Eh. I say don't sweat it brother. Life is short, and you never know when it's over. Enjoy it. Really. Quitting games isn't the go to solution for everybody. You've been on this site for almost four years, so you know the deal. Quitting severs ties with your distractions, but it's what you do once the distractions are away. Sometimes though, you need those distractions around otherwise you'd end up like, you know, insane! 😂😂 So what I'm trying to say is, you need balance. Your growth in life and gaming is like a yin and yang. Gaming keeps you grounded from what I see. But don't let that darkness consume you like before though. I'm sure you know by now.
However, I do agree with @BooksandTrees though in the sense that you set yourself up for failure creating this ultimatum. What I do want to add on is that, quitting games should be something that you ease into. Not when you fuck up in life and try to find a quick fix solution. Sort out your internal issues instead, play occasionally to alleviate the stress that comes with it, and eventually when your ready, come back to the part of yourself that wants to quit gaming. Make friends with that self, and decide what to do from then. And I only say this, because your life seems to be going okay. So take care, alright?
And if you can, come visit again, so we can catch up. But don't be so hard on yourself if things go bad though . Life is like that. 😊
So with that said, have a good life.