I can keep this up I think I can pull it off haven't had a craving in few days now. I just hope I can figure out something to do before I start having cravings again and I mean something besides homework. I'm seriously about to lose my mind from all this homework I've been doing and need to find something else to do before I relapse. I wonder if my younger brother is free since he has no baseball games to play right now maybe he'll want to go play paintball. I would go alone but I have social anxiety especially when it comes to talking to people I don't know in real life. But I found its easier to socialize with new people in real life when I'm with someone I know.