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  1. Day-32 (After relapse)

    Wow a month with no gaming... lol I remember when I was still a "gamer" , the  idea  of not playing for 3 months  scared the shit out of me, and it looked like an impossible task... But here I am,  haven't played anything for a month (I know a lot of stuff might happen during the following 2 months). My mood is a lot more better , my mind is more clear (no shit about gaming)  , and I don't feel depressed all the time. Although my life is still a mess, the biggest part of it is almost cleaned, but there's a lot of work to do in the future - be more social , expand my social circle , leave my comfort zone , learn how to talk to girls (gotta fix this part ASAP). 

  2. Just read your entire journal, congrats on the 1 month!

    I have a small question, you're talking about your day schedule, do you mind sharing what it is? Does it contain a lot of habits?

     

    Trying to implement too many habits at once is very hard. Especially if you want to be strict on all of them from day 1. Anyways, you're doing great! I didn't know if you noticed but your productivity is pretty good even though you felt completely stuck not too long ago! You should be proud of this! You will get small setbacks, but the trend is definitely positive.

    Just read your entire journal, congrats on the 1 month!

    I have a small question, you're talking about your day schedule, do you mind sharing what it is? Does it contain a lot of habits?

     

    Trying to implement too many habits at once is very hard. Especially if you want to be strict on all of them from day 1. Anyways, you're doing great! I didn't know if you noticed but your productivity is pretty good even though you felt completely stuck not too long ago! You should be proud of this! You will get small setbacks, but the trend is definitely positive.

      Thanks man!

    There is nothing special about my day schedule.

         Here you go:

    1. 8:00AM-9:15AM - Mourning routine
    2. 9:15AM-10:00AM- Rhyming
    3. 10:00AM-10:15AM -Break
    4. 10:15AM -11:00AM- Rhyming
    5. 11:00AM-11:15AM-Break
    6. 11:15AM-12:00AM- Rhyming
    7. 12:00AM-12:15PM- Break
    8. 12:15PM- 1:00PM - Rhyming
    9. 1:00PM-1:15PM- Break
    10. 1:15PM- 2:00PM - studying English &Workout
    11. 2:00PM- 2:15PM - Break
    12. 2:15PM - 3:00PM - studying English &Workout
    13. 3:00PM - 4:15PM - Break
    14. 4:15PM - 5:00PM - Rhyming
    15. 5:00PM - 5:15PM - Break
    16. 5:15PM - 6:00PM - Rhyming
    17. 6:00PM - 6:15PM- Break
    18. 6:15PM - 7:00PM -Rhyming
    19. 7:00PM - 8:00PM - Studying English &Workout
    20. 8:00PM - 9:00PM -  Reading books
    21. 9:00PM- 10:30PM -  Game quitters & Internet

    I keep it simple , because it's easier to get back on track if I fall behind it, and it's not hard to memorize what to do( since there's not  a lot of option to choose from lol ) . About habits , there isn't a lot of them, only- rhyming , studyingreading , workout and of course Game Quitters .

  3. Day-30 (After relapse)

    Felt depressed today , because I'm going through a lot of  hardship these past days. I'm surprised how emotions  swift your attitude towards games , and makes it look like it's the only way how to get rid of stress/anxiety. Like there's no other way besides playing games again. A bit weird isn't it? Going to do a monthly report on my journal  tomorrow.

    • Mood - Depressed
    • Cravings - 3/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - ~1hour 
    • Total  time spent on Youtube -  ~1hour 
    • Productivity -  4/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams -0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 48/275 ( pages) +6 pages.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
  4. Day-29 (After relapse)

    Meh another day ended. Not going into details , because every single day is almost the same, since I rarely leave the house.

    • Mood -  Good
    • Cravings - 7/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming -  25mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube -  25mins
    • Productivity -  9/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams -0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 42/275 ( pages) +5 pages.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Workout for 2 hours.
  5. Day-28 (After relapse)

    Wow  I had insane cravings today, and the problem is I have no idea why. I was aware of triggers for the whole day, but I guess I can't control it. And yes I have no idea what to write today lol :D 

    • Mood - Perfect!
    • Cravings - 7/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming -  0.00mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube -  0.00mins
    • Productivity -  8/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams -0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 37/275 ( pages) +6 pages.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
  6. Day-27 (After relapse)

    6 pages should take you no more than 10-15 minutes. If you can't find 10-15 minutes you don't have a life! :P

    Well, I'm a slow reader , because the last book I've read was like at the 6th grade ( about 10 years ago). And I just choose the worst enviroment for reading , so I often end up by reading the same sentence all over again, untill I finally get the meaning of it. From now , my reading place will be the attic, it's quiet and cosy out there :D . About today, everything was cool and according to my day schedule ( feels so great  when everything goes  smoothly like it was planned).

