Yup it is a 'drug'.
I am addicted to the dopamine.
I have taken my laptop and thrown it on the ground and smashed it, snapped a cell phone in half and done that instant cut off.
2 months later I relapse. Why? Dopamine.
So I am using this 58 Dopamine Avoiding Relapse Strategies and gee doing so much better.
The problem Is the dopamine but the fuel for that lies in my weakness not to confront, hence I self soothe and the dopamine flows.
I am done with negative affects on my life. Now growing, maturing and advancing in small steps.