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 3/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 15mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 15mins
    • Productivity -  5/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams -0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 31/275 ( pages) +7 pages.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
  7. Day-26 (After relapse)

    I've made a new day schedule today(basically I upgraded the old one , by adding more options to it)! I hope I'll go along with it . Also today  I've  been more productive/focused as well :P.

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 1/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 5mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 5mins 
    • Productivity -  4/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams -0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Read 6 pages of Mastery.  Going to read em tommorow for sure!
  8. Day-25 (After relapse)

    Couldn't  focus on  anything today. Don't know why. It doesn't  matter how hard I try, I still get distracted by random thoughts, and afterwards I feel discouraged to do anything. Probably most of you have been through this as well, but is there any way how to stay more focused?

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 1/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 30mins 
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 30mins  ( Installed an ap on my phone wich  controls my time spent on YouTube)
    • Productivity -  1/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Read 6 pages of Mastery.
  9. Day-24 (After relapse)

    I'm running out of options how to start every entry in this journal ( if you have any ideas please write them down below :D ). Failed to start my day strongly  by waking up at 10:00AM instead of 8:00AM. Afterwards I couldn't catch up to my schedule so I ended up by doing nothing a.k.a procrastinating. Around the evening my older brother paid me a visit so it was super cool , since I haven't talked to him in a while. Had some fun by speaking with @Craig and @Bladezz in the chat room. That's all for today ;) .

    • Mood - Good
    • Cravings - 4/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 20mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 20mins
    • Productivity -  1/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Read 6 pages of Mastery.
  10. Nice progress from relapse. 

     

    I know what you mean about having peers that spends most of their time partying. I don't like going to drinking parties too much myself. 

     

    By the way do you recommend the book Mastery by Robert Greene? 

    I love it, and I would give it a 5/5. Would  recommend this book for anyone who tries to achieve mastery in something or just has a lack of motivation. The book contains many useful  advices  as well  as good examples of what people like Thomas Edison ,Leonardo da Vinci did to achieve mastery. It turns out that Mastery is made out of  a deep inclination towards a particular subject and lots of practice. Nobody was born talented or as a genius, all you need is a passion and action.

  11. Day-23 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    Another day ended. Not going to talk about procrastination , because this word  became kind of overused in this journal. There is one problem that haunts me every single summer if not  all the time. I just can't get my ass out of the house. Sometimes I hang out with my friends, but rarely. And I think I have social anxiety wich turns my face red  during the simplest situations ( it happens  very often in school). It's almost impossible for me to expand my social circle , because most of my peer group usually  spends the time by partying and doing that type of stuff. But I'm not that type of person, more of a reserved guy who almost never tells  to people how he feels. I ain't very athletic as well.

    • Mood - Good
    • Cravings - 4/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 40mins (Woops!)
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 40mins (Woops!)
    • Productivity -  5/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Read 6 pages of Mastery.
  12. Day-22 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    Finally a day where everything went according to my day schedule, kind of...  Around the evening I went back to procrastinating, but still , for me it's a big achievement! Who knows, maybe today was the day when my friendship with procrastination finally ended :D. And I should thank  @WorkInProgress  for sending me that article about procrastination, it really helped me and completely changed my view of it :).

     Here's the link for the article:

    https://markmanson.net/procrastination

    • Mood - Perfect!
    • Cravings - 2/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 15mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 15mins
    • Productivity -  6/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours.
    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
  13. Day-21 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    Dunno what to write today. My head is  completly empty , don't even deserve a like from Cam :D 

    • Mood - Good
    • Cravings - 2/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 0.00mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 0.00mins
    • Productivity -  1/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours.
    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
  14. Day-20 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    The day has ended, and it was quite cool. I've spent some time  hanging out with my friends and the rest of the day - trying to be productive.Not much to say , probably going to write more tomorrow..

    • Mood - Good
    • Cravings - 4/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 5mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 5mins
    • Productivity -  3/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) progress.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours.
    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Write more in my daily journal.
  15. DAY-19 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    A bit more productive today than yesterday, so I feel more happier. I think sometimes I go way to hard on myself , I expected to get rid of  old habits quickly, without realising that building new ones takes time. So I guess I have  to build them step by step, but I have to figure out how to do that  though.... Same goes with my work ethic , it's  terrible.

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 1/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 0.00mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 0.00mins
    • Productivity -  3/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages)  0 progress today.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours.
    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Be more productive
  16. DAY-18 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    Another day full of procrastination and doing nothing. Really, I've grown tired of this. It doesn't matter that every single time I give promises to myself, that I'll be productive/consistent. I end up by doing nothing  like I did the day before. I feel like I'm stuck in this never-ending loop of procrastination. Well , at least  cravings aren't that strong/often as they were before.

    • Mood - Frustrated
    • Cravings - 2/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 0.00mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 0.00mins
    • Productivity -  0/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) 0 progress today.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours
    • No YouTube
    • Set up a new day schedule
    • Be more productive
  17. DAY-17 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

          My productivity is terribly low  or below zero these past days. I don't know what's wrong with me. Can't force myself to do anything without delaying things. I feel like I'm waisting my time and I can't stop it, one of the worst feelings ever. This loss of momentum makes me feel very discouraged to do anything.

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 2/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 5mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 5mins
    • Productivity -  0/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages)  0 progress today.

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Set up a new day schedule
  18. How long have you been playing for, btw?

    For about 10 years, although at the start I wasn't a "hardcore gamer" would spend like 2-5 hours a day. But  shit got out of hand when I got my new PC. I wasn't able to control myself anymore.

  19. DAY-16 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    The day was hard , I've been splitting firewood for like 4 hours(It's a part of my summer ). Afterwards , I've spent the whole day by lying on my couch and watching TV. Well, atleast no weird dreams about gaming :D

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 4/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 2mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming 0.00mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 2mins
    • Productivity -  0/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 24/275 ( pages) +3 pages

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
    • Read 4 pages
    • Be more productive at all cost
    • Set up a new day schedule.
  20. DAY-15 (After relapse)

    A New Hope

    Bizzare thing happened last night , I had a dream about gaming. Probably it was one of the most weirdest dreams in my entire life. It was very vivid, although when I played, I felt no enjoyment/fulfilment but  still, a quite strange experience :D.

    • Mood - Fantastic
    • Cravings - 8/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00mins
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 20mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 20mins
    • Productivity -  2/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00mins
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 21/275 ( pages) +1page  Finally progress! Still trying to build a reading habbit  :) 

    • Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours.
    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube
  21. How is Mastery so far?

    I love it, and I would give it a 5/5. Would  recommend this book for anyone who tries to achieve mastery in something or just has a lack of motivation. The book contains many useful  advices  as well  as good examples of what people like Thomas Edison ,Leonardo da Vinci did to achieve mastery. It turns out that Mastery is made out of  a deep inclination towards a particular subject and lots of practice. Nobody was born talented or as a genius, all you need is a passion and action.

     

  22. DAY-14 (After relapse)

    2 weeks with no gaming!!!!

    A New Hope

    What's up everyone!

    Sorry for being inactive  for quite a while, I was ill so  I wasn't able to do anything besides lying in bed :). About today - nothing special just another day full of procrastination.The weather was perfect, so I went  for a bike ride around my neighbourhood. I guess I can count that as  getting out of my comfort zone :P .

    • Mood - Normal
    • Cravings - 6/10
    • Time spent on gaming videos - 0.00
    • Time spent on videos unrelated to gaming - 15mins
    • Total  time spent on Youtube - 15mins
    • Productivity -  3/10
    • Time spent on Gaming streams - 0.00
    •    Reading progress:

                Mastery by Robert Greene - 20/275 ( pages) 

    •  Books to read :

                         The Art of War by Sun Tzu

    • Commitments for tomorrow:

    • Workout for 2 hours.
    • Do everything according to my  day schedule.
    • No YouTube.         
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